Chapter 66 Tears are something you can never wipe away



Weizhi's mind was completely blank at the time.

It was like riding a roller coaster. She reached the highest point with fear and trepidation, and then the roller coaster was about to fall. She was already frightened...

Then I realized the scariest thing was yet to come.

Because the next second, the roller coaster went off the track.

She was sentenced to death.

She must have looked very silly.

She thought.

But she couldn't control the emotions on her face at all, she just stared at Little Bear stupidly - yes, the person she was staring at was not even Shan Chong - she was just staring at Little Bear who was a little stunned because of being insulted, thinking, your toast was rejected, but I'm the one who suffered.

She didn't know what to do, and actually wanted to cry at that moment.

It was pitch dark, and she was filled with despair. She bit her cheeks with her teeth, trying to control herself from screaming and jumping up to escape the scene...

Just tears in my eyes.

He has someone he likes.

...He actually has someone he likes.

When talking about this person, his tone was helpless yet unconcealed, the kind of frankness that said, "I know I missed her, but I still want to tell you that I like her."

The worst part was that she seemed to know exactly how proud he was.

He always showed that he would not bow to anyone or anything.

In addition to skiing, I don't know who he just mentioned skiing with.

Wei Zhi was a little at a loss and looked back at Jiang Nanfeng. At this moment Jiang Nanfeng also happened to cast his gaze on her. So when she opened her eyelids, she saw the little girl sitting there, with a confused and helpless look on her face, like a deer that was completely lost in the forest in the heavy rain.

She moved her lips and mouthed: My stomach aches.

Jiang Nanfeng suffocated for a few seconds, being directly kidnapped by her pitiful face. When everyone was frozen to savor Shan Chong's shocking words, she took a step forward, pushed away the crowd of irrelevant people in front of her, and came to Wei Zhi.

He lowered his head and asked her expressionlessly, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Wei Zhi could no longer hold back the choking feeling in his throat.

She didn't even dare to look back at Shan Chong.

He looked at Jiang Nanfeng as if he was grasping at a life-saving straw, nodded, and let out a "hmm" from deep in his nose that would not reveal his emotions.

Before Jiang Nanfeng could say anything, the man behind Wei Zhi moved first. He stood up with the help of the table, swayed, and leaned on the table in silence for several seconds before he said calmly, "Let's go back."

Backstab went to settle the account, and the remaining individuals dispersed on the spot.

Jiang Nanfeng walked out holding Wei Zhi, who was already as thin as running script. She turned her head to look at Shan Chong, who was now emotionless and standing indifferently not far away... After a pause, she retracted her gaze: "In fact, Shan Chong has given you a lot of special care."

Weizhi said nothing.

"Being both your father and mother, providing you with protective gear, snowshoes and snowboards, giving free lessons and acting as a babysitter, and watching videos on that short video website with a very different style." Jiang Nanfeng was a little unsure and said hesitantly, "Can you optimistically imagine that the person he is talking about is you?"

After she asked, Wei Zhi turned his head, paused, and said slowly after a while: "If he had just glanced at me just now, I would have imagined so optimistically that the mountains would be gone and the sky and the earth would be united."

“…”

"But he didn't."

Wei Zhi took a deep breath, raised her hands and pressed the corners of her sore eyes. It felt as if all her internal organs were squeezed into a ball. She almost couldn't breathe freely, and she choked.

"So, don't say it."

It's like sentencing yourself.

She whispered in a low voice like a mosquito humming, "I really don't want to say it. It would be too embarrassing to cry now."

It's really hard to secretly like someone.

I cheered for a look from him, and then fell into the abyss for his words.

It seemed a little funny for someone this old to say these things. Wei Zhi suddenly remembered the owner of the piece of paper she tore off in middle school. Maybe for a second, when he saw the paper fall into the trash can, he felt as sad as she did now...

And Lu Xin, after rejecting him, she never replied to his WeChat messages again. It was probably because he saw Shan Chong's video today that he realized that she had already left the Silk Road Ski Resort and came to Altay.

She hadn't been gentle with the people who truly loved her, and now she was paying the price.

This is probably the retribution in this life.

Wei Zhi was dazed and was shoved into a car whose owner she didn't know. Just as she climbed in, someone came running over and called Jiang Nanfeng, saying that Lao Yan was drunk and had vomited a lot, and was looking for her all over the world.

Jiang Nanfeng was silent for a moment, holding the door without moving. Wei Zhi glanced at her and let out a small breath: "Go ahead, I'm fine."

