Chapter 93 I want my wife to kiss and hug me
After asking this question, Yu Zhiwan realized that it was inappropriate. She wondered if it was too abrupt and would touch upon his sad memories.
As a result, Xie Jingmo was hugged by her and raised his eyebrows casually.
"Baby, are you sure you don't want to divorce me in the future?"
Yu Zhiwan tilted her head and looked at him: "Aren't you sad?"
He laughed: "You're not even going to divorce me, why should I be sad?"
Yu Zhiwan puffed up her cheeks helplessly: "I'm talking about your childhood."
Hearing this, the man restrained his expression and lowered his brows: "I am a little sad."
Yu Zhiwan's eyelashes trembled, and she pursed her lips: "Sorry."
Xie Jingmo, who was very sad in the last second, raised her chin in this second.
The ending tone was filled with lazy teasing: "I need my wife to kiss and hug me, and tell me she loves me ten thousand times before I feel better. Not even one less."
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Can't you do it once less?
Yu Zhiwan looked at him with a twitching mouth, "Why are you so delicate?"
Xie Jingmo: “?”
Jiao?
However, Yu Zhiwan still stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips: "Kiss and hugs are fine, but whether I say I love you or not depends on my mood."
"Oh, it depends on my mood." Xie Jingmo sighed softly, "It seems that my status in our family has dropped again."
Yu Zhiwan: “…”
He sighed, "Maybe I shouldn't have agreed so quickly when Wanwan confessed her feelings. Sure enough, I didn't cherish her after I got her."
"...That's enough." Yu Zhiwan was embarrassed and annoyed, and twisted his waist.
Xie Jingmo didn't hide either, letting her twist him. The corners of his lips curled up lazily, and his peach blossom eyes were filled with a smile.
"Although Wanwan depends on her mood to tell me whether she loves me or not, as for me, regardless of my mood, I love Wanwan very much."
Yu Zhiwan was startled, her heart skipped a beat, and she glared at him with red ears: "Stop seducing me."
"Okay then, I'll only seduce you three times a day from now on." The man seemed to have a regretful tone and carried her back to the bed.
What do you mean only three times?
Yu Zhiwan was speechless and twisted his waist again: "Can you please be serious?"
Xie Jingmo chuckled and stopped teasing her.
The two of them sat on the edge of the bed. Xie Jingmo saw that although she had blow-dried her hair after taking a shower, the ends of her hair were still a little damp, so he took a towel from the side and wiped her hair.
"You just asked me about my parents, but it's nothing."
"My mother didn't like my father and was forced to marry him. She always had another man in her heart, but my father loved my mother so much that he would do anything for her."
Yu Zhiwan was surprised.
No wonder Xie Jingmo's mother had a cold look in her eyes in those photos, while his father always looked at her mother with eyes full of love.
Xie Jingmo wiped her hair with a nonchalant tone.
"After giving birth to me, my mother felt that I was a stain and a burden that caused her pain. As for my father, everything was based on my mother's wishes. Except for divorcing him and leaving him, she obeyed my mother in everything else."
"So, when my mother is nice to me, my father will also be nice to me. When my mother uses me as a punching bag, my father will also use me as a punching bag."
Yu Zhiwan's heart tightened and she hugged him in pain. How could such a thing happen?
Xie Jingmo chuckled and patted her back soothingly: "It's okay, baby, grandpa and grandma love me very much and always keep me with them."
Yu Zhiwan looked at him, tears welling in her eyes. "Then you must have had a very difficult childhood."
"It was a bit painful..." Xie Jingmo's eyes were gloomy, so he felt sorry for her experience when she was a child in her adoptive parents' home.
"My mother has always wanted to divorce my father and find the man she likes, but my father would never agree to divorce."
"The man my mother likes is also quite infatuated and has been waiting for her."
But what can I do no matter how infatuated I am?
With the power of the Xie family, that man was like an ant trying to shake a tree compared to his father. He could not compete with his father at all, nor did he have the ability to snatch his mother away from his father.
