Chapter 31
Office.
Shi Qingyu was surprised that he met another patient with skin hunger. Moreover, the other party seemed to be in a hurry. He did not even fill in some basic questions, but just filled in "1" for all of them.
This kind of consultation efficiency was very low, but the other party soon sent a long speech. He wiped his glasses and patiently read the content sent by the other party.
[nnbb: I suspect that I have skin hunger, and it has become more and more serious recently. I want to have skin contact with my roommate every day. I like to hug him to sleep and hold his hand. As long as I can have physical contact with him, I feel very happy and satisfied. Once we don't have physical contact, or I can't see him, I feel empty, especially when I see others talking to him, confessing to him, or asking for his contact information, I will be particularly anxious and irritable...】
【Psychologist-Shi Qingyu: Wait, what is your gender? 】
【nnbb: Male. My roommate is also a boy. 】
【Psychologist-Shi Qingyu: OK sir, please continue. 】
【nnbb: I thought our relationship was very good and it would be even better in the future. But he recently said that we were too close and many people mistakenly thought we were together. I understand this idea and I have kept a proper distance. But I found that I really can't accept it. Now I can't sleep if I don't hold him to sleep. When I took a nap today, I kept looking at him. 】
【nnbb: He looks so cute and charming when he sleeps. He is usually so cold and aloof, but when he sleeps his face is pink and looks very soft. I really want to pinch it...】
【nnbb: Doctor, is my skin craving serious? 】
【nnbb is typing...】
Shi Qingyu already roughly understood.
He quickly sorted out the existing information.
【Psychologist-Shi Qingyu: Sir, I can understand your mood at the moment, and I have a general understanding of your situation. Can you answer a few questions for me first? 】
【Psychologist-Shi Qingyu: First, you said that you would have a particularly strong impulse to physical touch. Did it happen recently? Or has it always been there, but it has become particularly strong recently. Second, is your desire directed at everyone, or just your roommate? For example, do you have similar impulses towards other roommates or classmates? 】
【nnbb: It just happened recently. Originally, he and I had an average relationship, but then we suddenly became familiar with each other, and I especially liked to stick to him. When he was in my arms, I felt safe. 】
【nnbb: . . Of course, only him. Other people's words are too disgusting. 】
【Psychologist-Shi Qingyu: So you only had the desire for physical contact after you got to know your roommate. This desire will not occur for others, and you did not have this impulse before you saw your roommate. 】
【nnbb: Yes. 】
【Psychologist-Shi Qingyu: When you see him being more intimate with others, you will be jealous and irritable, and you want to replace him. You hope that he will only be close to you. And, in addition to holding hands and hugging, do you hope to have further development, such as kissing?
Pei Zhi was stunned.
He thought to himself that this doctor was really professional. He did not tell the doctor the following content, but the doctor inferred it through the existing information.
[nnbb: Yes.]
[Psychiatrist-Shi Qingyu: Sir, you are not suffering from skin hunger, you are jealous.]
[nnbb:?]
[Psychiatrist-Shi Qingyu: You like him, but you haven't noticed it yet, so you will unconsciously want to get close to him and be nice to him. Because you like him, you will be hostile to potential competitors, and it is precisely because you like him that you are eager to have further development with him. 】
【Psychologist-Shi Qingyu: You don't meet the symptoms of skin hunger, sir, you have fallen in love with your roommate. 】
After Shi Qingyu sent this long message, he didn't get a reply from the other party for a long time.
He waited for about three minutes, and the top of the chat box showed that "nnbb" had left the room.
The consultation was over.
Shi Qingyu often encountered similar examples, falling into the tide of love without knowing it, worrying about gains and losses, and emotional ups and downs. They thought they were sick, but in fact, they didn't even realize that their spring hearts were quietly stirring.
Those in power are confused, but bystanders can see it clearly.
Shi Qingyu waited for a moment, and it seemed that Mr. nnbb had nothing to ask. He glanced at the time and began to receive the next patient.
...
Pei Zhi blew the cold wind on the balcony for a long time.
The temperature dropped quickly, and the wind blowing in his face seemed to carry ice blades, stinging his skin, but he seemed not to feel it. The roots of his ears were red, and there was also a noticeable redness around his neck.
