Chapter 134: The day we meet again, a handsome young man
Because of love comes sorrow, because of love comes fear.
After that, he couldn't sleep all night long. He held her in his arms and kept his eyes open until dawn.
I was afraid that if I fell asleep, I would hurt her again.
He only had a short break when he arrived at the company the next day.
When the body is exhausted to the extreme, psychological problems become more serious.
Half a month after hurting her, he could no longer bear it and used the excuse of going on a business trip to Country D to actually go see his psychiatrist.
When Xu Nianyi called, she wasn't very happy. "Our wedding anniversary is in two days. Can you make it back?"
He said, “I’ll try my best.”
The tone was very calm.
Xu Nianyi also fell silent.
Even the most heartless girl could notice that he was acting abnormally during this period.
She thought it was due to his guilt for accidentally hurting her, so she tried to comfort him.
But after he went to Country D, she might have sensed something was wrong, so she asked him, "Xie Yanwen, are you in love with someone else?"
In fact, it was just an angry question, which is the first reaction of most couples when their partner suddenly changes.
And she didn't really think so, she just wanted him to tell her the truth and wanted to know what was wrong with him.
Xie Yanwen was stunned by her words.
Falling in love with someone else?
He was silent.
But his silence made Xu Nianyi feel empty inside.
It was as if, she asked casually, his reaction seemed to confirm something.
There was silence for a long time, and then she hung up the phone.
He didn't call her either, but just looked at the phone screen quietly. On his phone screen, it was her.
The 17-year-old girl was running in the garden with a fairy wand in her hand. Her smile was warm and the light of fireworks reflected in her eyes was brighter than the most beautiful starry sky.
It was their first New Year together.
He once thought that they could spend every New Year together in the future.
The next second, the light on the screen went out.
He saw himself on the phone screen.
There are obvious fine lines at the corners of his eyes, his eyes are bloodshot, and he looks gloomy and scary.
How can such a man be worthy of such a beautiful woman?
The phone was smashed against the wall and the screen shattered.
The nerves were twisted with pain, the straight body lost strength, the legs bent, and the knees hit the ground heavily.
He knelt motionless, with his head bowed.
His psychiatrist came over and stroked his hair. The man, who was already in his 70s, always treated him as his own child.
She once thought that the child had been saved.
But now, he knelt on the ground, stiff, his voice choked, like a broken phone on the ground, tearing his words to her, "I'm going to lose her..."
At that time, he was at a loss like a real child, saying: "I will hurt her, I can't control myself, I will kill her."
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Before he was about to leave Country D, he received a call from Cui Zhuo, who happened to be in Country D and was admitted to the hospital. He invited him to visit him as he had something he wanted to talk to him about.
It was only when Xie Yanwen went to the hospital that he found out that the person who was sick and injured was not Cui Bo, but the woman he kept.
She was a girl younger than Xu Nianyi.
Xie Yanwen was not surprised at all. Cui Bo had been like this all his life. He liked to play since he was young. Even though he already had a wife and children, he had always had many women around him.
Sure enough, Cui Bo told him that the girl was injured while filming.
Xie Yanwen didn't care, nor did he want to understand. He just asked Cui Bo, "What do you want to tell me?"
Cui Bo hesitated and asked him to go outside.
Then he lit a cigarette for him and said to him, "Yang Feiyu knows about her. She was injured this time because of Yang Feiyu's tricks."
Yang Feiyu, the wife he married but with whom he had no feelings and they played with different people.
Xie Yanwen then became curious: "Didn't she care about these things before?"
After all, everyone plays their own games and no one can control anyone else.
Cui Bo looked embarrassed, smoking a cigarette without saying anything.
Xie Yanwen understood something.
"Don't tell me, are you serious?"
Xie Yanwen's lips curled up in sarcasm, and he shook the ash from his cigarette, saying softly, "You're already old, and you don't know how to be shy. Do you know how much older you are than that girl?"
