Chapter 50: Xie Yanwen, I don’t need you
Xu Nianyi feels that men can be quite annoying sometimes.
If you want to kiss, just kiss. Why do you have to be so hesitant?
Doesn't it mean we can't kiss just because we're in a relationship?
When she kissed him for the first time, they were not in love.
At that time, it was her nineteenth birthday. She deliberately got herself drunk, and with the courage of alcohol, she waited for him to hug her and then kissed him.
He was also frozen at that time.
But she had no experience at that time, and relying only on impulse, she tried to pry open his lips without any plan and force.
But he still clenched his teeth tightly and refused to let go. He also reacted at that time and turned his head away.
He thought she was just drunk and wanted to pretend nothing happened the next day, but Xu Nianyi didn't allow it.
She hugged him and said that she loved him and that she wanted to be with him forever.
He left Haidu that day and didn't return for a whole month.
He was avoiding her.
Doesn't he like her?
She doesn't think so.
He likes it.
He just doesn't dare.
When she kissed him, she could sense a change in him.
He has feelings for her.
But he refused to face it, so she forced him to.
She pretended to go out with another boy to get a room. When he found out, he rushed back overnight.
That morning, as he watched her come out of the room with another boy, his eyes were cold and his voice was even colder: "Xu Nianyi, do you know that you are only 19 years old? What are you doing now?"
The friend she invited to act with was so frightened that his legs went weak and he left her and ran away.
At that time, Xu Nianyi was not afraid of his coldness at all. She just tilted her head and looked at him with a smile: "I am an adult. I am free to do whatever I want. If you don't like me, can't I find someone who does like me?"
She said, "Xie Yanwen, I don't need you."
He stared at her, his eyes slightly red, but still sarcastically said: "The person who likes you is just like that just now, irresponsible and dare not say a word to me, and scares the person away?"
Xu Nianyi shrugged: "If this one doesn't work, try the next one. You'll always find someone better than you."
Xie Yanwen was provoked by the implication in her words.
He dragged her back into the room by her wrist and threw her onto the sofa.
Just when Xu Nianyi thought he would do something, he did nothing.
He stood in front of her and looked at her for a long time.
She sat on the sofa and looked up at him without flinching.
The sky must have been very gloomy that day, with dark clouds outside the window and the air inside the house was stuffy and dull.
He seemed to feel too stuffy, and raised his hand to loosen his tie irritably, untied it and threw it away, then unbuttoned two buttons of his shirt.
Then, he turned his back to her. His black shirt was tight on his body, but even his back made him look cold and distant.
He spoke, seemingly having calmed down: "Forget it this time, but I hope this kind of thing won't happen again in the future."
"Even if you really want to be in a relationship, I hope you can seriously find a boy you really like, who is responsible and treats you well."
He spoke each word very slowly, as if he was talking to Xu Nianyi, but also as if he was talking to himself: "Niannian, whether it's your father or me, we won't bear to see you treat your feelings as a joke. What we hope is that you can find someone who truly treats you well. When the day comes that we can no longer protect you well, there will be someone who will replace us, love you, and protect you forever..."
At that time, Xu Nianyi looked at his back and her eyes slowly turned red.
She just likes him, what's wrong with that?
He obviously liked her, but just because he was older than her, he had to avoid her.
But the more he avoided her, the more she wanted him.
"There is no one else but you. I only like you."
She stood up and hugged him from behind, "Xie Yanwen, no one can love me for you. You are so worried about me, so why don't you love me and protect me for the rest of your life, okay?"
His body was stiff, and he sighed weakly: "Niannian, you don't understand what love is right now."
"Why don't I understand?"
Her face was pressed against his cold shirt, tears welling up in her eyes. "I'm not a child anymore. I'm already nineteen. Please don't treat me like a child all the time, okay?"
She hadn't told him yet that she had actually liked him since she first came to him.
But she was too young at that time and was not sure whether her liking was really liking men.
She didn't dare tell him.
But now that she has grown up, she is sure of her feelings and she doesn't want to endure it anymore.
He was silent for a long time, then chuckled to himself: "I am 20 years older than you. I am even a few months older than your father. I can already see the end of my life."
He said in a hoarse voice: "But Nian Nian, your life has just begun."
In the past 20 years, there has always been a mismatch between them and there will be no possibility.
Yes, in fact, from the very beginning of their relationship, she was the one who pestered and forced him.
She was too young at that time and thought that the age gap was nothing and she could catch up in 20 years.
When he is 80 years old, she will be 50 years old. They are both old men and women. What is the difference?
Xu Nianyi closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembling constantly, feeling his gentle kiss at this moment.
Only then did she realize that she would never be able to catch up with the past 20 years.
She had never seen him play basketball at the age of 19, nor had she seen him sing at the age of 19. She didn't know that he was afraid of ghosts and heights at the age of 19, nor did she know that he could smile very sweetly at the age of 19.
What she didn't know was that at the age of 19, he was so cautious that he seemed afraid of offending her even with a kiss.
He kissed her closely, his lips caressing hers gently, and he didn't dare to use force when sucking her lips lightly, as if he was afraid of hurting her.
He kissed her gently for a long time before tentatively licking her soft, sweet lips with his tongue, slowly moving his tongue between her lips and touching the tip of her tongue...
Xu Nianyi's tears suddenly fell at this moment, sliding down the corners of her eyes and cheeks, and then falling between the two people's tightly entangled lips and tongues.
She thought that those were indeed 20 years that she would never be able to catch up with.
The salty taste of tears made Xie Yanwen freeze instantly.
He reacted slowly, came to his senses, and suddenly stepped back.
Then I saw her face was covered with tears, her cheeks were wet.
Xie Yanwen hurriedly touched her face and wiped the tears from her face with his fingertips.
"Darling, what's wrong?"
He was a little flustered: "Don't you like it?"
Anyone who kisses a girl he likes and ends up making her cry would probably be at a loss as to what to do.
"Don't cry, don't cry. I'm sorry. It's my fault. I shouldn't be so frivolous..."
Xie Yanwen wiped her tears, hugged her in his arms, patted her back and coaxed her softly: "Nian Nian, please stop crying, okay?"
He wanted to cry again.
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