In his impression, Ruan Jiaojiao was a beautiful and delicate girl when she was young, and her love for him was not as deep as his love for her, but all these did not prevent him from loving her very much.
And the elderly Ruan Jiaojiao is still so beautiful in his eyes. In fact, he has seen her from afar. At that time, she was so elegant and noble. Even though her face has aged, he still feels moved by her. He also knows that he cannot control himself.
Even when Ruan Jiaojiao and I were in danger later, and I offered to lure away the green-eyed corpse demon to protect her, she agreed without hesitation. At that time, I might have felt disappointed and sad, and there was a moment when I wondered if I had really fallen in love with the wrong person, but this Jiaojiao was my own choice, and I also made this proposal myself.
So even if she abandons me and disappoints me, I still love her very much.
Even though I have become a monster, without any human characteristics and even without the basic human heartbeat, I still feel my heart beating faster when I see her.
Besides, no matter what happened, his love for Ruan Jiaojiao seemed to be engraved in his bones, and no matter how he persuaded himself, he could not erase it.
After all, this is Ruan Jiaojiao, the Ruan Jiaojiao that I fell in love with the first time I saw her.
No matter which side of her is, whether it is spoiled, cute, selfish, or something else, her good or bad, I still love her very much and cannot let go.
After experiencing the incident in Daqingshan, I wondered if I was possessed or bewitched. Why did I, a selfish person, give her my true heart without any reservation?
But after so many years, and having been entangled for so many years, I have thought about letting go and about escaping.
But in the end, after hearing the news that she was going to die, he hurriedly took the risk to see her.
In fact, at that moment, Song Qingfeng realized that he really loved Ruan Jiaojiao deeply. Even though he had been avoiding her for so many years, even though he was still alive and had not come to find her, he was still secretly paying attention to her news.
Sometimes when he thought about the things he had done, he found them a little ridiculous. Was this really something he could do?
His pride was no less than Ruan Jiaojiao's, but he was like a rat in the gutter, spying on her life.
Even though he did have resentment towards her, all the resentment disappeared when he heard the news, saw her lying weakly on the bed, or when the young girl gave him a hug.
So when he heard Ruan Jiaojiao say that she was here to atone for her sins, as if she had broken her pride, he felt more uncomfortable than anyone else. His Jiaojiao should not be like this. She should be spoiled and arrogant, and her pride should stand upright no matter what.
So Song Qingfeng hugged Ruan Jiaojiao, who was vulnerable in front of him, and said to her softly: "These are all my choices. You don't need to feel any burden."
It was meant to be words of comfort, but when they fell into Ruan Jiaojiao's ears, she felt so sad, and her eyes, which had just recovered a little, became sore again.
Yes, this is her Qingfeng. Even if he knows that she doesn’t love him, she will still love her without hesitation and will pamper the arrogant and domineering Ruan Jiaojiao, Song Qingfeng.
Ruan Jiaojiao was immersed in her own thoughts. She didn't want Song Qingfeng to see her sadness, so she threw herself into Song Qingfeng's arms, like every time before, trying to use this to cover up her vulnerability.
But this time, the feeling in his arms was not like every time before. Before, he always had a faint scent of soapberry on him, but this time, it was the strong and unconcealable smell of a corpse rotting from the inside out.
When she smelled this scent, Ruan Jiaojiao's face subconsciously wrinkled, but she immediately forced herself to relax, because the person she was hugging now was Song Qingfeng, whom she loved.
But after Song Qingfeng hugged Ruan Jiaojiao, his face suddenly became panicked, so he immediately pushed Ruan Jiaojiao away, and said to her with an apologetic tone: "Jiaojiao, I'm sorry, I..."
Ruan Jiaojiao knew what Song Qingfeng was going to say next, so she shook her head at him and kissed Song Qingfeng's gray lips with her tender and plump lips.
Ruan Jiaojiao originally thought that Song Qingfeng, who had turned into half human, half corpse, should not have the same fresh lips as before, and should have a rotten smell.
But when they actually kissed, it was not like that. It was still so refreshing when we first kissed, but when we tasted it carefully, we found that there was still some.
But Ruan Jiaojiao didn't care about all this. She kissed Song Qingfeng passionately and passionately as usual.
The only difference this time was that in the past, Song Qingfeng was the one who initiated most of the kisses, and she rarely took the initiative, so Song Qingfeng always had the initiative.
But this time, Ruan Jiaojiao took the initiative because she wanted to give Song Qingfeng a new experience and use practical actions to tell him that she actually loved him very much.
When Song Qingfeng was suddenly kissed, he felt a little panicked at first. He was afraid that Ruan Jiaojiao would dislike him.
But then I felt secretly happy, thinking that maybe my own Jiaojiao really loved me and didn't despise me.
Although Song Qingfeng thought so, he still did not show it and continued to passively accept Ruan Jiaojiao's kiss.
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