Cui Zhuo then snorted in dissatisfaction: "Your wife is only a few years older than her."
Xie Yanwen's fingers trembled slightly, and his throat felt like it was blocked by pig iron. Every time he swallowed, he felt excruciating pain.
"That's true."
He lowered his eyes and smoked fiercely, his voice extremely hoarse: "So what do you want to tell me?"
"I need your help."
Cui Zhuo coughed and said, "Just tell people that she is yours. That way, Yang Feiyu won't dare to touch her again."
Xie Yanwen raised his eyes to look at him, his gaze cold.
Cui Yu looked away awkwardly, then looked back after a few seconds: "I'll go and help you explain to your wife."
Xie Yanwen stared at him without saying a word.
Cui Bo sighed, "Don't look at me like that. I'm just asking. If you don't want to, forget it. If you're willing, I can help you get that piece of land in Country Q that you wanted before."
Xie Yanwen had been eyeing that piece of land for a long time.
He wanted to use it to build an amusement park, the largest amusement park in the world, an amusement park that would belong only to Xu Nianyi.
After all, she loves to play so much.
However, at this moment, what Xie Yanwen thought of was the question Xu Nianyi asked him on the phone.
She asked him, "Xie Yanwen, are you in love with someone else?"
If he told her the truth, given Xu Nianyi's temper, she would definitely not want to leave him.
But if she doesn't leave, no one knows when he will hurt her again.
The problem between them is unsolvable.
Twenty years have passed, and love cannot save the relationship.
If love is no longer salvation, but deeper pain and despair, it is the anger that turns into extreme inferiority, and it is a harm to her.
Then this love should not continue.
Xie Yanwen knew better than anyone else.
He was silent for a long time, until the cigarette burned his fingers. He woke up with a start, threw the cigarette into the ashtray, and said lightly: "Okay, I'll help you."
He looked at Cui Zhuo and said, "But there's no need to explain to anyone."
Cui Zhu was stunned.
Xie Yanwen didn't explain anything to him, and they went back into the ward.
The girl on the hospital bed felt uncomfortable. Xie Yanwen sat on the sofa, saying nothing, only looking at Cui Bo who was sitting on the bed.
Cui Lu took Chen Yiran's mobile phone and took a lot of photos of him, and then sent them to Xu Nianyi according to Xie Yanwen's instructions.
Although Cui Bo didn't understand what was wrong with Xie Yanwen.
He just wanted to temporarily use Xie Yanwen's name to prevent Yang Feiyu from touching Chen Yiran. He could obviously explain it to Xu Nianyi, but Xie Yanwen seemed to want to make the matter more complicated.
It was just as Xie Yanwen thought, Xu Nianyi probably believed it.
Although she didn't ask him anything, after he returned from Country D, he lived in the company and almost never went home.
She hadn't come to see him either.
The girl, who has always been enthusiastic and cheerful, might have been wondering at that time, why he was the one who pinched her and hurt her, but she didn't blame him or even coax him, but he turned around and fell in love with someone else?
She should be waiting for him to explain to her.
But all he got was the video of him and Chen Yiran entering the hotel.
He did it on purpose.
When he and Chen Yiran got out of the car together and entered the hotel, his hand fell lightly on her waist. Although he didn't touch her, from the right angle, it looked like he was hugging Chen Yiran as they entered the hotel.
When he reached the top floor, he handed Chen Yiran over to Cui Lu and turned into another suite.
No sleep all night.
He knew very well that after this night, he would completely lose his Nian Nian.
He stood on the balcony and looked at the starry sky.
Thinking back to when she first came to him.
She looked at the stars and said, "I know it's a lie that people turn into stars after they die, but I still hope that he will become the brightest one."
Now, Xie Yanwen looked at the starry sky.
If one day he leaves, will she also look at the starry sky and look for his shadow when she can't sleep at night?