The phone was vibrating, and Pei Zhi didn't dare to look at it. He was afraid that it was a message from Xie Ning. But he didn't dare not look at it. He was afraid that if he replied to Xie Ning's message late, Xie Ning would be worried or unhappy.
But it was not a message from Xie Ning, but a dormitory group chat.
Gu Nian and Chen Xi shared a video. In the video, everyone seemed to be playing a card game, and Xie Ning, who was sitting in the corner, was also taken to play together.
The people in the video were laughing and talking, but Xie Ning was the only one who didn't speak the whole time, and even her expression didn't change much.
Pei Zhi seemed to come back to reality from the void suddenly. His depressed mood made him punch the wall.
His fingers were scratched by the wall, and the pain was more obvious in the cold temperature.
Very good, now I have calmed down.
What is he doing? Why did he leave Xie Ning alone in the box for so long? When did Xie Ning go back? How long did she sit there alone?
Did anyone force him to drink during the time? Did anyone bully him... Pei Zhi didn't know these.
Pei Zhi knew how popular Xie Ning was, and he also knew that it was easy for bad people to appear in such occasions. How could he leave Xie Ning alone there and hide on the balcony alone?
He returned to the box as quickly as possible.
The purple-blue lights in the private room flickered hazily. The glass door was pushed open, and the light inside slanted out like the Milky Way.
Everyone was having a great time, singing and dancing. Someone was opening a bottle of champagne, and the golden wine and foam rushed straight to his head, soaking his clothes.
Not far away, Xie Ning was sitting on the sofa. The beautiful and dreamy lights cast an ambiguous outline on his face, making him look extremely charming.
Xie Ning sat in the middle of the crowd, as if surrounded by the crowd, but his temperament was cold and aloof, with a sense of independence that shielded him from the outside world.
Others were drinking, but he was drinking tea. The spoon gently stirred the tea leaves in the cup, his slender white fingers, and fair and delicate skin seemed to emit a white and delicate light under the light, attracting everyone to look at him frequently, and they were attracted to him involuntarily.
No matter where he is, Xie Ning is always the focus of the crowd. He has a natural sense of dignity and elegance, not to mention that he has such an outstanding face.
Pei Zhi's hand was always on the handle. He stood at the door, as if he had lost his soul, and did not come in.
Suddenly, Xie Ning seemed to sense something, and gently raised her eyes. Her cold gaze pierced through the chaotic crowd and lights and fell accurately on Pei Zhi.
The second their eyes met, the vague noise in his ears suddenly turned into a fuzzy white noise. Pei Zhi only felt a buzzing sound around him and could not hear anything. The only thing he could hear was his heartbeat.
Boom, boom, one after another. The heartbeat was deafening.
Pei Zhi looked at Xie Ning, who had a cold expression and sat upright. He could not control his throbbing and could not ignore the heartbeat. He finally had a sense of sudden enlightenment.
It turned out that he really... liked Xie Ning.
...
Xie Ning doesn't need to do anything, just a look or a move can easily make his heart beat faster.
This is certainly not friendship.
Pei Zhi is sure that he likes Xie Ning. It's not the love between friends, but the love between lovers.
Pei Zhi stood at the door for a long time. Xie Ning was a little confused. He put down the cards, stood up and walked over: "What's wrong?"
Pei Zhi's condition looked very wrong. Xie Ning reached out and touched Xie Ning's face. It was strange. The skin felt very cold, but it looked a little red.
Was it blown by the wind?
Pei Zhi let Xie Ning touch his face. After confirming his feelings, any approach from Xie Ning was extremely tempting to him.
He said, "No, I just went outside to answer a phone call. Have you been waiting for a long time?"
"Not long, I just came back." Xie Ning said, "Gu Nian taught me how to play cards, it was quite interesting."
"Did you win?"
"Of course."
Xie Ning said, "Do you want to come and play? It's a good opportunity to fill my spot. My mother just called me and I wanted to go out and answer it."
Pei Zhi: "Go ahead, I'll fill your spot."
Xie Ning just took a step forward when Pei Zhi suddenly took off his scarf and wrapped it around Xie Ning's neck. He wrapped the scarf carefully, not daring to look Xie Ning in the eye: "It's a bit cold outside, wear it."
"Okay." Xie Ning said, "I'll return it to you later."