Jiang Nanfeng glanced at her eyes which were as red as a rabbit's and thought, you don't look like nothing is wrong.

The words were stuck in her throat and she didn't say them out loud. At this time, Wei Zhi said, "I'll be alone for a while," and she walked away, looking back every few steps...

The car door was not closed, as if waiting for her to regret it at any time and call her back.

But Weizhi didn't do that.

She reached out to close the car door, looked around and found that this was Shan Chong's car, and the car was full of his scent -

She wasn't particularly familiar with his unique scent of cold, snowy, and soapy. She had only smelled it a few times when she was learning how to push the slope and change blades and fell on him...

Then I remembered it.

She dragged the pillow from the back seat, sniffed it, and then sat there in a daze.

My mind is in a mess.

After thinking about what to do.

One second he was still reviewing the retribution in this life, and the next second he was thinking maliciously that if he still couldn't find the person he liked after three or five years, then he would just let it go and give up...

Then, when the time comes, she can swoop in.

It's just three to five years, she feels she can wait.

Just as she was daydreaming, the car door was opened and a person came in. She lowered her head and did not react. She was just a little surprised that the smell in the car that she had just missed had become stronger and mixed with the smell of alcohol...

She blinked, raised her head blankly, and glanced at the person sitting next to her.

Her dark eyes were still glistening with water as she stared at the tense jawline of the person next to her. She suffocated for three seconds, looked away in the fourth second, and put her hand on the door handle in the fifth second.

"Sit with Master for a while."

The man's low voice echoed in her ears, but to her it was like thunder out of the blue.

She hesitated for a long time on the door handle, wondering whether to obey or not. Finally, when she saw his red eyes, she retracted her hand softly.

She cursed herself a hundred times in her heart for being useless, but the thought of him falling in love with another woman made her feel so jealous that she was like a balloon that was inflated and ready to explode at any time.

Abominable.

I've never heard him mention it, so where did the paratrooper come from?

"Are you going to cry?" Wei Zhi asked him, "Or are you feeling sick from drinking too much?"

Do you want to open the window?

Do you want to vomit?

Everyone outside was vomiting all over the place. What a shame! It was just getting dark.

She held back all the words in her heart. She found that she still couldn't talk to him for the time being, so she reluctantly threw out a topic and waited for him to express himself freely.

She lowered her head and picked at the dinosaur eyeballs on the dinosaur doll pillow in her arms.

And at this time.

Shan Chong was half leaning against the car door to sober up, wondering if it was right to get in the car and leave her behind, when he heard the little girl beside him ask him in a daze, "Are you going to cry?"

The questions he was thinking about changed, for example, now that he was thinking about her, was he heartless?

He looked down at her and found that she was facing him with the back of her head, seriously destroying the stuffed pillow in her hand, and she didn't even bother to look up at him... He pursed his lips and said coldly, "Why am I crying?"

"What you just said was earth-shattering." Wei Zhi was not too lazy to look up, she simply didn't dare to look up. This was already the limit. "If you cry, I'm not surprised, but I don't know how to comfort you."

There is some sincerity in these words.

The remaining seven points should be weird and strange.

Shan Chong was upset at the moment, and his mind was groggy, but when he heard her say that, he couldn't help but feel a lot of patience out of thin air...

Putting aside his dissatisfaction with her conscienceless behavior for the moment, he laughed briefly, threw away his own troubles, and said to her: "You can't take your anger out on Master just because you were scolded by your family. Master will have a hard time tonight."

Weizhi: “…”

Unbelievable, this guy actually turned the tables.

He said he was having a hard time.

The question is, what's wrong with living like this?

Wang Xin had been scolding him for a long time, and it wasn't just half an hour ago that he fell in love with someone he couldn't get.

Tonight, he was just emotionally present and summarizing the details of the lowest point in his life.

She was the poor bug who was caught off guard and was dragged down to the bottom of the valley by him.

Thinking of this, Wei Zhi felt extremely wronged. She choked for a few seconds, and then the choking feeling of having her throat blocked came back. Her chest was churning, as if she was the one who drank ten kilograms of liquor. She couldn't help but say, "Why don't you just stop liking the person you can't have?"

Shan Chong was stunned.

She was already frightened.

She raised her hands and rubbed her eyes vigorously. She said, "I was just talking nonsense."

"This is not something I can control." Shan Chong answered him seriously.

