Chapter 21
Lin Wei found that this result did not make her sad.
She blinked lightly and said, "That doesn't matter, I will protect you, as long as our family can be together."
Since they don't want to leave, they won't be happy even if they go to Xiangjiang. She had reached a dead end before, but she actually didn't have to leave, as long as they were together.
It would be nice if she tried harder, and from now on, she will treat everyone who wants to hurt her family and friends equally.
They can continue to be kind, and she will be the executioner and kill all the "Li Chuan" back.
Lin Hanzhi smiled and touched her head: "Tangtang has grown up... No one can stay with their parents for a lifetime. When you are older and have someone you like, you will dislike us." Lin Hanzhi touched her Her head and eyes are infinitely gentle, as if the soft light of time has been blended into her eyes.
I don't know why, but at this moment, Lin Wei felt as if she had become very weak and in great need of her mother's protection.
"No." Lin Wei grabbed the cuffs of the place, looking a little reluctant.
"I didn't want to leave your grandma when I was a child. Your grandma disliked it..." Lin Hanzhi's voice was very soft, and the smile on her face suddenly disappeared. She didn't know what she thought of, and she looked a little lonely.
Fang Yantang mentioned her grandmother, and her impression was that she was a very kind old lady, but that was not the case in other people's eyes. Some admired her, others despised her, and there were many rumors about her.
Lin Wei was a little curious at this moment: "What was grandma like when she was young?"
"She was always busy..." Lin Hanzhi's eyes wandered a little, and those long-standing memories suddenly came to mind, "I Your uncle was raised by servants. In order to preserve the family business left by her grandfather, she had to negotiate business with the Qinggang bosses, deal with foreigners in the concession, and deal with the police in the patrol house. She is a legend in Shanghai. She She divorced her father in a high-profile manner and built the largest department store with many factories. She was a frightened 'female hooligan' and burned--"
Lin Hanzhi's voice suddenly stopped and she touched Lin Wei with some embarrassment. "She is very beautiful, but many people say she does not look like a woman. She is the most outstanding person I have ever met. The most common thing I hear is that I am not like her... Neither your uncle nor I are like her."
Lin Weihuan He leaned on Lin Hanzhi's waist, buried himself in the other person's arms, and said: "Don't think like that... You are so knowledgeable, you have designed many beautiful houses, and you have trained so many outstanding students. This is already very good... There is only one person in the world. Even Wu Zetian would embarrass herself to death if she wanted to be the emperor."
After she finished speaking, the air suddenly became quiet. Lin Wei felt the gaze above her head and her body tensed up. Then, Lin Hanzhi's voice came from above -
"It turns out. This is how you usually comfort yourself."
Lin Wei: "..."
No, it's obviously to comfort you.
"No wonder your grandma said that one generation is not as good as the other -"
"Am I...that bad?" Lin Wei was slightly dissatisfied.
"Books, I'm not good at reading, I'm average at painting, I'm picky about food, I love beauty, I'm timid, I'm mysophobic, I love crying, I'm vain, and I love giving birth -"
Lin Wei grabbed her sleeve: "You are My biological mother? "Isn't this about her? Why is her face so hot?
She is actually pretty good in person... maybe -
she feels guilty for no reason.
"Tangtang..." Lin Hanzhi said softly, "You don't have to be excellent to be my child, but you must be happy enough."
Lin Wei was startled for a moment, her heart felt inexplicably stuffy, and some astringent emotions surged. If Fang Yantang heard it, , this is probably the mood.
She said in a muffled voice: "Comrade Lin Hanzhi——"
"Huh?"
"So this is how you usually teach your children. No wonder——" Lin Wei raised her hand and patted her shoulder, "But it doesn't matter, your child doesn't I'll blame you."
Lin Hanzhi: "..."
Can't the child be beaten? She actually doesn't really want to be a biological mother.
Seeing that the other party was silent, Lin Wei thought she had made Lin Hanzhi angry, but she heard her say: "Go to sleep, baby."
Baby...
Lin Wei's face turned red again. No one in her memory called her baby, so disgusting. There was a warmth in his heart that surged to his limbs.
She felt a sense of guilt for no reason, as if she had robbed someone of something. If Fang Yantang were here, she would definitely be very angry.
The family atmosphere of the original owner was so good that it would serve as a model family model for future generations. But perhaps because it was so good, it would be more painful to lose it.
She had to keep this home safe for Fang Yantang, and she couldn't let her be without her home when she came back...
Thinking of this, her half-lidded eyelids became a little heavy, and she quickly fell asleep.
When she woke up, Lin Wei received the bad news that school was about to start.
