Time slowly passed and there were less than a hundred days left until the college entrance examination.
Hou Tong still hasn't found the girl that Bai Liu likes, but the approaching college entrance examination has distracted her a lot and left her with no time to pay attention to Bai Liu.
The same was true for everyone else. Even Xu Wei didn't have time to find fault with Bai Liu.
Qiaomu Private High School has a small test every Monday, a big test every month, and a comprehensive test every half month. Organizing the test papers and rankings, and dealing with her son Bao Kangle's fluctuating grades are enough to make her anxious.
Lu Yizhang and Fang Dian also began to have crazily added classes. Every time they sneaked down to look for Bai Liu, they looked like they were only breathing out but not breathing in. Fang Dian would even droop his eyelids while walking and fall asleep on Lu Yizhang's back.
So Bai Liu asked them to stop visiting her recently, and to wait until the end of senior year. It was not like they would never see each other again after not seeing each other for a few months.
Lu Yizhan agreed reluctantly.
So during the most critical time of senior year when everyone was busiest, Bai Liu was the only one who had some free time.
Evening self-study, 9 o'clock, Class 17.
The evening self-study for senior high school students at Qiaomu usually lasts until 10 o'clock, but in the last three months of senior high school, most of the students in Bai Liu's class go to school on foot, and their parents will come to pick up their children at 9 o'clock in the evening.
In the classroom, students with haggard and tired faces packed up their teaching materials, papers, homework and pencil cases, and walked towards their parents who were anxiously waiting outside the school. When the parents took the students' schoolbags, the first question they asked was:
"How was your study today?"
Or "How did you do on the test today?"
Outside the classroom, there was a bustling crowd of students and parents leaving, but none of this had anything to do with Bai Liu.
Bai Liu sat alone in the corner of the increasingly empty classroom, slowly spinning his pen and working on a math problem about conic curves with his chin on his hand.
The final answer to this problem is the square root of two. He has calculated it three times over an hour, and the answer is still half.
After reviewing the answer three times without finding out where he had gone wrong, Bai Liu began to feel unhappy. He narrowed his eyes and quickly scanned the question again with a look as if he was preparing to solve the problem. At the end, the tip of his pen stopped at the period of the last sentence in the question and nodded.
Then the last word and the period were unpleasantly blacked out.
Math is so annoying.
Time passed slower and slower, the night grew darker and darker, and the classroom of Class 17 at the end of the second floor gradually became empty. Only Bai Liu, who was sitting by the window in the lower right corner, was left, still solving the incorrect cone problem for the fourth time.
In the late spring and early summer in the high school, there were faint sounds of mosquitoes coming from outside the window. The empty seat in front of Bai Liu suddenly moved by itself, dragged closer to Bai Liu's seat, and finally stuck tightly to Bai Liu's desk and didn't move.
If there were students passing by the window at this moment, they would definitely scream out in fear - this is a scene from some campus horror movie!
Heitao spread his long legs and sat astride the chair in front of Bai Liu. He put his head on the back of the chair, hugged the back of the chair with both hands, tilted his head to look at Bai Liu, and asked: "Why are you still working on this problem? You worked very quickly on the last problem."
His height was shrunk so tightly on this high school student chair that he looked a little cramped. He seemed to be sitting on an ill-fitting child's chair, and his feet were stomping restlessly on the ground, causing the chair and his body to sway back and forth.
Bai Liu's chair was also shaking. He opened his eyelids and glanced at the shaking Heitao in front of him. He said coldly: "Don't shake the chair. My table is shaking too."
"Oh." Hei Tao pulled his legs back, turned his chair around, and sat down facing Bai Liu. At the same time, he forcibly stuffed his legs under Bai Liu's desk, pressing them against Bai Liu's calves.
Such a compact space layout under the desk makes the desk a little higher.
Bai Liu's pen left a mark on the test paper as Heitao's legs lifted the table. His eyelids twitched, but Heitao asked without noticing, "Why did you take so long to answer this question?"
The last question is the simplest geometry question, of course it is fast.
But Bai Liu did not explain this to Hei Tao. He did not look at Hei Tao, but lowered his head to look at the question, and answered casually and indifferently: "Because this question does not allow me to get it right."
"Why not let you figure it out correctly?" Spade frowned, "Then kill this question."
Bai Liu paused, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and then he flattened his mouth: "I can't kill him, this question..."
His words stopped abruptly.
Hei Tao was leaning forward suddenly, leaning his body forward while leaning on his desk. One of his legs under the desk unconsciously stretched to Bai Liu's leg. When Bai Liu tried to move his chair back, Hei Tao raised his foot and stepped on Bai Liu's chair, fixing Bai Liu in place.
