Chapter 58 Awen sleeps with me
It was late at night and everyone was asleep. After coaxing Xu Nianyi to sleep, Xie Yanwen was sitting on the sofa on the balcony, completely unaware of the situation and still checking his phone.
Manic depression, manic depression, bipolar disorder.
The more I learned about that from Xu Nianyi, the more confused I became.
He believes that he is mentally healthy and there is no history of mental illness in his family.
Bipolar disorder is something quite unfamiliar to him.
He really couldn't imagine why this happened to him?
So, was his so-called infidelity later also related to this disease?
Xie Yanwen understands himself.
He thought about it and realized that if he found out that he had this disease and it was difficult to control, he might leave her.
It's just a matter of what method he will choose...
Xie Yanwen leaned back on the sofa, his head tilted back, his eyes closed, his Adam's apple rolling.
He wasn't sure what he would do?
What is the best way?
After all, she is still so young and her life has just begun. I can't let her stay with him forever.
To make her leave completely and give up completely, perhaps, the only way is to be completely hurt.
But how can I bear to do that?
Xie Yanwen placed the back of his hand lightly on his eyes, and just thinking about it made his heart ache unbearably.
I can't bear to leave her, and even more so, I can't bear to hurt her.
Otherwise, you can find some time to see a psychiatrist.
Xie Yanwen was thinking worriedly when the girl's soft voice fell into his ears, "Awen?"
He sat up straight and looked over. Xu Nianyi was standing not far away.
The lights in the living room were off, and the cold moonlight fell, reflecting the anxiety in her eyes. She asked him softly, "Can't you sleep?"
"kind of."
Xie Yanwen stretched out his hand towards her, "Does your head hurt?"
Xu Nianyi walked over and placed her hand in his palm.
He slowly tightened his grip, holding her hand and looking up at her.
Xu Nianyi also lowered her eyes and looked at him, "I'm sorry, did I say something wrong again?"
Xie Yanwen tilted his head in amusement: "For example?"
Xu Nianyi bit her lip and said, "I will never drink again, I promise."
Xie Yanwen sighed softly, "No, Guaiguai didn't say anything wrong."
After saying that, he squeezed her palm and whispered, "Let me hug you."
Xu Nianyi sat in his arms, spread her legs and faced him, hugged his waist tightly, and put her face in the crook of his neck, feeling very sticky.
Xie Yanwen also tightened his arms around her waist and gently stroked her hair, "Why don't you want to tell me these things?"
"Well, I don't know much either, and I'm afraid I'll say something wrong."
She just listened to Qiu Chang'an's brief talk in front of the tombstone. Her mind was in a mess at the time and she didn't have time to learn more.
I had originally planned to wait until I calmed down before looking for Qiu Changan, but after leaving the cemetery...
She had no chance to learn more, otherwise she wouldn't be feeling so bad now, feeling bad that so many things had become secrets forever.
No one can know the truth behind the mystery anymore.
Xu Nianyi rubbed her cheek against his neck and whispered softly, "Also, I don't really want you to know too much about those unhappy things..."
Although I love being him, I also hope that he can be happy.
Every time I drink, I can't control my emotions and talk too much.
Xu Nianyi made up her mind that she would never drink again.
Xie Yanwen sighed softly and rubbed her head again, "I'll be happy if you stop tormenting me."
Xu Nianyi also felt a little guilty, which was rare. "Then, I will torment you less in the future."
After all, he is so nice now, she can't bear it.
"That doesn't sound very sincere to me."
Xie Yanwen chuckled softly, then said helplessly, "Besides, if Nian Nian is unhappy, doesn't she have to vent it?"
Compared to himself, he is now more afraid that she will get sick from holding it in.
Tilting his head, he kissed her ear and whispered, "As long as Nian Nian is happy, I can do whatever she wants, okay?"
"Well, I'm thirsty now and want to drink some water."
Xie Yanwen laughed, picked her up and made her stand up, "Wait."
After saying that, he was about to go to the kitchen to pour her some water. Just as he turned around, Xu Nianyi said again: "Actually, my stomach still hurts a little."
“…”
Xie Yanwen turned his head and looked at her, then suddenly remembered.
She is feeling unwell.
But she still spent most of the day in the amusement park, doing all the thrilling rides, including whitewater rafting.
She also drinks!
Xie Yanwen felt a little annoyed. How could he have forgotten about it?
He pinched her face and gritted his teeth: "You deserve it."
Xu Nianyi's eyes widened instantly: "I'm already feeling so bad, but you're still so mean and I told you I deserved it. Sure enough, all those words you said were just to coax me!"
“…”
This ancestor.
Xie Yanwen smiled and rubbed the spot on her face where he had pinched her. "Okay, it's my fault. Blame me for being inexperienced and not remembering."
He held her wrist and walked towards the bedroom. "Just sit on the bed. I'll make you a cup of brown sugar water."
"oh."
Xu Nianyi is well behaved.
A few minutes later, Xie Yanwen came back with brown sugar water, handed her the cup and asked her to drink, and he sat down next to her.
Xu Nianyi drank half a cup.
She doesn't really like the taste of brown sugar water.
Xie Yanwen didn't force her. He put the cup back on the bedside table and let her lie down. He reached his hand under the quilt and gently rubbed her lower abdomen. He asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt a lot? I just bought some painkillers on my phone. They should be delivered soon."
"It doesn't hurt much, just a little bit. No need to take medicine."
Xu Nianyi leaned closer to him, put her arms around his waist like before, put her head on his waist, and closed her eyes again as if she was extremely tired.
Xie Yanwen gently stroked the hair beside her ear and said, "If it doesn't hurt too much, go to sleep quickly. You have to get up early in the morning for class."
Xu Nianyi said "hmm", "You go to sleep too."
"good."
Xie Yanwen bent down, kissed her forehead, and said softly, "Then I'll go over. If you feel uncomfortable, call me."
Xu Nianyi opened his eyes and said, "Just sleep here."
“…”
Xie Yanwen was stunned for a moment, then suddenly stiffened. He quickly straightened up, "This, is not good."
Xu Nianyi was puzzled: "Why is it not good?"
Xie Yanwen hesitated: "Niannian, we should..."
Xu Nianyi interrupted him: "It's just sleeping, what's wrong with that?"
Her eyes moved slightly, and she curled her lips slightly: "Or, Awen wants to do something?"
“…”
Xie Yanwen felt his ears burning, and he coughed lightly, saying helplessly, "Niannian, you promised me you would be good."
Besides, what could he think?
He didn't want to do anything to her now!
But no matter what, he is still a normal man full of vigor and vitality.
Wasn't it a bit cruel to let him hold her while sleeping and do nothing?
"But I want Awen to sleep with me."
Xu Nianyi lowered her eyes and said in a muffled voice, "You haven't been with me for a long time..."
"?"
No, I have never been with you.
Xie Yanwen was annoyed.
I knew she was talking about that old man again.
He sighed: "Is this another new way of tormenting me?"
Since you can’t torture him psychologically, you start to torture him physically?
"Didn't you say I can do whatever I want?"
Xu Nianyi snorted softly: "Are you trying to coax me again?"
“…”
Xie Yanwen really had no way to deal with her. He closed his eyes, looking ready to die.
"Okay, I'll sleep with you!"
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