Chapter 198 The Prerequisite for Understanding is Knowledge
"What...what?" The Meng family members were all stunned, staring at Meng Anran in disbelief, as if they couldn't believe their ears.
"I do have psychological problems." Meng Anran calmly changed her shoes at the entrance. When she stood up, she looked at Lu Qingcheng with a half-smile. "But you're wrong about one thing. I have emotions. I can feel joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness. I can distinguish between likes and dislikes."
She walked over slowly, and when she passed by Meng Chenghong, Meng Chenghong seemed to suddenly come to his senses and took a few steps back holding the dog in his arms.
It’s not that I’m afraid that she will hurt Xiaoxue, but I’m afraid that she will feel physically uncomfortable after coming into contact with the dog.
Meng Anran noticed this small action, and her red lips curved slightly. Finally, she stopped in front of Lu Qingcheng, and a cold light flashed in her bright peach blossom eyes.
He whispered, "I'm curious, who told you about this? Lu Yi? Or Lu Heng?"
Lu Qingcheng's pupils trembled violently. Meng Anran at this moment reminded her of the dangerous day at Yandu Hotel when he pressed her on the bed and strangled her until she couldn't breathe!
This woman is not normal! Like Lu Yi, she is crazy!
"Don't waste time talking to her, just ask her to leave!" Su Wanman ordered in a cold and hard tone. She shouldn't have let this ungrateful person in.
Not only does he try to sow discord between his children, he also says things that are half-truths and cause unpleasantness! If he stays, he will only be a parasite!
Not to mention letting her stay here, even if she stayed in this room for a while longer, Su Wanman would think it was too dirty!
"Why don't you leave quickly?" Meng Chenghong was the most angry. When he thought about how this person had slandered his second sister in front of him some time ago, he wanted to let a dog bite her!
Several pairs of eyes stared at Lu Qingcheng, without any pity or reluctance, but instead filled with cold hostility.
Lu Qingcheng was unwilling to give in. She clenched her fists tightly and her hands were shaking. "She has already admitted that she is sick, and you still want her to stay! Sooner or later, she will kill you all!"
Meng Anran curled her red lips and said lightly, "If you don't leave now, you'll have to go back to the hospital for further treatment."
Lu Qingcheng's heart skipped a beat and her pupils dilated instantly. No matter how arrogant and domineering she was, she would not dare to act rashly in front of Meng Anran.
She had witnessed the horror of Meng Anran!
Lu Qingcheng swallowed, lowered her head to avoid Meng Anran's sight, and ran out dejectedly.
The atmosphere in the living room did not ease after the uninvited guests left. It was as cold as the arrival of winter and the ice covering ten miles.
Everyone pursed their lips, their minds confused, not knowing where to start talking about mental illness.
In the end, it was me who broke the deadlock first. Meng Anran smiled as usual: "I'm hungry, and the food is getting cold."
Everyone came back to their senses. Su Wanman took a deep breath, suppressed the uneasiness in her heart, and said sullenly, "Yes, wash your hands and eat."
She went into the kitchen and took a pair of clean chopsticks.
Meng Chenghong carried Xiaoxue to the backyard. Meng Zhen picked up the pair of chopsticks that Su Wanman had just thrown away and went into the kitchen with Meng Yushu to wash their hands.
After we sat down, the dining room was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. Everyone ate in silence, and none of them seemed to have much appetite, chewing their food mechanically as if it was tasteless.
Since Meng Anran admitted his psychological problems in public, he naturally didn't mind telling everything.
She took the initiative to speak: "What Lu Qingcheng said is true. When I was nine years old, I saw Lu Heng stab Lu Yi's dog to death. After that, I often had nightmares at night. In addition, the atmosphere in the Lu family was depressing, so I was not mentally healthy."
As Xiao Han had mentioned many times before, having grown up under the care of two lunatics, Lu Heng and Lu Yi, she was not very normal.
This is also the reason why she has poor sleep quality.
Meng Chenghong clenched his back teeth and lowered his head with great guilt.
It turned out that my second sister hated dogs because of the psychological trauma she suffered from this incident. Even though she was so traumatized and had such a strong aversion to dogs, she still agreed to let him keep a dog.
However, he believed Lu Qingcheng's slander and accused his second sister without any basis...
Meng Anran curled her lips and smiled, then continued, "But don't worry, it's just a minor problem. It won't affect your daily life."
Generally, she would not get sick as long as she was not stimulated, so she had trained herself to be emotionally stable over the years and rarely had drastic mood swings.
In addition, her emotions are more indifferent than others. She doesn't take many things to heart, and doesn't love or resent easily.
He hid it very well. This was the first time he had an attack since he failed to attack Xiao Han more than ten years ago, until the birthday party.
All her friends know her situation, so they never keep dogs at home and try to avoid letting her see dogs when she is outside.
Only that madman Lu Yi gave her a dog, wishing to make her lose control, assimilate her, and drag her into the abyss.
In this way, she would be bound to them forever.
Meng Yushu originally wanted to pretend to be calm, but she was so heartbroken that she couldn't pretend anymore. She put down her chopsticks and looked up at her sister: "Are you really okay? Have you seen a psychologist? Will it cause serious physical harm to you?"
Meng Anran's eyes trembled, and she felt inexplicably sad. She thought... her family would care about any extreme behavior she would have when she was ill, or show a hint of defense and discrimination towards her.
However, there was only heartache and worry in their eyes. They accepted the reality so quickly and cared about her health at the first moment.
Meng Anran lowered her eyes and smiled, recalling what Qin Mu said to her today: An Xiaoran, the premise of understanding is knowing. If you don’t give others the opportunity to understand you, how can you talk about understanding?
She was used to hiding, even when facing her relatives. To put it bluntly, in her understanding, "relatives" had always lacked a sense of trustworthiness.
Now she saw clearly that perhaps not all her relatives in the world could understand each other, but her family, her parents and siblings could.
She can trust them completely, and they will understand her, care about her and pay attention to her.
"I've already seen a psychiatrist. Apart from a little worse sleep quality, there hasn't been much impact on other aspects of my life."
Meng Anran answered her brother's question. Seeing that he was slightly relieved, she continued, "After returning to the Meng family, I feel that I am in much better condition than before."
This is true. Emotional indifference stems from the psychological self-defense mechanism. Liu Zhi said that she is more human now than before.
Su Wanman suddenly put down her chopsticks, covered her face and sobbed.
She was left with such a heavy psychological trauma, which led to psychological distortion. She didn't dare to think about how much suffering her daughter had endured in the Lu family.
Meng Yushu also fell silent. Only at this moment did he understand why Meng Anran had described the Lu family as a hellhole.
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