Chapter 182 Falling in Love with You
Chapter 182 Falling in Love with You?
After vomiting violently for a while, Han Changping fetched some water for Zhang Xueying to wipe again, and she gradually became much more sober.
“Don’t go…”
Han Changping got up to pour some water. Zhang Xueying, who was lying on the bed, grabbed his hand and rested her face on the back of Han Changping's hand.
"Can you talk?"
"Okay, you talk, I'm listening."
Han Changping put the washbasin on the ground and kicked it away. He knew that Zhang Xueying had deliberately drunk too much today, although he didn't know the reason.
But now she wanted to tell him, so he would be the best listener.
Before she could say anything, a touch of warmth dripped onto the back of Han Changping's hand, and Zhang Xueying started crying.
Although she didn't cry loudly, her face, which was resting on Han Changping's hand, was twitching constantly.
"Why did she take my brother away instead of me?
I was only a few years old at that time, and she threw me down so cruelly.
Do you know how difficult those years were for me? Other children had the love of their parents, but I had nothing.
Feeling the twitching of her cheek after each word she spoke, Han Changping reached out and gently stroked Zhang Xueying's head with great heartache, really wanting to slowly soothe the pain that had accumulated in her heart.
"I lived with my grandparents since I was little. Even my only father ignored me. Later, he passed away. My grandparents were really the only ones left in my world.
Later, my grandparents also passed away, and I became an orphan with no one to take care of me.
Just when I saw clearly that I couldn't rely on anyone in this world and that I could only rely on myself and really survive on my own, she actually came back, haha..."
A sneer contains more sadness, a mockery of oneself and a mockery of fate.
"How dare she say she is my mother? My mother died more than ten years ago. Why did she come back to disgust me?
Does she have to see me in such a mess to be happy? Also, my brother even took my surname and became my son, ha...hahaha..."
Tears of hatred seeped out of the bitter smile.
"Since you are living well, why do you come back to disturb my world and interfere with it?
This is ridiculous. Who are they? Han Changping, tell me, who are they? Why can they leave and come back as they please?
Is my Zhang Xueying's world so easy for them to come and go as they please? "
Han Changping didn't know how to answer Zhang Xueying, so he could only stroke her hair gently and said,
"Perhaps your mother has her own difficulties?"
"Bullshit, she shouldn't even be called a human being, let alone a mother.
If she was really a good mother, she should not abandon her child and seek happiness on her own. From the beginning to the end, she only had her son in her heart, and I, her daughter, was a burden to her.
If she had known this would happen, why would she have given birth to me in the first place? Ha, Han Changping, tell me, why did she give birth to me?
"Okay, okay, Zhang Xueying, let's not talk about this. Go get some sleep first. Everything will be over after a good night's sleep."
"Han Changping..."
Zhang Xueying pulled Han Changping's hand towards her with all her strength, and said with a strange chuckle,
"Do you think I'm drunk and talking nonsense again?"
"You're not just drunken talk. You've been feeling pent up for too long and wanted to find someone to talk to. I'm glad you chose me."
"Han Changping,"
Zhang Xueying shouted again, and slowly opened her eyes, looking up at Han Changping with a silly smile on her face.
"I find you to be a really good person. What if I fall in love with you if this continues?"
"Okay, it's my honor to be loved by a beautiful woman like you."
"go……"
Zhang Xueying grabbed Han Changping's hand, pushed it hard, and buried her entire face in his palm again.
"Even if I really fall in love with you one day, I will not marry you.
I will be your lover, your woman for life, anything, but I don't want to be your wife or the mother of your children."
"Why, are you afraid that I can't support you?"
Han Changping continued to tease her.
"I'm not afraid that you can't support me, I'm afraid that I won't be able to be a good mother in my life. I'm afraid that if I have children, I won't be able to give them the best life.
Also, whenever I think about getting married in the future, I get scared. I’m afraid that I will get divorced one day.
So, since I can't give the best to my family and my children, I might as well not get married in the first place. It would be fine to live my life this way."
Zhang Xueying's words made Han Changping feel a pain in his heart. It was obvious that it was the harm from her original family that made Zhang Xueying afraid of marriage.
If these words came from a woman in the 21st century, no one would find it strange, but in this era, can she really escape from those troubles by doing this?
"Han Changping,"
With a soft cry, Zhang Xueying pressed her face closer to Han Changping's hand and said,
"I really have a little crush on you. You're a good man. Any girl who marries you will be very happy. Unfortunately, that person is not me. Sigh!"
"You will definitely be happy, you will definitely be happy, go to sleep, go to sleep..."
Gently stroking Zhang Xueying's head, listening to her breathing slowly become steady and she fell asleep, Han Changping dared to slowly place her head on the pillow.
After covering herself with the quilt, when she stood up, she looked at Zhang Xueying's face, which was usually very three-dimensional and dashing. Now it looked like a kitten, sleeping lazily, which was also very cute.
"Xueying, you are also a good girl. You will definitely find your own happiness. You will also become a good wife and a good mother. You will."
"Han Changping,"
It was already dark when Han Changping sent Zhang Xueying home, and then he returned to the small hotel where Wang Shigui was staying. He didn't expect that the little girl Wang Yingying had been waiting for him.
Seeing him come in, she jumped up from the sofa, ran over, and took Han Changping's arm very trustingly and asked,
"How is it? What did you and Sister Xueying say? Does she like you? Are you two together?"
"Oh……"
Wang Shigui smiled when he saw his daughter's gossipy look.
"Okay, okay, my girl, don't you see that your brother Changping is tired? Changping!"
Wang Shigui stood up and said,
"Wash yourself up and go to bed early. Oh, and your money is all here, take a look."
"Uncle Wang, don't look at me. Don't you think I can believe you? I'm really a little tired. So I'll just take a shower and go to bed."
Han Changping said this to Wang Yingying who was still pestering him, but the little girl had been waiting for an entire afternoon, so how could she let Han Changping go so easily?
"Han Changping, are you going to tell me or not? Also, what's the relationship between that Mr. Yu and Sister Xueying? Why is he so afraid of Zhang Xueying?"
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