Chapter 177 Your Guarantee is Worthless
Qin Sheng's hands tightened and loosened, and his heart felt like it was being fried in a frying pan.
He could feel his own violent heartbeat and the trembling of his fingertips, and even an indescribable shudder came from the place where Chu Yian was holding him.
But he didn't do anything in the end. He just silently felt Chu Yian slowly let go of him and then stepped back.
She only took two steps back, but each step seemed to create an unbridgeable chasm, completely isolating them at the two ends of the world.
Qin Sheng looked at Chu Yian silently, and at this moment he felt endless desolation in a corner of his heart.
Those seeds that had already sprouted were like being wrapped in ice, and all the tender shoots were frozen to death under the ice.
The world seemed to have become quiet, and everyone had left his world.
Qin Sheng lowered his eyelashes, raised the corners of his lips slightly, and took a step back.
Some emotions don't need to be expressed, and some feelings cannot be expressed in words.
He knew clearly that the distance between him and Chu Yian could only stop here. If he tried to move forward, the final outcome would be destruction.
Just like this...isn't it good?
Being her support and her best friend, this is the best ending for them.
Qin Sheng looked at his feet and no longer looked at Chu Yian. His clenched fists finally loosened little by little.
They are like two intersecting lines. It is enough that they do not move further apart after intersecting.
Qin Sheng turned around and just as he was about to raise his foot, Chu Yian grabbed him and threw himself into his arms again, hugging his waist tightly.
Qin Sheng froze completely, and his heart, which he had finally controlled, began to beat even more wildly.
Like a wild horse that has broken free from its reins.
He pursed his lips tightly and looked at Chu Yian, but Chu Yian didn't look at him. Instead, he looked at Huang Sanya who was standing beside him and asked in a clear voice, "Third sister, is that so?"
The clear voice seemed to carry an inexplicable magic that pulled him back from his trance and returned to the reality of the moment.
Qin Sheng bit his lips hard and didn't let go until he felt a taste of rust between his lips and teeth.
What on earth is he thinking about?
Since you know that it is a red line that cannot be crossed, don't always think about things and people that do not belong to you.
Now that I can still stay with her and see her every day, I should be satisfied.
Looking at Chu Yian in his arms, something penetrated Qin Sheng's heart and illuminated that layer of darkness.
After looking down at her for a few seconds, Qin Sheng raised the corners of his lips gently, reached out and hugged her, lowered his head and rested his chin on her shoulder.
There's nothing wrong with that actually...
For him, this is the best ending.
Chu Yian was stunned by Qin Sheng's sudden action and patted him: "What are you doing?"
Qin Sheng shook his head: "Nothing, I'm just leaving soon and I can't bear to leave you."
Chu Yian blinked, feeling a little melancholy. "Didn't we agree not to talk about this for now? At most, you can wait for me for a few years. When my martial arts skills are fully developed, I will come to find you."
Qin Sheng chuckled softly, let go of her and stood up straight. There seemed to be a layer of fine light in his eyes, making his eyes look particularly gentle.
"Forget it, you married me to enjoy a good life, not to live with me in this kind of life of sleeping in the open and on the edge of a knife."
"Rather than accompanying me, I would rather you choose to live your life the way you like."
"But Xiao Anzi, thank you anyway. Your words are enough."
Chu Yian frowned and glanced at him. He always felt that this guy was in a very bad mood for a moment, as if he was autistic.
Pursing her lips, she said, "You, wait for me, I'll come over and talk to you later."
Qin Sheng nodded, and Chu Yian pulled Huang Sanya out of the house quickly.
To be honest, Huang Sanya had never seen a man treat his wife so gently.
After getting married, the men in Dashi Village either beat or scold their wives. At most, this only happens for a while when they first get married, but they return to their old ways after a few days.
She didn't know the situation of Chu Yian and Qin Sheng, but she had a hunch that Qin Sheng would not be the same as those men.
