Chapter 193 Lost some humanity
Since he was born, Lu Heng has rarely seen his parents. He was handed over to a wet nurse when he was a few months old.
After he was weaned, the wet nurse was fired and a nanny took over his care.
The people who took care of him kept changing, so he never felt dependent on anyone and grew up slowly.
The house was always very quiet. The housekeeper and servants always stood by like wooden sticks, not talking to him or making any expressions. He seemed to have lost his ability to understand joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness.
When he was two years old, a new member came to the family. Instead of being overjoyed at the addition of a new member, the housekeeper simply told him that it was his younger brother.
He didn't have much feeling for his "little brother". Looking at his little brother who was wrapped in swaddling clothes and looked around with a pair of round eyes, and soon burst into tears, he just felt it was noisy.
Soon, the house was quiet again and my brother stopped crying. He probably knew that tears would not get him what he wanted in this place.
When he grew up a little, he found that his younger brother was different from him.
He had no interest in anything, but his younger brother was always excited, making trouble everywhere, and causing destruction seemed to make him happy. He always made the servants look embarrassed and anxious.
However, his younger brother should never have caused trouble in front of him.
When he was seven years old, his five-year-old brother broke into his room and tore up all the books on his bookshelf. He decided to teach his disobedient brother a lesson, so he put a snake on his brother's bed.
From then on, a war broke out between him and his brother.
It was also during this period that he went into the kitchen one day to add ingredients to his brother's porridge and saw the chef killing fish.
The moment the blood splattered, he felt for the first time the excitement factor jumping in his body, making his heart beat faster and making him happy.
He found that the blood seemed to make all the cells in his body roar and give him a sense of pleasure.
After realizing his abnormality, he felt that he was sick and had pathological feelings that were different from those of ordinary people.
He didn't mention this to anyone because he knew very well that if his abnormality was discovered, his parents would abandon him without hesitation and send him to a mental hospital.
When I was ten years old, a new member came into the family, this time a younger sister.
When I saw my sister for the first time, she was sucking her white and tender fingers. Her skin was very white and she looked like a soft dumpling.
At that time, the thought that popped into my mind was: Such a delicate thing, it could probably be strangled to death with just a little force.
I don’t know how long I can live in this house.
When my parents were planning to name my sister, their method was very simple – they looked up the word in the dictionary and chose the name based on whichever character they found.
That's how he and his brother got their names.
"Call me Anran." I said suddenly, inexplicably hoping that this little kid could be safe and sound in this cold and cruel prison.
My parents obviously didn't care much about this younger sister, just like they didn't care about me and my brother. They just followed my suggestion and named her "Lu Anran".
Later, my sister grew up slowly, learned to walk, learned to run, and learned to laugh.
Her smile is as beautiful as a flower, completely different from her brother's.
But I think this sister is so stupid.
He is two years old and still cries. Every time he cries, his face turns red and his eyes are as red as a little white rabbit with no attack power.
She is so stupid as to try to please others. The Lu family is powerful and influential, and it has always been others who try to please the Lu family. She will really bring shame to the Lu family.
She was so stupid. I lied to her that there was a treasure in the backyard, and she really believed it. She took a toy shovel and went to dig in the backyard. The shovel was made of plastic, and she had a hard time digging and got herself dirty.
However, she dug up a love letter written by Lu Yi. She thought it was a treasure and wanted me to accompany her to the amusement park.
I thought it was too much trouble, so I told the housekeeper to buy her a cake and send her away. She seemed quite happy. So stupid.
Someone as naive as her probably won't live long.
After all, people who are not aggressive are the easiest to be bullied.
Sure enough, she was five years old and in the last year of kindergarten, but she was still bullied and went home crying.
It's really useless.
She actually went to Lu Yi to cry and complain. Did she have no brains? She actually thought Lu Yi would stand up for her?
Lu Yi, this mad dog, actually took her to practice boxing. She looked so delicate that she didn't look like she could learn martial arts.
Well, she broke a rib and is in the hospital. Shouldn't she be smarter now?
Lu Yi is still as crazy as ever. He is thirteen years old, a junior high school student, but he actually went to the kindergarten to block a little kid. It really makes the Lu family embarrassed!
My younger brothers and sisters are so stupid. They only bring shame to the Lu family. I don’t want to deal with their mess. I have to educate them.
I no longer pay attention to my sister. If she doesn't understand sooner rather than later that the world is a cruel place, she will always be a burden to me.
I don't want to carry a burden.
The kid from the Qin family next door is also quite annoying. He comes to see her every day. Maybe it is this kid who makes her so weak.
However, considering that this kid is the future heir of the Qin family, I will reluctantly let him go.
I have to say that this sister is really stupid. I have ignored her, but she still doesn't learn her lesson and always likes to run after me.
I have no time to play with her, nor do I want to play with her.
This kid Lu Yi is getting more and more outrageous. He even dared to let the dog bite me.
The dog pounced on me and scratched the back of my hand with its fangs, and there was blood.
My body started to feel strange again, and I was very excited. I decided to teach my brother a lesson, so I stabbed the dog with the dagger I carried with me for self-defense.
Unfortunately, my sister came over and saw me covered in blood and how excited I was about the blood.
She was so scared that she sat down on the ground with her eyes wide open, unable to even scream.
Well, now she should understand how to survive safely in this family, right?
My sister was pushed out by Lu Yi and I to take the blame. Lu Yi and I had not discussed it in advance, but we seemed to have the same idea inexplicably - to let her understand that in this family, girls can only be scapegoats or puppets to be manipulated.
After being falsely accused twice and being put in solitary confinement for two months, my sister changed completely. She no longer loved to laugh, and she no longer followed me around and sweetly called me "big brother."
Qin Mu came here more and more frequently, and he always stayed alone with my sister quietly. I observed him secretly and found that he was teaching my sister economics.
By the way, my parents don’t allow my sister to study business, and the housekeeper doesn’t allow my sister to go into his study when he is taking economics class.
After studying economics, she should become smarter, right?
She grew up slowly and became much smarter. When I took her to business occasions, she performed perfectly and finally had the temperament and conversation that the eldest daughter of the Lu family should have.
However, as her IQ and EQ increased, she seemed to have lost something.
Just like Lu Yi and I, we have lost some of our...humanity.
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