Long Junhai didn't get up, and said lazily, "Come in."
"Master, you haven't gotten up yet?" Fang Ting asked curiously.
"I got up and just arrived in the yard, but I suddenly felt sleepy again, so I came back straight away." Long Junhai said with a smile.
"Haha, Master actually wants to take a nap!" Fang Ting said with a smile.
"What are you two doing here again? I've given you all the instructions you should have. What you need to do now is to practice well." Long Junhai said lazily.
"Practice also requires a combination of work and rest. Besides, can't we practice here? If there is any problem, you can also give us direct guidance!" Fang Ting said with a smile.
"You keep thinking about me giving you some advice, but no matter how much I guide you, you still have to practice!" Long Junhai felt helpless. He was inexplicably irritable today, so he didn't want to say too much.
"Master, why do you look so bad? Didn't you sleep well? How about we find you another place? This place is too simple." Shen Yue said with concern.
"No need. It's pretty good living here. I'm used to it. I might be a little upset because I've been thinking about too many things lately. I should be fine after a while." Long Junhai said indifferently.
"Master, you are so powerful, how can you ever feel upset?" Fang Ting was very curious.
"Haha, what's the big deal? This is a very normal thing. You know, no matter how strong a person is, he may encounter upsetting things. No one is immune to this! This has nothing to do with strength." Long Junhai thought for a while and said.
"I think there must be a connection. People with strong strength don't have to worry about their food, clothing, housing, transportation, and cultivation resources. They can do whatever they want, so they have fewer worries. But people with weak strength are different. They are busy running around every day, overdrawing their strength, and worrying about food and drink. They have no resources to practice at all. After living for a few hundred years, they are gone. It seems like they are suffering all their lives." Shen Yue said directly.
Hearing this, Long Junhai smiled and shook his head, then said, "Your statement is really a bit one-sided. Some people are weak and only need three meals a day to fill their stomachs. They need fewer things and have fewer desires. They are happier than many people. Although some people think their lives are difficult, they themselves don't think so."
"Yes, everyone thinks differently, and it is normal to have such a gap." Fang Ting said with a smile.
"Master, we won't disturb you anymore. You should have a good rest these two days. We will come to see you again in two days." Shen Yue felt that Long Junhai should have more rest, so she stopped disturbing him.
"Master, when you are unhappy, you can hum some tunes or sing some songs. The tunes you hummed before were very nice!" Fang Ting said again before leaving.
Long Junhai nodded after hearing this, and continued to lie in bed and sleep. It was not until noon that he felt a little sleepy, and then he fell asleep in a daze, and had a dream that he could not remember at all.
When Long Junhai woke up, it was already midnight. He opened the door and found that it was raining outside. It was a little chilly when he came out. There was a faint rainbow in the sky, and the setting sun made half the sky red.
"The sunset is setting, why does this sunset make people feel uncomfortable?" Long Junhai murmured to himself. After looking at the sunset for a while, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, as if something big was about to happen.
Shaking his head helplessly, Long Junhai closed the door and returned to his room.
It was already sunset and it would soon be dark.
Long Junhai lit the candle in the room. He sat alone in the room silently, watching the candle burn little by little, his mind a little dazed.
Long Junhai had never had this feeling before. Today, he actually heard the crackling sound of the burning candle and saw the candle burning and melting bit by bit. Suddenly, he had a very strange telepathy. This feeling was nothing else but a kind of death that was both familiar and unfamiliar!
"Why do I have a sense of death? What does it portend?" Long Junhai muttered to himself, his mind unable to help but think of the flowers in the morning, the sunset in the evening, and the candlelight now.
In his twilight years, like a flash in the pan, Long Junhai did not comprehend life, but instead realized death!
"Could it be that my end is approaching?" Long Junhai felt an inexplicable panic in his heart, and then this feeling became stronger and stronger, and in the end he felt cold all over, as if it was really about to happen!
"Am I going to die? Is that even possible?"
Long Junhai asked himself, but the more he asked, the more panicked he became, because he didn't have an answer, or he already had an answer but didn't want to face it, and he didn't believe that the answer was true at all!
Long Junhai couldn't even remember how many people he had killed in his life, but now that he realized he was going to die, he was really panicked. It wasn't the fear of death, but the fear of the feeling of death, or the feeling before death. The powerlessness in facing death was very scary to think about. Even if he had reached the realm of the Saint Dao Ancestor now, it would be of no use!
But Long Junhai couldn't understand why his end was approaching so quickly. Logically speaking, someone like him who had cultivated to the level of Saint Venerable Daoist Ancestor should have an endless lifespan!
At this time, Long Junhai suddenly thought of another possibility, that is, the problem of his own soul. Although his life on the surface was only a few thousand years, it took him countless billions of years to enter the high-dimensional space from the low-dimensional space. This time is the end of the soul. No soul can surpass a limit. Even if he has a strength that is ten thousand times stronger than the Saint Daozu, he cannot prevent the collapse of the soul!
A long time ago, Long Junhai had heard about the Five Sorrows of Heaven and Earth, the Infinite Kalpas, and the Limit of the Universe, but when these things really happened to him, he still found it hard to accept. Perhaps he was used to controlling his own destiny, but couldn't accept this terrible feeling of being controlled by others even now?
Long Junhai smiled bitterly and shook his head. He walked forward and blew out the candle in front of him, then sat quietly on the bed alone. The room was dark, and he could see the lights of other people's homes through the window.
The next morning, Long Junhai opened the door and prepared to say goodbye to Shen Sihai, because he knew that the infinite calamity would come soon. If he could survive it, he would enter the realm of gods. If he could not survive it, he would die completely, and there would be no next miracle!
Shen Sihai was not surprised to hear the news that Long Junhai was leaving, but he was reluctant to let him go, because Long Junhai was the patron saint of the Shen family. After his departure, it would definitely have a certain impact on the Shen family. However, the only good thing was that Long Junhai had accepted Shen Yue as a registered disciple, so the Shen family could at least continue to survive because of this relationship.
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