The original owner was a high school student, but she didn't even know where the school gate opened.
Fortunately, Tao Ran came to school with her.
Going to school was really difficult. Except for English and Chinese, the rest seemed overwhelming. However, the teacher's teaching was also very perfunctory, so she didn't intend to study hard.
Suddenly, rumors began to spread in school that she had broken off the engagement, saying that she disliked poverty and loved wealth, looked down on Song Ye's family, was picky and wanted to climb high.
But for her, who never cared about rumors, the harm of this was zero.
Li Chuan's matter was settled, but Lin Meng was in more trouble. Her aunt said that Lin Meng was implicated by Lin Wei and her reputation was ruined, making it difficult for her to marry in the future. Asking them for compensation was actually an idea of building a bungalow.
Lin Wei didn't spoil her at all. Not only did she want her coat back, but she also asked the couple to teach their daughter to keep her hands and feet clean and not to touch other people's things, otherwise she would be prone to retribution.
The two couples turned pale after hearing this, and they scolded Lin Wei for being uneducated. As a result, Lin Wei picked up a broom and kicked the person out.
Afterwards, Fang Mobai described her as cruel and started calling her Fang Nuxia.
After a serious illness before, coupled with Li Chuan's incident, she was now the eldest daughter of the family, and no one dared to offend her, which made Fang Mobai envious.
"What are you doing, Fang Nuxia?"
Fang Mobai said in a strange tone as he watched his sister holding the tea tray and her ear against the door of the study room.
Lin Weifeng raised her hand and waved at him, telling him to get away.
Fang Lianxin's friend came, driving a big jeep. He was the kind of high-ranking official the neighbor said. Lin Wei had met him before. He was Fang Lianxin's best friend.
Lin Wei wanted to hear some inside information. There was still more than a year left, and she had to find a way to make arrangements for her family in advance.
Solving Li Chuan does not mean settling down once and for all. It is important to choose a good place to decentralize and spend the next ten years.
The soundproofing seems a bit too good, right?
Lin Wei was pressed tightly against the door panel, why couldn't she hear clearly?
Creak -
the door suddenly opened.
Lin Wei couldn't hold back her strength for a moment and rushed forward. The person who opened the door quickly took the tea tray and held her by the other arm.
Good skill!
Two minutes later, Lin Wei put the tea tray on the coffee table. Fang Lianxin's face was livid. Looking at Lin Wei's glare, she was almost delayed.
Lin Wei pretended to be invisible and kept staring at Fang Lianxin's friend.
He was a very kind-looking man, in his forties, with a handsome face and a tall and strong build. His Mao suit made him look more serious and upright, giving him a unique military temperament.
"Uncle Qian——" Lin Wei said coldly.
Um?
"What's wrong?" Qian Jiang asked.
"Have you ever been to that kind of very remote place?"
He was stunned for a moment, then said with a smile: "How remote?"
"It's the kind of mountain where you can't get in a car, everything requires manpower, and it takes a long time to climb a mountain. "There is no place where I can't walk out for a few days." The middle-aged man held the tea cup
: "I went to Sichuan before for military training. We stayed in the wild for half a month, and some people got lost, and they were finally sent out by fellow villagers."
Wei's eyes lit up: "Where is the specific location and what are the folk customs like?"
"Why do you ask?" Fang Lianxin asked her to leave, "Go and help your mother cook."
Lin Wei gave him a fierce look, and then I found a place to sit down by myself.
She looked at the Qianjiang River, her eyes were bright and clear as water, her curved eyelashes blinked, and she said: "I heard that the people there live on the mountain. They have not changed their customs and have many ignorant and backward traditions. The laws outside are also radiating. Without going there, the village chief or clan chief has the final say on most things. They don’t know what is happening outside and have nothing to do with it. They live in a corner and live in isolation. It is a very bad place. According to the village chief He alone has the final say on whether the law is good or bad, but if... the village chief there is a very sensible person who respects scholars, maybe living there for a period of time will not be any worse than the chaotic world outside. "
Fang Lianxin tried to stop her several times, but in the end he didn't interrupt -
"If there is such a place, please help me keep an eye on it."
Lin Wei thought that if the situation was more difficult than imagined, she could do anything. What should she do when she can't resist despite all her eloquence?
Then it would be better to hide somewhere deep in the mountains and old forests, and find a good place to release them in advance.
Fang Lianxin looked at her and wanted to say that she didn't need to worry about this, but her eyes were sore and she couldn't say it out.
The man smiled and said: "How did you think of it? Did you think the situation was too bad?"
