Chapter 183 I Really Don’t Like You
City Central Hospital, Intensive Care Unit.
Fu Zheng was lying on the hospital bed, his face pale, with an oxygen tube in his nose.
Doctors and nurses were coming in and out, busy all the time.
Fu Jinzhou stood in front of the bed with his head down, his expression unclear.
He had become much thinner, with a blue stubble on his chin, and he looked haggard and decadent.
Chang Kun stood behind him, lowered his head, and did not dare to speak.
The atmosphere was so oppressive that it was suffocating.
Xu Mingzhe stood beside him and patted his shoulder. "We've contacted the Provincial People's Hospital. This case requires surgery. It's very difficult, and our hospital doesn't dare to take the risk."
Fu Jinzhou didn't say anything. He was old and had a complicated heart condition, so it was normal that Pingjiang Hospital didn't dare to see him.
"Go to the dorm and pack up first. You have to follow me tomorrow morning."
Xu Mingzhe's words reminded Fu Jinzhou.
I have to take the old man to the Provincial People's Hospital tomorrow, and I won't be able to see Su Li for a long time.
Thinking of this, Fu Jinzhou said in a hoarse voice: "I'll leave this to you. I'm going to go out for a while."
After Fu Jinzhou went out, he went back to the dormitory to pack up and left the hospital directly.
At this time, Su Li was just about to go to bed when she heard a knock on the door.
She didn't move, only heard Su Mingde get up and open the door.
Su Mingde saw the anxious Fu Jinzhou and asked in a puzzled voice, "Doctor Fu?"
"Brother Mingde, I want to see Su Li."
Fu Jinzhou looked apologetic.
Su Mingde hadn't seen him for a few days, and suddenly saw him so anxious and thin, he couldn't help but worry.
"What happened?"
As he spoke, he led the people inside, without any concern for whether the time was appropriate.
After Fu Jinzhou went in, Su Danian also came out.
"Uncle, excuse me for interrupting you. I want to talk to Su Li about something."
Fu Jinzhou knew it was inappropriate, but he didn't have time to think about it now.
Su Danian turned around and knocked on Su Li's door, "Girl, are you asleep?"
Su Li had seen Fu Jinzhou through the window and heard his voice.
She should be able to guess that Fu Jinzhou came to tell her about the old man of the Fu family.
It just so happens that she has something to say today.
"Dad, I'm not asleep. Let him in."
Su Li was not pretentious. She had nothing to worry about when talking to him in her own home.
Su Danian looked at Su Mingde and motioned him to go back to the house.
Fu Jinzhou took a deep breath, adjusted his breathing, and pushed open the door.
Su Li's heart sank when she saw Fu Jinzhou, thin and haggard, standing there motionless.
"Fu Jinzhou!" she called softly, "I know what you want to say, but I'm not interested in what you say."
Fu Jinzhou slowly raised his head and looked at her.
His eyes were bloodshot and his eye sockets were sunken. The light that flashed in his eyes when he saw Su Li just now dimmed again.
"Su Li!"
The man's voice sounded helpless, even a little sad.
Su Li looked at him, and an indescribable feeling surged in her heart.
She walked up to him and stopped. "Fu Jinzhou, you've caused me trouble. Your fiancée and your sister have come to see me, and your grandfather has also come to see me, which makes me very uncomfortable. I really don't like you. Can you stay away from me? You've already affected my life."
She tried to make her voice sound calm, but even though her voice was soft, it was firm.
Fu Jinzhou shook his head. "No, Su Li, I'm in your heart. I can feel it. You're lying to me. I don't believe you don't have me in your heart."
Su Li took a deep breath and smiled, "Fu Jinzhou, don't be so sentimental. I know you have me in your heart, and I am very grateful for everything you have done for me."
"But I really don't like you. We've known each other for so many years. If I liked you, I would have liked you a long time ago. I wouldn't have married Shao Ting'an."
These words, like a sharp knife, pierced Fu Jinzhou's heart.
He suddenly raised his head and stared at Su Li.
The pain and despair in his eyes made Su Li dare not look into his eyes.
She lowered her head and continued, "I don't want to lie to you, nor do I want to delay you."
"You are good, you deserve a better woman."
"Shao Ting'an has already killed me once. I no longer believe in marriage, and I will never enter into one again."
She paused, a hint of sob in her voice.
"I will never let myself get into such a terrible situation again."
"Fu Jinzhou, every word I say is sincere. I believe you can feel it."
Su Li raised her head and looked at Fu Jinzhou. The tears in her eyes were forced down by her.
Fu Jinzhou looked at her, moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he said nothing.
His eyes gradually dimmed, and finally, there was only dead silence.
Su Li looked at him and felt a pang of pain in her heart.
She knew that she had hurt him deeply.
But she had no other choice.
A short pain is worse than a long pain.
She couldn't give him any more hope, couldn't let him continue to be stubborn.
"Fu Jinzhou, forget about me. How can a man be so incapable of letting go? After so many years, you are not afraid of being laughed at when you say it."
Su Li took a deep breath and tried to make her tone relaxed and teasing.
And kindly advised: "As a friend, I want to remind you that Lin Wanyi is a good woman. It's not easy for her to wait for you for so many years. Live a good life."
Fu Jinzhou stood there, motionless, looking at Su Li with a smile on her face. It felt as if his chest was hollowed out, and the pain was so severe that he could hardly breathe.
He paused for a moment, then said in a hoarse voice, "I came here to tell you that my grandfather has suddenly become seriously ill. I have to take him to the Provincial People's Hospital for surgery tomorrow. I will be back when his condition stabilizes."
"You should get some rest early!"
The moment Fu Jinzhou turned around, two lines of tears slid down his cheeks.
A man who had never shed tears realized for the first time that tears could be so hot.
Su Li looked at his tall back and unconsciously raised her hand to cover her chest.
There are some things you can deceive others about, but it’s hard to deceive yourself!
I watched him leave through the window, and with every step I took, I felt that the distance between us was getting further and further away.
His family has always wanted him to go to the provincial capital. His bright future shouldn't be stopped because of her. This is an opportunity.
Su Danian watched Fu Jinzhou leave in a daze, and stood outside the door looking at his daughter's door, feeling bad.
He could see that his daughter had someone else in her heart.
Fu Jinzhou is handsome and values her so much. How could Su Li not be moved? Especially since he is the one who has been with her all the way through her most difficult and helpless times?
Su Mingde and Wen Yu heard the door open and walked out of the house. They asked softly, "Are you leaving?"
"What exactly happened?" Wen Yu looked confused.
Liu Guilan came out with her clothes on and waved her hand, "Everyone go back to bed, I'll go check it out."
Su Danian raised his chin and said, "Go and have a look."
Liu Guilan sighed and pushed open Su Li's door, only to see her lying on the table with her shoulders shaking violently.
When Su Danian, who was outside the door, saw his daughter's condition, he knew that she was crying silently again. He picked up his pipe with a worried heart and went out.
"Girl, tell mom what's going on!"
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