Volume 1, Chapter 352: The pain of losing a child

"No, Mom, I just want to see the baby. I want to see the baby."

At this time, Gu Xunjing came in, he knelt on the ground and said, "Sui Sui, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If there hadn't been a car accident, this wouldn't have happened. It's my fault, I really don't have the face to see you.

Gu Xunjing was sent to the hospital. He woke up three days after the accident and found out that Jiang Qiansui's child was gone. He was in so much pain that he felt like his heart had been dug out.

He tore off all the bits and pieces, and he would crawl to Jiang Qiansui's side even if he had to.

Jiang Qiansui looked at Gu Xunjing's haggard appearance. He looked like he had aged five years in just one month. He had dark circles under his eyes and a scruffy beard. He looked extremely miserable. He was so miserable that he could no longer look like the sunny boy.

Yang Huirong walked to Gu Xunjing's side and said reluctantly: "Xunjing, don't torture yourself anymore. The traffic police have already investigated the cause of the car accident. It was the car driving against the traffic. It has nothing to do with you and it is not your responsibility. Some things are destined. Don't torture yourself like this. You are still young."

Li Wanyin, who was standing behind him, said with a pale and expressionless face, "Mrs. Jiang, please stop trying to persuade him. Just let him repent and torture himself. He deserves it!"

Li Wanyin's eyes were also red and swollen from crying. She looked particularly haggard and even had a lot of white hair on her head. She no longer looked like the elegant lady she used to be.

Yang Huirong saw it all and said helplessly: "Mrs. Gu, Xun Jing has been gone for a month. I feel bad seeing you guys look so haggard every day. No one wants this to happen."

Yang Huirong watched Li Wanyin's hair grow white and Gu Xunjing's decline helplessly, and she felt bad.

Yang Huirong sat next to Jiang Qiansui and said, "Daughter, I know you are very sad about losing your child. No one wants such an accident to happen.

Look at Xun Jing. I feel like he can't live any longer. Such a high-spirited boy has become like this.

And Mrs. Gu, she has been accompanying me to take care of you since you fell into a coma. She doesn't even eat. Sometimes she only eats a few bites after I persuade her. Look at her head. She has white hair. It's really sad to see her.

Sui Sui, mom knows you are very sad, but mom, I hope you can cheer up. If you don’t cheer up, I feel Xun Jing will have no way to survive. "

Yang Huirong wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes as she spoke, it was so painful.

Gu Xunjing said hollowly, "Auntie, Sui Sui shouldn't forgive me."

Gu Xunjing's decadence and Li Yaowanyin's gray hair finally made Jiang Qiansui sober up from the pain of losing her son.

Jiang Qiansui looked at Gu Xunjing, stretched out her hand tremblingly and said, "Gu Xunjing, are you okay? Where are you injured?"

Gu Xunjing crawled to the bedside, held Jiang Qiansui's hand tightly, tears streaming down his face but unable to speak. His whole body was shaking, and he seemed to be trying hard to restrain himself.

Li Wanyin said: "He had a slight cerebral hemorrhage and was in a coma for three days. He is fine after treatment. He is really useless. He failed to protect you, and no one took care of my unborn...grandson."

When talking about Sunsun, Li Wanyin choked up again.

In the end, I couldn't hold it back and the tears kept flowing down.

Poor baby! I just saw the ultrasound photo and the baby was so cute making the scissors hand gesture. How come he is gone now?

It had been a month since the incident, but she still felt extremely painful whenever she thought about it and could not accept it at all.

Yang Huirong couldn't help but step forward to comfort Li Wanyin: "Mrs. Gu, don't be sad. If you keep crying, I'm afraid your eyes won't be able to bear it. We are at this age, and our eyes are not good to begin with. If you cry like this every day, it will hurt your eyes. This child is not lucky to have you as his grandmother."

Jiang Qiansui stared blankly at her flat belly. The child was really gone.

She really wanted to be sad, but she knew that if she was sad, it would make Gu Xunjing and Yang Huirong even sadder, so she couldn't be sad.

Jiang Qiansui tried her best to restrain herself. At this time, Gu Xunjing said to Yang Huirong and Li Wanyin, "Mom, Auntie, you guys go out first. I want to talk to Sui Sui alone for a while."

Yang Huirong said, "Okay, you two can be alone together, we'll go out first."

Before leaving, Yang Huirong said to Jiang Qiansui, "Suisui, don't blame Gu Xunjing too much. He has been living a miserable life for the past month. It's too miserable."

Yang Huirong left after she finished speaking. Gu Xunjing sat beside Jiang Qiansui's bed. He held Jiang Qiansui's hand and said, "Suisui, I'm sorry. You can hit me. You can scold me. You can even kill me. I beg you not to say nothing."

Jiang Qiansui didn't say anything just now, she was just trying to suppress her grief.

Jiang Qiansui touched Gu Xunjing's beard and said, "I didn't know you could grow a beard. Now you look like a wild man."

Gu Xunjing thought Jiang Qiansui would scold him, but Jiang Qiansui seemed to be trying to make him happy.

"Sui Sui, I'm sorry."

"I know it was just an accident. I can't blame you. I can only say that we are not destined to be mother and son."

Gu Xunjing hugged Jiang Qiansui and couldn't help crying, but Jiang Qiansui touched his hair and comforted him.

Jiang Qiansui's eyes were looking at the ceiling, with a hint of emptiness.

Baby, why did you leave?

…

At night, Jiang Qiansui did not let anyone stay with her in bed because she wanted to be alone.

At night, she did not fall asleep, but looked out the window

Just then, she felt the door open. She didn't move. The man sat down beside her and reached out to touch her face.

But Jiang Qiansui dismissed it with disgust: "What are you doing here?"

"I came to see you."

Through the moonlight, Jiang Qiansui saw Zhan Yanxun's eyes, which were calm and cold. He was clean and sitting on the platform as usual.

Why, as the child's biological father, he is so clean, while Gu Xunjing is so heartbroken?

"I don't need it, get lost!"

"The child is gone, but it's just the end of a mistake. We can go back to the past."

Jiang Qiansui looked at Zhan Yanxun and said, "If you had sent me to the hospital earlier that day, the child might have been saved. Did you do that on purpose?"

"Actually, that child is not necessary, is it? If you want a child, I will give you one."

After Zhan Yanxun finished speaking, Jiang Qiansui slapped him directly.

She gritted her teeth and said, "You deserve to die!"

After being slapped, Zhan Yanxun acted as if nothing had happened and said to himself: "You are weak now, don't get angry, wait until you are better, and we will start over."

Hearing what Zhan Yanxun said, Jiang Qiansui laughed, a laugh that was sarcastic and disdainful.

He thought it was ridiculous!