Chapter 134 You wore a mask today
Chu Yian was confused. These people couldn't wait to find Qin Sheng. It must be because he was about to go to war.
Qin Sheng was about to leave, so it was normal for them to be restless, but Chu Yian really didn't expect that these people would come together to find Qin Sheng.
Are his group of brothers...their relationship so harmonious?
Are they not jealous? Are they fighting openly or secretly? Do they fight whenever they meet?
Why don't you just stagger your time? Are you just coming together like this?
Isn't this... a little too harmonious? How did you train them?
Chu Yian was in a complicated mood. She reached out and pushed Qin Sheng, and Qin Sheng let her go.
Following her gaze, Qin Sheng clearly saw the Fourth Prince and his two companions, and his expression changed slightly.
He looked at Chu Yian and smiled: "You go back first and wait for me for a while, I will be back soon."
Chu Yian nodded, glanced at the Fourth Prince and his companions not far away, turned around and followed Duke Qin and Qin Huaishu into the Duke's Mansion.
Qin Huaishu didn't look back, but his heart seemed to be wrapped in ice.
He knew his younger brother best, so how could he not notice the changes in Qin Sheng today?
He worked so hard for so many years and gave up everything for this, but in the end, Mr. Dapeng's actions solved the Qin family's problem, and made all his efforts over the years seem like a joke.
He put himself in a dilemma. He couldn't love his wife, and he couldn't go back to the past to change himself. There were still many people outside who needed his help.
Qin Shengyou has never been sincere to anyone in the world, so it is easy for him to withdraw.
But those people are not like that. Their feelings for Qin Sheng...are probably difficult to extricate themselves from.
We can appease them now, but it is unpredictable whether we can maintain the current stable situation and live in peace with each other in the future.
Qin Sheng was probably unable to accept the sudden change in the situation for a while, but he also knew that this was the best outcome for the Qin family.
That's why he said he needed time to adjust himself.
But how could things develop like this if it wasn't the result of Qin Sheng's own planning?
Since you have made a plan, you should think that this day will come sooner or later, and you should be mentally prepared for both the best and worst results.
It's just that this day came too early and too suddenly, so he didn't have time to suppress all his messy thoughts, and his past mentality was not adjusted in time with the changes in reality, which made him feel confused again.
Qin Huaishu knew Qin Sheng too well. He was a stubborn and awkward person.
In the past, I would come to ask him when I was confused, but no matter how much I said, it seemed that I could not soothe his inner anxiety.
He always tried to change everything by himself, but after all, Qin Sheng was only twelve or thirteen years old at that time. At such a young age, he was powerless even if he wanted to do something.
Now when I am confused, I don’t even want to talk to them and just want to hide myself.
Qin Huaishu also felt at a loss as to what to do with Qin Sheng. Qin Sheng's ability to see through people's hearts was too strong. Every time Qin Huaishu wanted to say something to him, he could sense it and then find a reason to avoid him.
It's true that the older we get, the more distant we become and the less close we become.
Unlike other people in Duke Qin's Mansion, Chu Yian is a simple-minded person. He doesn't have so many twists and turns, and he can comfort Qin Sheng appropriately.
Although he may not be able to get to the point, only facing her at this time can Qin Sheng truly relax and no longer need to hide himself.
So he would rather stay with Chu Yian.
But Qin Sheng...what should he do in the future? What else can he do?
If he fails to adjust his mentality in time and allows himself to sink, every day in the future will be torture for Qin Sheng.
He will be completely trapped in the pain of the past and will never be able to escape it for the rest of his life.
This is not what Qin Huaishu wants to see. He hopes that Qin Sheng can see things more clearly and that he can say to Chu Yian what he couldn't say to them.
As long as he speaks it out, it will only be a matter of time before he is relieved, and he won't have to keep it in his heart forever.
Everyone in the group was in a very heavy mood, and after parting, they returned to their own courtyards.
Even the usually clumsy Xiaofu was keenly aware of this strange atmosphere, so she didn't say a word along the way and followed Chu Yian quietly.
After returning to Fuhuayuan, he retreated obediently.
Chu Yian sat down in the yard, supporting his chin and waiting for Qin Sheng to come back.
She was a little worried about Qin Sheng. He was really acting a little abnormal today.
For some reason, Chu Yian had a hunch that if he continued like this, perhaps one day in the future Qin Sheng would no longer exist in this world.
At least he was no longer the Qin Sheng she knew.
She still hoped that Qin Sheng could be as happy as before. Even if he had many troubles, he could get a moment of relaxation when he returned home, giving his tense nerves a chance to breathe.
But Chu Yian didn’t know whether Qin Sheng was willing to tell her his inner thoughts, which made her feel a little uneasy.
Qin Sheng didn't know what he said to those people, and he didn't come back until it was almost dark.
When he came back, his face looked much better, and he was smiling. He walked up to Chu Yian and looked down at her: "Why are you sitting here? The weather is cold, be careful of the cold, or go back to the house."
Chu Yian stood up from the stool and looked up at Qin Sheng, sizing him up seriously.
It seems that there is no change from before, and my mood has indeed adjusted.
But for some reason, it gave Chu Yian a feeling that it was not real.
Qin Sheng was a little puzzled: "Why are you looking at me like that? Is there something on my face?"
Chu Yian pursed his lips and shook his head. Halfway through, he quickly nodded. His eyes gradually became firm, and he said decisively: "Yes!"
Qin Sheng was stunned for a moment, then touched his face: "Really? No."
I touched it but couldn't find anything. Could it be stained with ink? Probably not.
Chu Yian reached out and poked Qin Sheng's face. Her eyes were as clear as a pool of water whose bottom could be seen at a glance. Qin Sheng could even see his own face in her eyes, and the hidden sorrow deep in them.
Her tone became more serious: "You wore a mask today."
Qin Sheng's smile froze on his face.
Chu Yian withdrew his hand, his eyes became complicated and unhappy: "Qin Sheng, haven't we always talked about everything? Now you don't want to tell me what's in your heart."
"I'm not as smart as you. I can't guess everything myself and guess correctly."
"I can't guess what you're thinking, and even if I do, I'll be wrong. So, please tell me what you're thinking, okay?"
Qin Sheng lowered his eyes and looked at her, the smile on his face faded little by little.
Chu Yian lowered his head, his tone inevitably disappointed: "Qin Sheng, you are already able to go to the battle, I may not be able to help you with anything. With my ability, I have almost done everything I can do for you. There is really nothing more I can help you with."
"But I hope you can be happy. You don't have to pretend to be happy in front of me."
"You should learn from me. If you're happy, you're happy. If you're unhappy, you're unhappy. You have to put on a brave face outside, but you don't have to do that at home. You don't have to worry about me."
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