Chapter 339: Extra 4 - "I don't dare to do even a little bit."
Little boy Li Jiaxiao almost didn't come into this world.
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If "no feeling" is used to describe Lin Shutang's early pregnancy, then the later stage can be said to be the complete opposite.
She started to have morning sickness in the middle and late stages of her pregnancy, often vomiting so much that she couldn't eat.
In the bedroom, the person on the bed had just fallen asleep. Li Yansheng sat on the edge of the bed, looking at his wife, whose belly was growing bigger and whose face was getting smaller, with mixed feelings.
Originally, he should be happy that they shared the same bloodline, but seeing Lin Shutang like this, he couldn't be happy.
Her health was not very good to begin with, yet she had to endure such hardship, and this hardship was because of herself.
He opened the glass door and stood on the balcony, spinning the lighter in his hand without lighting a cigarette, his mind filled with scenes from a few months ago.
At that time, Lin Shutang couldn't sleep well at night, couldn't eat during the day, and his physical condition deteriorated rapidly.
I was several months pregnant, but even when I lay in bed and covered myself with a quilt, I was still a small ball.
Li Yansheng felt heartbroken when he saw his wife like this.
He was an extremely lucid person, rarely losing his mind. At this moment, he hadn't lost his mind; on the contrary, he was very lucid. He clearly understood his true inner thoughts. He could live without children, but without Lin Shutang, he didn't know what he would become.
Maybe he would die, or maybe not to the point of dying, but he would definitely not be alright. Before, before he met her, he was like a work machine, working in the company, dealing with the upper management, calculating with rival companies, and even returning to the Li family, calculating with the people in the Li family.
Only when he returned to Luoshui Bay and was alone could he find a moment of peace. But Luoshui Bay at that time could not be called home, just a place to stay. So, at that time, he never looked forward to going home.
It wasn't until I met her that my life began to change. So, even though I knew her purpose and plan from the very beginning, I still chose to pretend that I knew nothing.
Accepting her was the longest decision he had ever made. On one hand, his mind told him that the age gap between them was too great, and accepting her now might not lead to good results later on, and would only hurt both of them. On the other hand, his emotions told him that if he missed out, there might never be another like her again.
In the end, emotion triumphed over reason.
So, Li Yansheng held Lin Shutang's pale hand and said, "Xiao Shutang, let's not have it anymore, okay?"
When he first heard it, Lin Shutang thought he had misheard. As if wanting to confirm, he looked at him and asked, "What?"
Li Yansheng's eyes met hers, and the idea that had just become firm collapsed in an instant.
She placed her other hand on her stomach, tears welling in her eyes.
In that instant, Li Yansheng couldn't care less about anything else. He was busy apologizing and trying to appease her: "It's only my fault."
He wiped Lin Shutang's cheek with his fingertips, and tears began to flow again. He couldn't stop them, so he moved closer and kissed her gently, more gently and carefully than usual, as if he was treating some treasure.
After an unknown amount of time, Lin Shutang calmed down, leaned against his chest, and looked up at him: "Yansheng, don't you like this child?"
Li Yansheng placed his hand on her belly. There was their child, the child she had worked so hard to conceive. How could he not like it? "I like it."
He stroked her hair and looked down at her: "But, Xiao Shu, I don't want you to be in any danger. I don't dare to do anything."
Lin Shutang was silent and didn't say anything.
She wouldn't say anything like there were no dangers. Pregnancy and childbirth were all dangerous for ordinary women, let alone someone with a body like hers. Even after being with Li Yansheng, she'd recovered considerably and wasn't as often sick as before, but her physical condition was still significantly worse than that of an average woman.
Lin Shutang held his face in his hands: "I can't say there is no danger, but I promise you that I will protect myself. We can check every week, and if there is any problem..."
At this point, she paused and continued, "Let's talk about it again, okay?"
After all, she still couldn't say something like "If there's a problem, get rid of the baby."
"Okay." This word "Okay" was answered lightly and yet heavily.
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