Moreover, the way Qin Sheng looked at Chu Yian was also very different, but Huang Sanya didn't know what kind of look it was.
No one had ever looked at her like that, and she had never seen that look from anyone.
When Chu Yian and Huang Sanya went to the guest room, cotton cloth, needles and thread had already been delivered.
She discussed the details of the clothes with Huang Sanya, repeating them several times, and only left the room after confirming that Huang Sanya really understood.
When I returned to the room, I saw Qin Sheng sitting at the table drinking tea, as if nothing had happened.
Chu Yian walked over curiously, stood in front of Qin Sheng, bent down and stared into his eyes with a scrutinizing look on his face.
Qin Sheng let her look at him, and asked, "What's wrong? Is there something on my face?"
This person...why is he always so sensitive to his mood changes?
I wasn't this sharp before.
Last time, you could say he was in a bad mood and deliberately leaked it out, but this time he restrained himself very well and probably didn't show it.
Chu Yian narrowed his eyes, suddenly stretched out his hands and pinched Qin Sheng's face on the left and right, and his eyes lit up instantly.
Qin Sheng: ...
Qin Sheng quickly put down the cup and reached out to pry Chu Yian's hand: "You, you took the wrong medicine? Why are you pinching me?"
Chu Yian didn't let go, staring at him and said, "Tell me! What were you thinking about just now?"
Qin Sheng: ...
Qin Sheng couldn't exert any strength with his hands, so he reluctantly let Chu Yian pinch his face and said vaguely, "How could I have any thoughts? No."
Chu Yian spared Qin Sheng's face, but didn't spare him as a person: "Xiao Shengzi, when you lose control of your emotions, it's actually quite obvious."
Qin Sheng rubbed his face casually for a few times and said nonchalantly: "Is there? No."
Chu Yian walked over and sat down next to me: "You hugged me when you lost control last time, and you hugged me this time too. I feel like I'm almost becoming your stress relief tool."
Chu Yian couldn't help but laugh as he spoke.
You won't believe it, but she really does feel that way. Although Qin Sheng always seems unwilling to say anything in front of her, those negative emotions will gradually fade away if he stays with her for a while longer.
So if she isn't a stress reliever, what is she?
Qin Sheng was stunned for a moment, then quickly understood the literal meaning of these words. He couldn't help laughing, and his shoulders were shaking with laughter.
After he had laughed enough, he looked at Chu Yian and said, "You're right if you say so. It's really relaxing to be with you."
Chu Yian's eyes rolled around, and he suddenly leaned close to Qin Sheng and asked seriously, "Actually, there are better ways to relieve stress. Do you want to try it?"
Qin Sheng became interested: "Tell me about it."
Chu Yian raised his palm towards Qin Sheng, his eyes extremely firm: "In fact, I was a qualified psychological counselor in my previous life. Just tell me your true thoughts, and I will solve your problems in a minute and keep you comfortable both physically and mentally."
Qin Sheng: ...
Qin Sheng's mouth twitched. Although he didn't understand what a psychological counselor qualification certificate was, he heard Chu Yian's subsequent words clearly.
This guy really never forgets to let him speak his mind all the time.
If it is an ordinary thing, you can just say it, but some things cannot be said out loud and you have to keep them in your heart.
Qin Sheng handed a grape to Chu Yian and abruptly changed the subject: "Come, eat something."
Chu Yian: ...
Chu Yian took the grapes and slapped Qin Sheng's hand, glared at him and stuffed the grapes into his mouth: "You don't say anything!"
Qin Sheng smiled and said, "I don't have any worries, really not. I will tell you next time I have something to worry about. I promise."
Chu Yian rolled his eyes: "Your promise is worthless."
Qin Sheng raised his eyebrows. He was not convinced. "It is said that a gentleman's promise is his bond. How can my promise be worthless?"
At least in front of Chu Yian, he never broke his promise to her.
Chu Yian curled his lips, stood up and walked out.
Qin Sheng was stunned: "Where are you going?"
Chu Yian: "Small warehouse."
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