He thought.
I'd rather not.
She has so much life ahead of her, she shouldn't dwell on the past and linger on someone who will only hurt her.
Only with such determination would she be willing to completely say goodbye to the past and him.
He understood her.
Only in this way can the rest of her life continue to be brilliant.
Everything went as he wished.
He and Xu Nianyi eventually divorced.
During those two years, his condition became increasingly serious. It became normal for him to be unable to sleep all night long. His temper became increasingly irritable, and many more wounds appeared on his arms, all left when he could not control himself.
Qiu Chang'an was very worried about him during that time and followed him almost every step of the way.
And when he really couldn't stand it anymore, he would secretly go to see Xu Nianyi.
She returned to school and was still as heartless as ever. Every time he saw her, she always smiled brightly and talked and laughed with others.
He looked at it silently, feeling sad and happy at the same time.
Qiu Changan was beside him. "Fifth brother, tell her. Sister-in-law will understand and will come back. How distressed will she be when she sees you torturing yourself like this?"
"No."
He said.
His thoughts, only by forgetting him can you live a better life.
If she came back, he would be even more self-deprecating and self-pitying, and she would be miserable being with him.
He turned and left, "I'm going to Country D for a while."
Now, only there could he find a moment of peace and a short sleep.
But no matter how good the psychologist is, he can't save him now.
Xie Yanwen understood it very well.
After all, his life is coming to an end.
Xie Yanwen also did not tell Qiu Chang'an that in Country D, he met a wandering monk who was fortune-telling.
The monk said he wanted to calculate for him.
He usually never believed these things, but this time, he stopped.
Wrote a word: read.
The monk looked at the words and smiled.
I returned him a poem.
"We are bound together by our hearts and by our bond. Although this life is short, our love will last forever. When we meet again in this life, you will be a handsome young man."
Xie Yanwen stared at the poem for a long time.
Then, he donated 10 billion to the temple where the monk worked.
The monk said that he was a monk from Sanqing Temple, and if we were destined to meet again in Sanqing Temple in the future.
After returning from Country D, Xie Yanwen began to arrange his funeral.
In fact, all the property under his name was transferred to Xu Nianyi during the divorce.
Now, he wants to give her the amusement park that is about to be built.
As for the Xie family, he handed it over to his nephew. The child was smart and steady and would be a good leader.
Then he found a sunny day and went to Sanqing Temple.
He didn't see the monk, so he thought it was not fate.
He drew a lot.
The fortune is very auspicious.
Xie Yanwen chuckled.
He left Sanqing Mountain and walked slowly into the distance alone, not knowing where he was going. When he was completely exhausted, he sat down against a tree trunk and looked up into the distance.
The trees were dim and obscured the view, and at a glance, it seemed that there was an end.
But he saw a smiling girl running and cheering with fireworks in her hand, calling out to him loudly: "Xie Yanwen..."
Xie Yanwen thought about the fortune he drew:
Never separation, always together forever.
The corners of his lips curved slightly.
At the end of life, it is indeed a blessing to be able to see the joy of the next life.
The fireworks in the girl's hand burned out, the light dissipated, and the world became dark.
The girl's voice trembled with fear: "Xie Yanwen, where are you?"
“Nian Nian…”
He raised his hand towards her and said softly and gently, "Come here, I'll help you light the fireworks."
Then you saw me.
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After Xie Yanwen's funeral, Xu Nianyi left the cemetery.
Half an hour later, Qiu Chang'an received news that Xu Nianyi's car was hit at a bend outside the cemetery. The body of the car was completely destroyed, but there was no blood inside the car and no one was there.
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We are bound together by our hearts, and though this life is short, our love will linger. When we meet again in this life, you will be a handsome young man. — Tsangyang Gyatso
Tired of hearing the world's talk, I miss the one I love. —Tao Yuanming
Never parting, forever together. —Romance of the West Chamber.
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