Long Junhai and Princess Mingyue stopped talking. They seemed a little awkward facing each other, but this awkwardness was not a real awkwardness, but a kind of heart-pounding feeling.
Long Junhai had been wondering about this for a while now. After all, he had never been interested in women, but now he always felt a throbbing sensation when he saw a woman, as if he had a special desire in his heart. Why was this? Long Junhai had no idea, so he felt very helpless.
In comparison, Princess Mingyue's heart is more delicate. She is a girl, and even though her temperament is somewhat like a boy, she has received palace education since childhood, so she has always had the idea of male superiority and female inferiority. In addition, after meeting Long Junhai this time, she especially admired him, so she had a good impression of him.
It’s just that the affection Princess Mingyue has in her heart is a special and magical one. It’s a little different to say it’s a good feeling, but if you say it’s not a good feeling, I don’t know how to understand it.
In short, both of them are very panicked now.
When Long Junhai is upset, he can still meditate. As long as he closes his eyes, everything will be much better. At least there will be fewer selfish thoughts!
But Princess Mingyue is different. She still has a lot on her mind. The more she thinks, the more confused she feels. She is so confused that it is hard for her to accept it. It feels like a kind of illness. Generally speaking, she can't say what it is and it can't be that. It is really uncomfortable. She also says that she will blush and her heart beats faster, as if she likes something very much but dare not express it!
No matter what, this is a very abnormal thing, but Princess Mingyue can only bury it in her heart.
"Do I like this master? But he's a monk! How can a princess like me like a monk? It's really hard to understand!" Princess Mingyue couldn't help but think of the relationship between men and women, but she could only suppress her thoughts because she was a woman who grew up in the palace and couldn't have too many emotional entanglements! But wasn't she going to meet her father this time just to solve her own emotional problems?
Princess Mingyue shook her head, trying to stop herself from thinking too much and hoping to calm down as much as possible.
Time passed little by little, but there were still more than two hours before dark. Finally, Princess Mingyue could only say, "Master, are you hungry? How about I order some food for you?"
Princess Mingyue laughed after she finished speaking, because she felt that such words were really embarrassing.
Long Junhai also laughed at this time, and then said directly: "Do you feel too embarrassed? Don't worry about this problem. Why didn't you buy two? Is there anything else? We are just doing something big that we are interested in together!"
"Master, why are you willing to help me? And your thoughts are really so impressive that many people can't hit you and dare not even say such words!" Princess Mingyue asked with a smile.
"It's not that I'm a traitor, but this is my personality. I'm an uneasy soul. How can you ask me to pretend to be mediocre? It's impossible for me to be a Shunming. My Buddha is supreme, but I also want to surpass my Buddha. A monk who doesn't want to be the Buddha is not a good monk!" Long Junhai said with a smile.
"You are really humorous and funny. It's really interesting to talk to you!" Princess Mingyue said with a smile.
"Yes, I think so too, but I think you are an interesting woman. First, maybe I am more and more interested in beautiful women. Second, I think your thoughts and consciousness are more advanced and more in line with my own thoughts. Otherwise, I would not let you do this. Your cooperation and mine are seamless, at least that's what I think." Long Junhai said with a smile.
"Master, do you have someone you like? At your age, you should also have beautiful yearnings for love, right? Is it really possible to achieve the state of having nothing?" Princess Mingyue suddenly asked the question she wanted to ask but had never dared to ask.
Long Junhai was stunned for a moment, looked at the other person, then thought for a moment and said, "Things like this really make me feel a little overwhelmed. I really don't know what I've been thinking these past few days. First of all, I can indeed achieve the Four Elements Absolutely Free, but I don't know why, my mind has been restless these past few days. I don't want to achieve the Four Elements Absolutely Free, and I don't even want to be a monk anymore! But I have to continue to do this, because being a monk is a test for me. I want to be the monk I want to be. I will be the kind of monk that I want to be."
"Haha, a monk like you is really casual. If your master knew about this, he would definitely be angry!" Princess Mingyue said with a smile.
"No, no, no, you don't understand my masters. My masters are the kind of people who live a life of luxury and indulge in alcohol and meat, and are kept in the heart of Buddha. They all cultivate their minds but not their mouths. After all, cultivating the mind is enough, so why should one cultivate one's mouth? If one conceals it, it will be really hard to know that this world is gone!" Long Junhai said with a smile.
"Master, do you still like to eat? For example, meat? For example, wine? Also, do you like women?" Princess Mingyue blushed when she asked these questions.
Long Junhai looked around and saw that there was no one around, then said, "To be honest, I have committed all the sins of alcohol, meat, women, and killing! So I am also very distressed. A monk like this is becoming less and less like a monk!" Long Junhai said with a smile.
Hearing what Long Junhai said, Princess Mingyue felt secretly happy but also a little disappointed. She was happy that the other party didn't care about the rules, but she was disappointed that he already had a woman.
At this time, Princess Mingyue couldn't help but ask, "Master, are you still in contact with the woman you like?"
"No, she was a very good girl and she liked me. I was a bit dull at first and didn't like her very much because I thought it was impossible for me to like a woman. After all, I was a monk. But after she left, I suddenly felt that I would always miss her. Sometimes I think what I missed was not her, but the joy I felt at that time. After all, my impression of her was becoming more and more vague. But sometimes I think that's not the case. A happy thing can't make me obsessed. I should like that feeling." Long Junhai thought for a while and said without any concealment.
The other party took a deep breath and felt that Long Junhai was very honest with her and there was no deception. At least that was what she thought, so she said: "I think that should be a kind of love, a love that is discovered after it is lost."
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