"You can." Wei Zhi said, "No matter who that person is, you imagine that she is mean and stingy. If you are with her, she may not tolerate our fellow disciples. She will bully you, bully Lao Yan, and bully many people. She wants to occupy you. When she hears that you go to teach other girls, she will frown at you——"

As Shan Chong listened, he felt that her summary of himself was quite accurate.

Smiled: "She seems to have always been like this."

Wei Zhi was stunned, wondering if this person was sick, why did he like everyone?

"What should I do if you are with her?" She finally looked up at him, her eyes reddened, but she was disgusted by his helpless yet doting tone, "Is it okay for her to bully me?"

Where is your beloved disciple?

Her tone was just like that of a cat that had been carefully brought home by its owner, meticulously raised for several months, and accustomed to the pampered lifestyle, only to be suddenly squeezed out by a new cat of its kind one day and had to walk out the door immediately.

Shan Chong looked down at her, a look of shock at his "imminent fall from favor", and a little convinced -

She is so unscrupulous that she eats from the bowl and wants to take the pot away.

Does your fiancé not care anymore?

He can't comfort you?

The man narrowed his eyes slightly: "That day will never come."

Weizhi: “Which day?”

Shan Chong: "The day I was with her."

Weizhi: “Really?”

Shan Chong adopted a perfunctory tone and sentenced himself: "Probably."

Weizhi stared at him, and the discomfort that he had suppressed with great difficulty came up again - I am really impressed, he has to breathe heavily even when saying such things, it is fun to give people hope and despair, isn't it?

"Don't like her anymore," she stammered, emphasizing, "It's wrong to like someone who makes you unhappy. Liking someone should be a happy thing. You want to laugh when you think of him--"

She couldn't even convince herself.

As she said this, tears as big as beans rolled out of her eyes uncontrollably and fell on the back of her hand which was clenched into a fist on her knee.

She clenched her fists tightly and gritted her teeth. "Aren't you bothered enough by the trivialities of life? Why do you want to find trouble by liking someone you shouldn't like? Are you going to drink like you did today? Are you crazy? Are you crazy?"

She muttered, more like talking to herself.

It doesn't matter what he says--

Because she despairedly discovered that she couldn't even convince herself.

When she thought of him, she couldn't help but smile, even if it didn't prevent her from having a heart attack when she thought of him at this moment...

That's what love is.

That's what secret love is.

It's like this when you ask for it but can't get it.

No conflict at all.

If she couldn't act anymore, she might as well stop. Under the man's eyes, she shed tears wantonly, ready to cry her eyes out.

She heard him stay silent for a few seconds, then sneer and approach her with a smell of alcohol. He said in a low and hoarse voice, "Are you crying now? You don't allow me to like someone else?"

She nodded neatly, then shamefacedly grabbed the stuffed animal in her arms and covered her face with it.

In the midst of the chaos, he seemed to be silent, and then he smiled. He said slowly in an unprecedentedly gentle tone: "Kid, Master didn't know before, why do you want to monopolize everything? You are so selfish."

The person who said this had the same meaning.

The listener understands it in a different way.

She was crying so hard that fireworks were exploding in her head. She just wanted to jump up and fight him.

If possible, beat him until he doesn't dare to like others.

Or just beat him until he forgets he ever liked someone else.

mard.

It only took a moment for me to feel the plush toy pressed against my face being taken away by a slightly cool hand.

Her chin was pinched by cold fingertips, and she lifted her face with a little force. He rubbed her face with his thin and slightly rough fingertips and wiped away her tears.

But this is not something that can be wiped away completely.

She sobbed even more miserably, a puff of air blew out of her nose, tears fell down her cheeks, and she choked and said, "Don't comfort me. The more you comfort me, the more I want to cry...why don't you get off the car and leave?"

She's still chasing people.

My eyes were blurred by tears and I became blind and could not see anything.

She just felt the action of wiping her tears pause on her face, and after a moment, the man sighed softly.

The aftereffects of the whiskey mixed with the man's hot breath as he approached. He lowered his eyes and watched her nostrils flaring as she breathed in chaotically. She looked like she was really aggrieved, and yet she didn't want to be reasoned with.

Maybe there was a moment of ideological and moral struggle...

Finally he approached her.

Then her lips touched the angular corners of his lips.

The cool touch only lasted for a few seconds, but it was like a cat licking and caressing its cub tenderly, a touch without any lust or other complex emotions.

“I can’t do it.”

Weizhi heard him say with a regretful tone:

"I can't guarantee the future... At least in the short term, I may always like her. Just bear with it, ok?"


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