Lin Wei shook his head and smiled lightly: "People have a lucky mentality and always think that things will not happen. So bad, but what if? You should always leave a way out for yourself and be prepared. I am a member of this family, so I naturally have to make plans for the future."
She should not follow Fang Yantang's thinking and stand up. That day is what she should do.
Since she can't go back, she will fulfill her responsibilities on behalf of Fang Yantang and plan for everyone.
"But that kind of place will be very painful, can you do it?" the man asked again.
Lin Wei smiled nonchalantly, but there was some undoubted determination in her smile: "Human potential is unlimited. The reason why we say no is because reality has not forced people to that point. They can rely on mountains and rivers and rely on mountains and rivers. I don’t think there’s anything bad about my life. I’m not a child who needs someone to take care of me.”
But their family must stay together.
If they were too far away, she was afraid that she would not be able to protect them. They were too kind and easily bullied.
The man smiled and said, "Okay, I'll help you keep an eye on it."
Lin Wei left with satisfaction.
Qian Jiang withdrew his gaze and looked at Fang Lianxin: "Old Fang... are you thinking too much? She can think of this step. The logic is clear and well-founded. Your daughter is not as delicate as you think."
Fang Lianxin shook his head: "She's scared. She never thought about this before, and she couldn't say such things. What happened to Lao Xiao really scared her."
He and his wife both noticed his daughter's recent abnormality. In his eyes, he not only started to curse people, but also hit them. He always said that he wanted to protect them and prevent them from being bullied.
This sudden growth does not make them happy.
Qian Jiang sighed: "That's fine, let the children go out. Maybe they can have a future outside."
Fang Lian smiled at the news, and he served Qian Jiang Xu tea: "I know my child, the qualification is a They are worse than the other, they are not quick-witted, and they are not worldly, and no one can cause trouble. We went to college for them, and our hair has turned gray in the past few years. We don't seek wealth, but only peace. "
Qian Jiang stayed to eat. The meal was enjoyed by the host and the guest. Lin Wei was very curious and asked many questions. Neither Fang Lianxin nor Lin Hanzhi stopped her.
Qian Jiang came alone, and when he left, he took Fang Mobai and Lin Wei with him.
It was getting dark, and in the silent night, Fang Mobai held his "sleeping" sister and looked at his parents blankly: "What about you, aren't you with us?"
"We will go later, there are still some things to deal with," Fang Lianxin patted his shoulder and smiled lightly, "Your sister will definitely cry when she wakes up. Comfort her. You will be an adult from now on. Don't act recklessly like before. You must set an example for your sister."
"Okay, don't be nagging, hurry up and leave, don't delay your Uncle Qian." Lin Hanzhi urged, her red eyes covered by the night.
Fang Mobai turned around blankly. Every step he took was like stepping on cotton, without any real feeling.
He didn't believe it, did he really want to leave?
I really have to leave...
but it seems that this is not as exciting and exciting as I imagined.
Opening the door, there were people in the car. Song Ye was sitting in the back seat. He didn't know how long he had been waiting.
...
On March 3, 1965, Lin Wei woke up on a cargo ship bound for the port city.
Her head felt dizzy, and the occasional shaking beneath her body reminded her that she was on a ship.
Lin Wei opened her eyes and found that Song Ye was the only one beside her. The beautiful young man was sitting on a dilapidated box, his gentle and bright eyes looking at her.
The place they were in was a somewhat cramped space, about three to four square meters, with some boxes piled up. The mats under them were a little damp, and the air was full of a fishy smell. There was a small window one foot square above. The light is refracted and swirled with flying smoke, making it easy to think of a prison.
"This is a cargo ship. The environment is not very good. If you wait a little longer, we will arrive at Hong Kong Island soon." Song Ye said.
Lin Wei closed her eyes, then opened her eyes and looked at him, and said in a dry voice: "Where are they?"
Song Ye paused, took out a letter from his arms and handed it to her.
Lin Wei had thought about the worst outcome. Even if the whole family stayed, she could accept it and was prepared.
The best and the worst, in order to prevent people like Li Chuan from appearing, she had considered the rehearsals for various situations.
The only thing she couldn't accept was to repeat Fang Yantang's life.
"Tangtang, we can no longer accompany you in the rest of your life journey.
As a seventeen-year-old girl, it's time to go out and strike out on your own.
When you arrive in Xiangjiang, listen to your brother's words. If you can't make up your mind, ask Song Ye for help. When you get there ,
don't give up your studies. This is our only request for you. Listen to your uncle Sun, whether you study at the University of Hong Kong or choose to study abroad, you must complete your studies at an institution of higher learning.