On the table, Hei Tao's slender and powerful left hand opened and firmly grasped Bai Liu's right hand as he spun the pen, fixing his hand in place, at the point where he had gotten the wrong answer of half after the fourth time.
Hei Tao's footsteps and grip were very steady, and Bai Liu could hardly move. A strange, cool skin touch came from the back of his hand wrapped by Hei Tao and from Hei Tao's knees against his thighs, as if a piece of ice was hugging him.
This made Bai Liu suddenly realize one thing -
——This monster that accompanied him through his childhood had unknowingly invaded his territory, and by snatching the affection from him, it had grown into a gigantic creature that could control his every move.
In the grip of this monster, he didn't even have the strength to pull out a pen.
Bai Liu lowered his eyelids, and his gaze fell on Hei Tao's left hand, which was a full size larger than his, and the smooth and tight muscle lines of his forearm.
He didn't grow muscles so fast, but this guy's grew rapidly. It has grown from a ball as high as his calf to a point where his knees can reach his thighs.
"Why can't you solve this problem?" Heitao looked at the test paper on Bai Liu's desk as if he hadn't noticed anything. He covered Bai Liu's hand holding the pen with his hand and said in a normal tone, "If you don't like this problem, I'll solve it for you."
Hei Tao's head was resting in front of Bai Liu, and he moved a little closer, so close that their breathing intersected, and their intertwined shadows were cast on the paper.
It was really too close. The moment Spade raised her eyes and looked at him, he could clearly see Spade's half-hidden face under her hair, and he could also clearly see himself reflected in the other's silver-blue eyes.
Bai Liu's breathing stagnated for a moment, he quickly looked away and lowered his eyelids.
To be honest, it was hard to imagine that a man with this appearance was just a bunch of puppy-like messy lines half a year ago. This man looked better than any NPC known for his beauty that he had seen in the game.
Not to mention, this superiority also includes body shape.
This appearance and figure were enough to convince Bai Liu that she would be fascinated by the beauty of such a man in the future and spend time with him every day.
After all, he already has such a sign now.
Bai Liu's right hand holding the pen clenched, and the fingertips that were holding the pen were white from the force he was holding. His tone was still cold: "...How are you going to help me solve this problem?"
Heitao raised his eyes and stared at Bai Liu intently for a while, then moved his gaze downwards to Bai Liu's lips, with a very purposeful tone in his voice:
"Reward me now and I will help you kill."
Bai Liu pursed her lips almost reflexively, and then quickly refused: "No reward."
"I told you, not in the classroom."
"But you also said that we can't do it in the dormitory." Heitao held Bai Liu's wrist and pressed it down. He placed both of his hands on the sides of Bai Liu's desk and buried his head in Bai Liu's shoulder. His voice was a little muffled. "Then where can we do it?"
"You haven't rewarded me for 84 minutes."
——This is only about one and a half evening study time.
An hour and a half before evening study, when Bai Liu was washing clothes in the dormitory, Heitao wanted to hold his hand while washing clothes together, and wanted to take credit for it. He needed a reward, but Bai Liu didn't want to give it - he had no idea who started this kind of unhealthy and unhealthy trend of rewards.
He only needs to reward his mother for five minutes to wash his clothes. Will he always make such uneconomical deals with this guy in the future?
But I don’t know why, I was rewarded in the end, and the time limit was exceeded by one minute because I kissed her again when I was leaving.
Originally, Bai Liu forbad Heitao from attending evening self-study classes with him, because Heitao was really damaging his academic performance.
But just as the door was closing, Bai Liu turned around and took one more look at Hei Tao behind the door.
Through the crack in the door, Hei Tao was lying face down on Bai Liu's dormitory bed, with his head buried deeply in Bai Liu's quilt and the school uniform he had just changed. The whole monster's head was filled with a strong feeling of being abandoned, as if there were dark clouds above his head with lightning, thunder, wind and rain.
I don't know what happened afterwards. Bai Liu felt as if he was possessed by a ghost. Through the door that was about to close, he called out softly, "Heitao, do you want to come with me?"
Hei Tao raised his head. There was no emotion on his face, but he stared at Bai Liu with his silver-blue eyes and said, "I want it."
Afterwards, Bai Liu couldn't remember anything. When he remembered again, he remembered that Hei Tao grabbed his wrist, pulled him into the dormitory, and pressed his shoulder against the half-open dormitory door, and he was rewarded with a minute very presumptuously.
Before Bai Liu went out, she drank two glasses of cold water to reduce the redness of her lips.
