Dramatic, changeable, and extremely eager for recognition from others.
This emotion makes her look a little hypocritical, overly concerned about the labels others put on her, and lacking self-awareness and confidence.
But she is also a complex person. Her histrionic personality and extreme lack of love make her very sensitive to any changes in the outside world.
A small attitude from others could make her feel lost and toss and turn all day long.
But it is also this point that makes her extremely shining after she gave up pleasing others and decided to be herself.
The full-fire Taylor Swift Swift 7 on the stage is crazy enough to infect the whole world.
In private, she is a relatively introverted person.
Introverts have a characteristic: they have an extremely rich inner world.
All kinds of fantasies will arise in the mind, and words that cannot be said and things that cannot be controlled will be rehearsed as expected.
If the brain's thoughts could be projected into reality, Taylor's little brain theater would surely win an Oscar.
But no matter what, she is a kind person. She just desires recognition from others and wants to be a good girl.
This can be seen from her notes, which she wrote when she was twelve or thirteen years old.
It clearly records her life, career, dreams and beliefs, and the belief system she has established from childhood to the present is just a short sentence: I need people to think I am a good person.
Her hypocrisy and affectation, her deliberate exaggeration to attract attention, are all based on this belief.
Keng Keng~ Hearing the knock on the door, Li Zhenyu put down the wine glass in his hand and said, "Come in."
Taylor, wrapped in a white bath towel, carefully put his head through the crack of the door, "Yu, I..."
"Come in!"
Li Zhenyu smiled and sat up straight, saying in a relaxed tone: "There is still a lot of room here, let's go together."
“By the way, I just thought of a new song, the blue sea, the ebb and flow of the tide, waiting for your return.
My heart is eternal, just for you... I can't sleep at night, falling into the abyss... Love is heaven, love is like purgatory, nirvana and rebirth, oh oh oh~"
As the song started, Li Zhenyu raised his eyebrows and waved, signaling her to move.
The rhythm of music coming from her body made every cell in her body dance involuntarily.
In this life, Li Zhenyu has the good fortune to enjoy the rhythmic hip-twisting dance moves of this pair of 101cm long legs alone.
Thinking of this, Li Zhenyu couldn't help but have associations.
How can those who are less than 170cm tall have the nerve to claim that their legs are 110cm long + Taylor is 180cm long, plus 10cm high heels only make their legs 111cm long, that's really long!
An excellent frame should not only have harmonious proportions but also be of just the right length.
It should also have a delicate texture and sharp response, and it would be even better if it had a certain degree of active feedback.
On this infatuated night, the frame gave excellent autonomous response and feedback.
"morning."
Early in the morning, Li Zhenyu was sitting on the sofa drinking coffee, smiling at Taylor, who was leaning against the door frame and looking out, wearing a white T-shirt.
A head of smooth long hair, draped loosely behind the shoulders.
"morning."
With a gentle smile, Taylor has fallen into a sweet love.
It is most appropriate to say that she is love-brained.
But Li Zhenyu hopes that he is the one who can give her support and faith.
What's wrong with wanting to be a good girl? "Come here."
He patted the seat next to him and Taylor trotted over and sat next to him.
Her body naturally leaned against his shoulder, her head resting on it, and her long legs, which had nowhere to put, were placed sideways on the sofa.
"Are you okay?"
"Um."
"What are your plans for today? If you have nothing else to do, can I take care of the rest of the time?"
However, this surprise was not quite what she expected.
Li Zhenyu booked a theater and had it decorated in a modern stage style.
Then, he personally selected a brand new stage costume for her.
She was wearing a silver sequined dress and a pair of long legs completely exposed to the air, with a pair of 10cm high heels on her feet.
"Come on, meet the new Taylor Swift."
Holding her hand, walking towards the stage with her, Li Zhenyu raised the microphone in his right hand: "The azure blue sea, the ebb and flow of the tide, will wait for you to come back. My heart will be eternal, just for you..."
As the song started, Taylor stood under the lights, feeling a little at a loss.
Then, Li Zhenyu began to dance with her, twisting her waist, swinging her hips, bending her knees and raising her arms forward.
Stretch out your fingers, then curl them inwards and clench them into fists.
Down, punch hard...
Soon, Taylor mastered the technique, and the final squat, leg extension, and retraction were completely her own ideas.
When it was the second time, Li Zhenyu handed the microphone to her.
He slowly stepped down from the stage and sat in the first row, watching Taylor blossom on the stage with admiration.
This is the woman in my memory. She is the stage.
Standing on the rural theater stage that looked like her hometown, she was stared at intently by her beloved man. The appreciation and excitement in his eyes gave her absolute confidence.
Taylor felt as if every cell in her body was singing uncontrollably, making her dance along.
Pa pa pa~ As the music gradually faded, Li Zhenyu stood up suddenly and applauded her wonderful performance.
“Perfect, absolutely perfect!”
Li Zhenyu kept clapping and took the initiative to greet Taylor who was running towards him from the stage.
"Yu."
Taylor flew into his arms as he called her affectionately.
Fortunately, he was tall enough, otherwise, the two of them would have to change positions and he would be held in Taylor's arms.
Looking down, Li Zhenyu suddenly realized that this seemed to be a good idea.
"Yu, isn't this too revealing? Will people criticize us?"
“Taylor.”
"Um?"
Looking down at her bright ice-blue eyes, Li Zhenyu said in a firm tone: "Just be yourself. No one can please everyone. Just be yourself."
"There are many people in this world, lovely actors, singers, and speakers, but there is only one Taylor Swift."
[Trigger new task: Give Taylor Swift absolute confidence and let her firmly believe that she is the best]
"Oh, the mission is here!"
Li Zhenyu became more confident in his decision, and he was right.
"Be yourself...?"
Taylor looked at him with insecurity, as if he had never thought of such a possibility.
She has always been the perfect girl in other people's minds, the little country princess, sweet, lovely, and the good girl recognized by everyone.
Now, someone suddenly told her that she could be herself, be Taylor Swift.
So, what should I be like?
Taylor was confused for a moment, she couldn't find herself.
(End of this chapter)