Also, you must remember to change your name. Originally ,
you wanted to take your mother's surname, but your grandfather made a big fuss and couldn't make it happen. I have always felt guilty about this.
From now on, you will be called Lin Wei and your brother will be called Lin Mo. This is what your grandmother named you. Name.
A mayfly in the sky, a drop in the ocean. She hopes that you can be a very small person, always look at yourself, always be in awe, know your own insignificance, but also see the vast world in a limited life. , try to do what you want to do.
I understand your confusion and confusion. We are not stubborn. If we had to leave, we would not have chosen to go back to China at
that time. We were probably at your age. We are young and full of lofty ideals. We firmly believe that the past is the prologue and the future of the country should be written by us. Now we are no longer young, but we will still fulfill our promises and continue to persevere because of our
faith.
At the same time, we also know that we cannot be so selfish. We cannot suffer such unfair treatment just because we are our children. You have the right to choose your own life.
Your brother was born before the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, and you were born before the founding of the People's Republic of China. You are like this. It is the glimmer of light in the darkness that brings us hope. Now we release this hope and let her grow up freely.
My child, the road ahead is destined to be uneven. How you choose to go depends on every thought you have.
Don't be sad, the separation is only temporary. I believe that one day you will return. I have always believed that driving light is
the instinct of human beings. One day, when the dark clouds dissipate, she will gather all the light and love and call you. Return."
Lin Wei grabbed the letter and finished it. Her fingers were so white that they were almost translucent, and a trace of blood came out of her hard fingertips.
After an unknown amount of time, she raised her head and looked at Song Ye again, forced herself to smile, and asked, "Where's Fang Mobai?"
He -
Song Ye looked at her. The girl in front of him was smiling, but her eyes were wide open, desperately He held up his red eyes to prevent tears from falling.
He said: "On our way to the pier, he suddenly wanted to get out of the car. He said he would take good care of the teacher and his wife, so that you can rest assured."
After Fang Mobai got in the car at that time, he didn't say a word. Halfway through the car, He suddenly grabbed Song Ye and unreasonably made him swear that he would take good care of his sister.
No matter how others tried to persuade him, he didn't listen. He just held Song Ye tightly and asked him to promise.
After getting the answer he wanted, he jumped out of the car and ran towards the road he came from.
Lin Wei smiled, but a sense of sadness spread to her nose, "It is indeed him who is responsible and responsible..." She raised her head slightly, breathed slowly, and murmured twice, "He is as reliable as a mountain. Man."
She put the letter into her luggage bag and opened it to find a lot of things inside. The top one was a white sweater. It didn't even have sleeves when she saw it last time. She could imagine these. The scene of Tian Lin Hanzhi staying up late under the lamp to crochet and throw the thread.
She bit her lip, suppressed her bitter emotions, and asked casually: "What will happen to the family if you leave like this?"
Song Ye could tell that Lin Wei didn't really care about this issue. By the way, I tried to dilute my sadness.
"She feels more at ease now that I'm gone."
Lin Wei smiled and wiped the tears from her eyes: "Is it so miserable? Are you going to change your name in the future? What are you going to call it?"
Song Ye was silent for two seconds and said, "No need to change. My current name has been changed. My family and classmates will not call me Song Ye."
"What do you call me?"
Song Ye hesitated and said, "Song... Daqiang."
Lin Wei was stunned for a moment. She burst into laughter, "Haha - Daqiang!" She laughed without any shame, holding her stomach, "Daqiang, that name is so funny." She laughed wildly and awkwardly, with an exaggerated expression and no temperament.
Song Ye looked at the girl who was laughing to tears and continued to explain: "The teacher changed my name. He didn't let me tell you, saying that you would definitely laugh at me with the name."
Lin Wei still laughed: "Haha - - Daqiang, why didn’t I know this before? I’m so stupid, haha - I also changed my name. My name was not Lin Wei before, my name was Fang Yantang, my name was Tangtang -"
she smiled, her face But the tears on her face spread wildly. She covered her face and buried herself in the sweater on her legs: "I am Tangtang, I am Tangtang, wuwu——" She finally cried uncontrollably, sobbing loudly. In a small space.
So that's it -
why didn't she suspect it before?
Why did she forget? How could she forget her own family?
How did she become someone else's daughter?
She is the weak and irresponsible Fang Yantang who abandoned her parents.
She had forgotten everything before the age of thirty-two. Until now, she was still escaping, unwilling to remember the past that she could not bear.
She didn't want to admit that she was the one who was weak and unable to protect her family.
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