"Later, my mother preferred not to divorce but to leave my father. She tried several times but failed. Every time she failed, she would take her anger out on me."
Yu Zhiwan's heart tightened uncomfortably, and her brows furrowed. "You said before that you had a psychological trauma from sea water and almost drowned. Could it be..."
Xie Jingmo smoothed her slightly wrinkled brows, his tone remaining calm: "I was seven years old at that time. For a period of time, the relationship between my mother and my father improved a lot, and she even took the initiative to take me to the beach to play."
"That was the first time my mother took me out to play. I was very happy because I thought she had finally accepted me. But in fact, she wanted to take the opportunity to leave."
"She thought I was her stain and her pain, so naturally she didn't want to take me away. She wanted to drown me in the sea under the pretext of teaching me to swim."
At first he didn't understand why his mother treated him like this.
The sea water rushed into his nostrils, robbing him of air bit by bit.
The pain of suffocation and death made him struggle instinctively.
He struggled to get out of the sea again and again, but was grabbed by the head and pushed back into the sea again and again.
The deep blue water was icy cold. He looked at his mother's expressionless face and suddenly stopped struggling. He gave up trying to survive and lay motionless, letting his mother hold him in the water. Perhaps death would be better...
Although Xie Jingmo spoke calmly when he recounted these past events, Yu Zhiwan's heart still ached and her eyes were sore. She hugged him tightly, "I don't want you to die..."
She simply couldn't imagine that he was so happy when his mother took him out to play for the first time, thinking that his mother was finally willing to accept him, but in the end, he was drowned in the sea by his own mother.
Yu Zhiwan suddenly remembered how Xie Jingmo felt when he met that middle-aged woman in the underwater restaurant.
He already had psychological trauma from the sea, and he happened to meet the person who had caused him trauma in the underwater restaurant. And the person who had caused him trauma was his closest blood relative...
And that middle-aged woman was holding the hand of a little boy of about thirteen or fourteen, who seemed to be her youngest son. She was so kind and gentle to him, but had she ever been so gentle to Xie Jingmo?
Looking at the girl's red eyes, Xie Jingmo reached out and stroked her back, smiling helplessly: "Baby, this is all in the past. I'm fine now, right?"
"My mother was forced to marry my father. She didn't like him and had a man she truly loved, who was waiting for her so passionately. It was a perfectly normal choice for her to want to leave my father."
Even if his father is more powerful and handsome than that man, he still doesn't love her.
Yu Zhiwan's eyes were red: "I know, but she shouldn't be so cruel to you. She can give up on you, but she shouldn't want to drown you in the sea..."
Xie Jingmo wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and gently stroked the skin on the side of her face with his thumb.
"That time she failed to leave, and my father came to find her. He then realized that the improvement in their relationship some time ago was a deliberate pretense by my mother, just to find an opportunity to leave him."
As Xie Jingmo spoke, his eyes dimmed for a moment.
Yun Zhou once asked him, "Brother, you like Yu Zhiwan, why don't you pursue her quickly? She said in high school that she didn't want to fall in love too early, but now she's in college, so she can have a relationship, right? Or do you mind her saying she didn't like you and didn't want to fulfill her engagement with you when she first returned to the Yu family?"
How could he not care?
He witnessed this situation with his own parents since he was a child.
Yu Zhiwan has already said that she doesn't like him and doesn't want to fulfill the engagement with him.
Even if he used some tricks to force her to be with him, what if she ended up repeating the same mistakes as his parents?
But when he learned that she was with Gu Chengfeng, he became jealous and almost went crazy.
On the day they got the marriage certificate, he told Yu Zhiwan that they could divorce after a year if they couldn't get along. On the one hand, it was a step forward, and on the other hand, it was also his true thought.
If she didn't like him anyway, how could he force her?
It's better for him to suffer alone than to tie her up and make her suffer.
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