Chapter 358 I'm on top
At this time, Jiang Wanxing was completely unaware that she was still an illusion in Rong Shuyan's eyes.
She sighed and said, "Don't take this medicine anymore. I'm back."
"Yeah." Rong Shuyan responded softly.
The two of them just lay there quietly.
After an unknown amount of time, Rong Shuyan began to talk incessantly.
"My grandfather died, and before he died he suffocated a child to death. That child might be my clone.
I used to think that he was invincible, and even if I wanted to kill him, it would be very difficult.
But when he really died, I realized that he was just an ordinary old man..."
Bai Yumo's unwillingness comes from the fact that he was born at the wrong time.
He blamed the heavens, his fate, himself for not being a god, and himself for not being omnipotent.
This idea seems outrageous to most people.
But when a person can really change something, he will think that he can change more things.
Perhaps it was because of his deep dislike for Bai Yumo that Rong Shuyan, who was already extremely talented, developed some rebellious psychology.
He also felt unwilling.
Why should he live according to Bai Yumo's ideas?
Perhaps just as Jiang Wanxing thought, the love between the two of them was not enough to make him what he is now.
But for Rong Shuyan, he has placed all his feelings on Jiang Wanxing.
It’s like a person who has never had a full meal since birth, suddenly has a banquet...or rather, more than one meal, he has been eating the banquet for a long time.
The person then believes that he has escaped from his past life.
He felt the happiness that the delicious food brought him, and firmly believed that he would always be happy like this in the future.
He fantasized a lot.
But I never expected that such days would come to an abrupt end one day.
Those who have never had it will never feel so much pain.
Jiang Wanxing's death can even be said to have interrupted all of Rong Shuyan's fantasies about the future.
For Rong Shuyan, he has no future.
Rong Shuyan said to Jiang Wanxing in a very soft voice: "I know I shouldn't be like this, but I really can't stand it... I don't know what to do..."
What he didn't say was that he actually wanted to die.
But he couldn't tell what was true and what was false.
Whenever Rong Shuyan had the thought of committing suicide, he would think of this.
What if Jiang Wanxing’s death was just something I imagined?
What if the Jiang Wanxing I saw recently was real?
His memory is confused and his mental state is not good, so he dare not gamble.
"It's all over." Jiang Wanxing could only comfort him in this way.
However, Rong Shuyan said without hesitation: "No, it's not over yet. You will disappear again soon."
Jiang Wanxing: “?”
Jiang Wanxing finally realized that Rong Shuyan also had problems, so he sat up directly.
"I'm real! This isn't an illusion! Wake up!!"
After these words were spoken, Rong Shuyan was stunned for a moment.
Because before this, the Jiang Wanxing in his imagination would never expose these things.
The hallucinations were essentially figments of his own imagination.
How could the person I imagined bring up this matter?
Jiang Wanxing sneered.
"Get up!"
Rong Shuyan could only sit up again.
Although Rong Shuyan is already like this.
But with Jiang Wanxing's personality, she naturally couldn't comfort him as gently as Xiaoyi did.
She can only present facts and reason.
"I didn't die. I did inhale some of the poisonous gas that day at the seminary, which caused most of my lungs to completely die, so I had a lung transplant.
The reason I haven't appeared for so long is because it takes time to grow my own lungs. If it's an allogeneic transplant, I'll need to take anti-rejection drugs for life, which is bad for my health. Do you understand? "
Rong Shuyan sat on the bed and looked at her. He seemed to be frozen. Apart from his pupils shrinking, he had no reaction at all.
Jiang Wanxing continued:
"Although you're in a rather miserable state right now, it's impossible for me to pity you! You haven't even verified whether I'm dead or not, and you haven't even seen the body, yet you just believed someone else's words? And you've gotten yourself into this..."
Rong Shuyan's fingers began to tremble.
"Evening Star..."
He grabbed Jiang Wanxing's wrist again.
This time he noticed that Jiang Wanxing was much slimmer than before.
You know, Jiang Wanxing has always had a habit of exercising.
Even when eating and drinking, I pay attention to the calories I consume, so my body shape remains the same all year round.
Now, she has lost weight...
Rong Shuyan had never seen her so slender before, so it was naturally impossible for him to imagine it.
This discovery made Rong Shuyan's heart beat wildly.
Before Jiang Wanxing could ask him, he kissed her lips.
The kiss was so intense that Jiang Wanxing had the illusion that Rong Shuyan wanted to eat her.
The two of them rolled onto the bed in an instant.
“Hiss… fuck!”
During this rare break, Jiang Wanxing cursed with gritted teeth.
Rong Shuyan leaned over her, took a breath, his voice low and hoarse with sobs.
"I really... really thought you were dead...
I think you're crazy..."
Others say this to describe it, but he says it to state the fact.
Jiang Wanxing hugged him back.
"Are you crazy about doing this?"
"No, I love you."
"Alright, alright, since you have a problem with your brain, I'll let you go this time, but..."
"What's wrong?" Rong Shuyan paused.
Jiang Wanxing smiled and said, "I just had surgery not long ago, so I'll be on top."
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