Chapter 164: Some people are missed, and it is a lifetime
Su Li raised her head and looked at Lin Wanyi with complicated eyes.
She knew that Lin Wanyi was doing this for her own good and for Fu Jinzhou's good.
However, she still felt an inexplicable sadness in her heart.
"Ms. Lin, I'm sorry to have caused you any trouble. I've made it very clear to Fu Jinzhou that I don't have any feelings for him, and I won't be thinking about relationship issues for the time being."
Su Li's voice was soft, but every word was clear.
She owed Lin Wanyi an explanation, so she might as well make it clear now.
"As a friend, I can offer some advice on what you're saying, but it's up to him whether to listen or not."
Su Li breathed a sigh of relief and a relaxed smile appeared on her face.
Lin Wanyi stared at Su Li and could feel her sincerity, but she could also feel that she clearly wanted to distance herself from Fu Jinzhou.
And there is a hint of struggle in this kind of distance.
Lin Wanyi smiled and said, "Thank you, Teacher Su. I'm sorry for the inconvenience."
Su Li didn't say anything, but just stood up silently and walked towards the hospital entrance.
Her back looks so lonely and desolate.
The afterglow of the setting sun fell on her, stretching her shadow very long.
The wind by the river gently blew her hair, bringing a hint of coolness.
Su Li's eyes were moist, but she tried hard to hold back the tears.
She didn't even know why she was sad. Was it because Lin Wanyi's words hurt her self-esteem, or was it because...
When Su Li returned home, Su Mingde had already returned from get off work and was helping Su Danian walk in the yard.
"Dad, you should be able to stop using your crutches in a couple of days."
Although Su Danian did not recover his memory, it did not affect his good mood.
"I keep walking every day, and it works."
Even the little grandson was clapping beside him. "Mom said Grandpa is the best. I want to have a running race with him in a few days."
"You little brat, you want to race me while I can't even walk properly?"
Liu Guilan felt very happy as she watched her grandfather getting better day by day and her family reunited and happy.
Su Li looked at the happy family scene, her nose felt sour and her heart felt indescribably warm.
It has been a long time since I saw such a scene. The family is finally safe and happy.
The long-lost laughter and joy were restored to the courtyard.
Zhuangzhuang’s sharp eyes saw Su Li first.
He struggled to get off Liu Guilan's legs and ran over, "Auntie!"
As soon as the little one cried, everyone in the family saw Su Li. Su Danian looked at his daughter and began to grin again.
"Zhuangzhuang, do you miss your aunt?"
Su Li parked her bicycle and picked up her nephew.
"I miss my aunt."
Liu Guilan followed and came over. "The rice is warming up in the pot for you. Come back to the house and eat."
Su Li looked at her mother and said, "Okay."
Everything seemed to have returned to the time before she got married, when life was simple and happy.
At night, Su Li couldn't sleep and sat at the desk in a daze.
Maybe it’s because I haven’t been home for a long time, I’m not sleepy at all.
It was like a movie playing in my mind, with Shao Tingan's desolation, Zhao Xinran's pleading, and Liu Hongmei's relieved smile.
Of course, there is also Fu Jinzhou's different look.
In the end, all my thoughts fell on everything Lin Wanyi said tonight.
Fu Jinzhou's transfer order has arrived, and she asked Su Li to persuade Fu Jinzhou to report as soon as possible.
Fu Jinzhou also asked her whether to leave or stay, and asked Su Li what she thought.
The man who wanted her to be responsible was leaving.
Yes, Fu Jinzhou is leaving...
This sentence was like a spell, echoing in Su Li's mind and could not be shaken off.
She raised her hand to rub her sore temples, then stood up and walked to the window.
The night was as dark as ink, with only a few stars twinkling in the distance. The cold moonlight sprinkled in the yard, casting an lingering haze on everything.
But Su Li's heart was like the courtyard shrouded in moonlight, half bright and half dark.
The good news is that she finally got rid of the entanglement of Shao Ting'an and Zhao Xinran, avenged her previous life, and her family was safe and healthy.
The dark part was that Fu Jinzhou's departure was like a huge rock pressing on her heart, making her breathless.
She knew that her feelings for Fu Jinzhou were no longer just simple gratitude.
From the moment her father woke up and she ran to find him, she knew that Fu Jinzhou was a special person in her heart.
He is a comrade-in-arms and someone you can trust.
This man gave her hope and strength when she was most desperate; he gave her warmth and support when she was most helpless.
He was like a ray of light, illuminating her originally gloomy life.
But……
There is so much between her and Fu Jinzhou.
Her past, her family, and even... the unknown future.
Su Li smiled bitterly. If Shao Ting'an had not deceived her ten years ago, perhaps the spark that had just ignited in her heart would not have been extinguished.
But now, what was missed is missed. A full ten years have become an unbridgeable gap between the two.
I am not worthy of her.
"Xiao Li, you haven't slept yet?"
The voice of my mother Liu Guilan came from behind, full of concern.
Su Li came back to her senses, turned around and forced a smile: "Mom, why aren't you asleep yet?"
Liu Guilan walked up to her, took her hand and patted it gently.
"I saw the light on in your room, so I came to take a look."
Su Li smiled and said, "It's getting late, you should go to bed early."
Liu Guilan was not in a hurry to go to bed, but instead pulled her daughter to sit down.
"Can't sleep?"
Su Li held her mother's arm and said coquettishly, "A little bit. I just felt like all the things in my heart were let go all of a sudden. I suddenly felt so relaxed, but also empty."
She was not telling the truth, Liu Guilan could see it, she grabbed her daughter's hand and smiled.
"Xiao Li, Mom knows you're feeling miserable. I've seen everything that happened between you and Shao Ting'an. It hurts every time I think of the grievances you've endured."
Su Li's nose felt sore, and she smiled, "It's all over."
"Silly child, what do you mean it's all in the past? Some things are in the past; but some people, once missed, may be gone forever."
Liu Guilan's voice was very soft, but it was like a heavy hammer, hitting Su Li's heart.
Su Li raised her head and looked at her mother in surprise.
"mom……"
Liu Guilan nodded. "Although Mom didn't ask about your relationship with Dr. Fu, I know it all. The way that child looks at you is different. The care he gives you and our family goes beyond a normal schoolmate relationship."
Su Li lowered her eyes, "It's impossible for the two of us, and I don't want to get married again."
Liu Guilan patted her daughter's hand. "Dr. Fu is a good man. Although he doesn't talk much, he's not as cunning and scheming as Shao Ting'an."
"Xiao Li, we still have a long way to go. We can't be so absolute."
"When I was discharged from the hospital, I heard from Dr. Xu that Dr. Fu might be transferred."
Liu Guilan held Su Li's hand tightly.
"Xiao Li, what are you thinking? Tell Mom."
Su Li bit her lip and remained silent for a moment.
"Mom, I...I haven't thought about remarrying, at least not yet."
Su Li was telling the truth. She had just gotten rid of Shao Ting'an and had no energy to think about it.
What he thought about most was that the gap between him and Fu Jinzhou was too big.
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