When a person has inner demons, it is really difficult to control. At first, Long Junhai did not think that it was the inner demons that were at work. But now in the second half of the night, when dark clouds covered the moon, he found that he could not control his heart again!
I thought I could sit there peacefully until dawn, but it turned out that this was not allowed. Long Junhai's inner demons became increasingly difficult to suppress. This was the second time in such a long time that his inner demons had truly appeared!
The previous time, the inner demon was just for venting, just for exploding, but this time it was different. It was for suppressing, for destroying all the power, for putting everything into an unknown space, forcing it to disappear completely.
The root of this situation lay in love. Long Junhai knew it all too well, but he hadn't expected it to cause him so much confusion! So, where should he go? Should he stay in the palace? Should he escape this?
Long Junhai was not very clear about it, but he could only endure it. His inner demons had reached a peak. His fingernails had already pierced his palms, and he didn't even know the bones were exposed!
The muscles on Long Junhai's body kept bulging and his blood vessels kept wriggling. Those blood vessels were like a cage, densely controlling Long Junhai and suppressing him. Otherwise, he would probably have exploded and died in the first moment!
Even though Long Junhai had a mortal body, his soul was powerful enough! Generally speaking, as long as the body was wrapped in the soul, no major problems would arise! But the situation was different now, because Long Junhai was truly in pain. His pain was unbearable. He couldn't even control his soul. No matter how powerful his soul was, it was impossible to control his body!
Long Junhai's body was like an inflated balloon, constantly expanding, getting bigger and bigger, and there was a danger of exploding at any time!
However, at this moment, Long Junhai remembered the Heart Sutra. As long as he recited the Heart Sutra, he should be able to persevere!
Of course, these were all Long Junhai’s own thoughts. He had no idea that his current situation had completely gone out of control. Even if it was the Heart Sutra, he had to be in the mood to recite it!
"When practicing the profound Prajnaparamita, one sees that the five aggregates are empty and transcends all things..."
Long Junhai really couldn't live any longer because he was in so much pain. It wasn't just his body that was in pain, it was his soul as well! This kind of problem had never happened before, but now that it had, he should try his best to save the situation, otherwise he would really die!
At this moment, Long Junhai wasn't actually afraid of death; he was afraid of his own wandering thoughts! His mind was now filled with many incomprehensible images, including images of himself as a child, as an adult, from other worlds, and of women like Medusa.
However, these images only flashed through Long Junhai's mind, and in the end he was able to freeze all these images on Taohong. Some women's faces overlapped and set off each other, and finally there appeared the face of a woman that Long Junhai was very familiar with, but did not know at all.
Beside a quiet river, it was pitch black and deserted. Long Junhai watched the other person take off her clothes and go into the river to bathe. Then a hazy mist appeared, like a dream, unable to distinguish east from west, south from north, making people intoxicated. However, Long Junhai wanted to find the other person, but he could no longer see her. No matter how he ran around, he could never find this woman!
Long Junhai immediately went down to the river to search, but he saw nothing but white bones. Those were the people he had killed. These people were all enemies, some were traitors, some were oppressors, and some were people who stabbed him in the back. In short, these enemies all had their fangs bared and were grinning ferociously. Although this smile was very sinister, it made Long Junhai feel very calm, because he suddenly felt that this was his fate, a damn fate. Who made him kill people?
The law of nature is cyclical and retribution is inevitable. Long Junhai has come to this day, and it should have happened to him long ago. However, what happened today is not an end, but a beginning!
The image in Long Junhai's mind flashed, and the image of Princess Mingyue appeared again. She was crying all the time, crying very sadly, crying in a heartbreaking way, and then she cried until tears of blood came out of her eyes.
It was already a scary thing for a woman to cry, and now Long Junhai clearly saw Princess Mingyue shedding tears of blood, which made him even more panicked.
Long Junhai saw the future of Princess Mingyue. After the defeat of the Great Xia Empire, she was forced to marry a foreign prince and then married to the Huns. She lived in a tent of more than ten meters. There were many barbaric men in the tent, each wearing an animal skin coat, and each of them was touching Princess Mingyue. Then the scene changed again. Long Junhai wailed loudly, and his head hurt. He felt that he should not have come to this world. He was causing himself a huge trouble. He should go to another world, but with so many worlds, where should he go?
Looking at the starry sky and the dark galaxy, Long Junhai knew that it was one plane connected to another, one dimension jumping to another, and one dimension breaking through another, but in such a vast universe, there was no place for him to stay.
In this vast world, where is home? Long Junhai doesn’t know what home is. Perhaps it’s because he’s never had one, or perhaps it’s because he’s never cared about it. But all this wasn’t caused by him; it was his choice.
This choice was painful and driving people crazy. Long Junhai became more and more confused. He fell to the ground, closed his eyes, and wanted to get up, but he couldn't. He had no strength left in his body, as if his soul had been sucked away in an instant.
Princess Mingyue, who was sleeping, suddenly heard Long Junhai's roar. She was frightened and woke up immediately. She hurried out of the room and happened to see Long Junhai falling to the ground. At this moment, she felt particularly distressed.
"Master! What's wrong with you! Master, please wake up!" No matter how Princess Mingyue called out, Long Junhai would not wake up at all. In the end, Long Junhai could only fall to the ground. Princess Mingyue hurriedly helped him up, carried him on her back and brought him into the room.
Looking at Long Junhai's face, Princess Mingyue felt particularly haggard. She really wanted him to look at her and accept her love, but she didn't expect that this would make Long Junhai fall into a crazy state. It seemed that he was too depressed in his heart!
But Princess Mingyue could not think of a better solution, so she could only wait quietly for Long Junhai to wake up, and then she would slowly ask him about it.
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