Chapter 105 I cheated once, we're even
Xu Nianyi brushed past him as he was replying to Jiang Yuan. "Why don't you go fishing with him? I don't really want to see you again."
“…”
Xie Yanwen grabbed her wrist and said, "This is all a misunderstanding. Can you give me a chance to explain?"
Xu Nianyi finally stopped and turned to look at him, "Then explain it to me."
Xie Yanwen simply showed her the messages on his phone, "I just wanted to know who you met in the cafeteria at noon, so I asked him to check."
Xu Nianyi's gaze fell on his phone for only a second, then she looked back at him: "Didn't I tell you, you don't believe me?"
Her overly cold mood made Xie Yanwen feel anxious and irritated.
They didn't look like two people who had just had an intimate relationship. Xie Yanwen even felt that she had really made up her mind not to have him, and she slept with him only because she felt she would be at a disadvantage if she didn't.
If they slept together, he would be worthless and she would not want him anymore.
This realization made Xie Yanwen feel very lost and tense. He wanted to take out his heart and show it to her, but he couldn't.
I could only give a pale explanation: "It's not that I don't believe you, I just want to know what the hell that weird object is!"
Xu Nianyi said "Oh". Compared to his emotional fluctuations, she remained quite calm and said to him, "It's a beautiful ghost."
Xie Yanwen weakly lowered his head, closed his eyes and sighed, then looked up at her again, his eyes were lost, and his tone was so low that it made people feel distressed.
"Nian Nian, can we please stop talking like that?"
He said, "I know you're suffering and in pain. But I'm also suffering and in pain. Have you ever thought that it's really unfair for you to treat me like this?"
Xu Nianyi's eyelashes flickered slightly, and she lowered her eyes.
Of course she knew. She knew he was feeling very uncomfortable and in pain, because he was already troubled enough by his family affairs, and now he had to be tormented by her.
She also knew that talking like that would make him uncomfortable, and that it would be shameful to sting him to relieve her own pain.
But I can't help it.
Emotions are actually very difficult to control, and her practice is not enough after all.
Seeing her lower her head, like a child who knew she had done something wrong but could never correct it, Xie Yanwen felt distressed again.
It is the children’s right to make mistakes, but in their relationships, they are actually toddlers.
Even though Xu Nianyi had been with him thirty years later for so many years, she still hadn't learned how to love someone.
So this time, she has actually been trying hard to learn how to love, trying to control her bad emotions, like a little sun.
But the sun will also encounter dark clouds, and there will be times when it cannot be controlled and cannot shed its sunshine.
He couldn't blame the sun for this; he should have found a way to dispel the dark clouds.
Besides, will he love her? Will he do well enough?
If he had done well enough, he would not have agreed with her when the problem occurred and when she lost control of her emotions and wanted to solve the problem by 'sleeping'.
If he did a good job, he should love her after solving the problem.
Instead of hurting the person you cherish very much under the control of emotions.
There is no intimacy and tenderness, only the struggle of competing with each other.
Xie Yanwen felt extremely distressed, and took another half step closer to her, then held the girl, who lowered her head and was at a loss, in his arms.
"Baby, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that."
He tilted his head and gently rubbed her head with his cheek, his voice hoarse: "I didn't do well enough and hurt Nian Nian. Nian Nian, please don't be sad, okay?"
Xu Nianyi's throat rolled, he closed his eyes, raised his arms to wrap around his waist and hugged him tightly.
She spoke with a tearful tone, her voice so muffled and delicate: "You really hurt me."
Xie Yanwen felt his heart tighten and the pain was unbearable.
She added, “It hurts.”
"I know. I'm sorry..."
Xie Yanwen's voice was hoarse and his throat was sore. Besides sorry, he didn't know what else to say.
Xu Nianyi: "It hurt so much when I was taking a shower just now."
Xie Yanwen: “…”
Xu Nianyi: "It's really not that I can't do it, it's that you are too bad. You don't have any skills at all."
Xie Yanwen: “…”
Xu Nianyi: "Twenty boxes, I only used two in the end, and the other one was broken due to poor technique."
Xie Yanwen: “…”
Xu Nianyi: "In half an hour, 25 minutes of it was spent on tossing and turning, and 5 minutes was spent on being rude. Who can stand it?"
Xie Yanwen couldn't even write a colon.
I just want her to shut up.
However, just as he was about to cover her mouth with his, she said, "I know I'm being unfair to 19-year-old Ah Wen, but I can't control my emotions."
She looked up at him, her eyelashes wet and her whole body sticky. She said to him obediently, "I'm sorry."
There was no reluctance at all as before when he was forced to apologize.
Xie Yanwen really felt that she was too good at torturing people.
My heart is easily torn between two things by her, feeling both hatred and love, which is extremely tormenting.
He sighed, held her face in his hands, and kissed her eyelashes that were wet with tears: "I said, I forgive Nian Nian, don't cry."
Xu Nianyi said "Oh" aggrievedly, "But I don't know how to forgive you."
“…”
Xie Yanwen had been tormented by her to the point that he had lost all his temper.
"What should we do then?"
Xie Yanwen stroked her cheek with his fingertips, his voice gentle: "Whatever Nian Nian wants, I can accompany her, as long as Nian Nian doesn't ask me to find someone else again."
As long as they don't want to break up, he will accompany her no matter how she wants to play.
Xu Nianyi really thought about it seriously, and suddenly she said, "Then I'll cheat on her for once."
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"I won't let you go find someone else. I'll go."
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"I cheated once, and we're even. This way, maybe I won't feel so bad."
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"Of course, don't worry. You're just pretending to cheat, and I definitely won't really cheat. The most I'll do is let him hug me and then be friends with him..."
This time, before she could finish her absurd idea, Xie Yanwen lowered his head and bit her lips, then gritted his teeth viciously: "Just try it!"
"good."
She nodded and said seriously, "I really think this method is good. This way, I can understand how you felt at that time, and I will feel too guilty to blame you anymore. What do you think?"
I feel shit!
Xie Yanwen had played a lot of games with her, but this time, he felt like she really owed him...
Dry!
He gritted his teeth, bent down, picked her up, walked a few steps, and threw her back on the bed.
Xu Nianyi fell down directly, and when he turned around to look back, he was already leaning over him.
The boy's aggression was so strong that it made people panic. He pinched her face and kissed her mouth, which made him love and hate her at the same time, as she tilted her head. "I see you really don't want to get out of bed!"
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