The later it got, the more Bai Liu interacted with this group of monsters, the more often he became possessed. This made Bai Liu wonder if this dog had some special abilities, like making his mind go blank for a short period of time and making him unclear.
For example, now.
Bai Liu originally wanted to say, "There is no reward tonight, and you can't go to bed," but he turned his head and looked at Hei Tao who was leaning on his shoulder for a second.
Hei Tao lowered his eyelids, and a little bit of light fell on his long eyelashes. His originally cold appearance had a very gentle warmth under the orange-yellow light. His silver-blue eyes looked intently at Bai Liu, and his tone suddenly became soft:
"I like you, Bai Liu."
There was obviously no emotion in the word "like", but it sounded so gentle and cherishing that Bai Liu felt something in his heart tremble uncontrollably.
So Bai Liu put down his pen, and the words on his lips changed calmly to: "If you are tired of doing the questions, go to the playground for a walk."
"That's a good place to reward you."
If it were Bai Liu a year ago, he would never have thought that he would come to the playground alone after 9:30 in the evening, because this was usually the place where couples who were secretly in love at Qiaomu High School would come to be intimate.
When he was in the second year of high school, Bai Liu came to the playground for only one reason, which was to give a walk to Lu Yizhang and Fang Dian, a couple who were visiting the playground.
Because the dean would appear from time to time with a flashlight in his hand at any place where people gathered on the playground lawn. He would vigilantly and sharply observe the men and women walking together in pairs, with fierce and cruel eyes, ready to ruthlessly break up every adolescent love at any time, just like an old lone wolf wandering on the grassland observing his prey.
When discovered by this old lone wolf, Bai Liu, the expressionless light bulb, became a good shield.
So Bai Liu is very familiar with this playground, and he knows many places where couples can be alone, such as the ping-pong table next to the stadium.
He knew that those teenage boys with strong hormones and sexual desire would not be able to help but kiss, hug and even put their hands into their girlfriends' school uniforms in these places.
Bai Liu had seen these couples' out-of-control faces many times when she was walking in the playground with Fang Dian and Lu Yizhang. Under the light of the dean's flashlight and his hysterical screams and curses, they were like monsters revealed by a magic mirror, and they all turned into ugly, panicked looks.
Some boys would even leave their disheveled girlfriends behind and run away quickly.
At that time, Bai Liu watched these farces calmly and indifferently, as if he was watching something happening in another world and among another species.
He didn't understand why the boys were so agitated, nor why the girls were so heartbroken. He didn't understand why, after hearing the dean's voice, they rushed to stick together and do such ridiculous things that had no meaning other than satisfying their sexual desires.
In Bai Liu's view a year ago, love was a stupid thing and desire was the real motive.
But being unable to properly control your desires and doing things for which you cannot afford the consequences is a cheap waste of desires.
Bai Liu never thought that he would become one of this group of stupid couples, just as he never thought that he would lose control of his desires.
Hei Tao put Bai Liu, who was breathing rapidly, on the ping-pong table. His lips slid down along the corner of Bai Liu's lips to her chin, and he kissed and pecked her quickly with a strange tenderness. His hands had already loosened the hem of Bai Liu's school uniform, and the moment he reached in and touched her skin, Bai Liu couldn't help but shiver at the cold temperature. He curled up into a ball like a boiled shrimp and shrank into Hei Tao's arms, his slender white fingers tightly grasping the clothes on Hei Tao's shoulders.
Bai Liu's breathing was so fast that it sounded like he was drowning. He felt suffocated and couldn't breathe. He slowly raised his head from Hei Tao's shoulder.
The dim light of the street lamp beside the ping-pong table fell, and the area around Bai Liu's eyes had turned red to the point of being wet. His dark eyeballs had a hazy and diffused feeling under the light. In a dizzy state as if his brain was about to explode, he heard the voice of the dean coming from afar.
He had never understood why couples were reluctant to separate even after hearing this sound.
But at this moment...
Bai Liu slowly closed his eyes. He hugged his boyfriend and felt his soul sliding down in a warm dizziness. A pair of silver-blue eyes looked at him tenderly, kissed the corners of his eyes and behind his ears, and said to him in his ear:
"I like you."
I may be mentally ill or I may be crazy.
Bai Liu opened his eyes and looked at the flashlight that was getting closer and closer, thinking in a trance.
At this moment, what he was thinking was, if he was discovered by the dean, and if that monster Spade abandoned him and ran away, would he cry like those girls because of being abandoned?
Will he?
He doesn't know.
Bai Liu hugged Hei Tao's back tightly, he closed his eyes and let himself sink into depravity.
...If they are together in the future, it means they should not be separated.