The air conditioner in the private room was turned on, and it would get hot after playing for a long time. Xie Ning just took off the scarf, and it would be a waste of time to go back and get it now.
It's better to wrap Pei Zhi's first.
Xie Yan would check on him every now and then, especially liked to check on him at mealtime. She was especially afraid that Xie Ning would not eat well. Xie Ning was helpless, but she also knew that it was his own fault.
There was a period of time before when Xie Ning was very busy. The time of two competitions overlapped, and he was so busy that he would throw himself into work as soon as he opened his eyes every day, and might only eat a piece of bread and iced Americano in a hurry.
After a few days of this diet, he collapsed on the road and was taken to the hospital by a kind person. The doctor notified his parents.
From then on, Xie Yan paid special attention to Xie Ning's diet.
Xie Ning listened to Xie Yan's instructions, and he responded one by one: "I really ate well. Now Pei Zhi and I are playing in KTV, yes, there are many classmates from other colleges."
Xie Yan was very happy: "Then have fun, I won't disturb you. By the way, do you want to come to mom and dad's place for Christmas? Your dad has learned a few new dishes, and he is very proud every day. He must show off his skills to you."
"Sure." Xie Ning said, "Should I book the tickets now?"
Xie Yan: "No, I'll help you book it. What about your friend? Does he want to come? If so, I will help him book the tickets. Your father and I really want to meet your new friend."
"But it depends on his willingness. If he doesn't have this plan, forget it."
Pei Zhi? After all, going abroad is not as simple as traveling out of the city or province. Xie Ning thought for a moment and said, "I'll ask when the time comes."
Xie Yan said, "Wait for your good news."
Xie Ning just hung up the phone when a delighted male voice came from behind her: "I'm not seeing things, it's really you!"
Xie Ning tilted her head and saw that it was Shen Ye.
Shen Ye's friend was celebrating his birthday here. He just felt vaguely that the person passing by the door looked familiar, so he thought of trying his luck, but he didn't expect it to be Xie Ning.
"You never came to such occasions before." Shen Ye looked a little hurt.
Shen Ye had asked Xie Ning out many times, whether it was to go out and play or something else, but he never got a reply. Basically, the next day, Xie Ning would say, "Sorry, I just saw the message."
That was it.
Shen Ye knew that this was a disguised rejection. He kept looking for her every time, but was ignored.
He just saw Pei Zhi. He didn't know when the relationship between Xie Ning and Pei Zhi developed rapidly and they were almost inseparable. His throat was dry: "Are you and Pei Zhi... together?"
Xie Ning was stunned: "No. We are just friends."
Shen Ye was surprised at first, then his face was full of anger: "Did he tell you that? I saw him more than once... hugging you and being very intimate with you, but he told you that you are just friends?"
Xie Ning knew that Shen Ye had misunderstood: "No..."
"He likes you, I'm sure. Not the love between friends, but lovers." Shen Ye's voice became softer and softer, "Like me..." "
His feelings for you are definitely not as simple as you think."
...
In the dim environment, the smell of alcohol was everywhere, and everyone was a little excited.
"Gu Nian, you lost again! Haha, what a bad luck, if there is a punishment, then..." He said, "Let me ask you a question, do you like Fang Ke or not!"
Gu Nian drank a lot of wine while playing games in the box, not only for himself, but also for Fang Ke. Almost everyone knew what he was thinking, and Fang Ke, who was sitting next to him, also looked shy.
After hearing this question, Gu Nian and Fang Ke's faces instantly turned red, and the crowd cheered and cheered. Some even joined in the fun by singing love songs to get them together.
Gu Nian's face looked as if it had been burned. The boy who usually smiled and smiled could not speak clearly: "Like, like!"
"Wow!" Everyone cheered even harder, "Fang Ke, he said he likes you, do you want to accept his confession?"
Fang Ke also had a good impression of Gu Nian. But in this case, she just pursed her lips and smiled: "You only won one game, so you can only ask one question."
"Huh——" They sighed in disappointment.
Although Pei Zhi was playing cards with them, his mind was not on it at all. He didn't know what he had drawn, who lost, or who won, it made no difference to him.
He was distracted all the time.
What should he do next?
Continue to be friends with Xie Ning, or confess to Xie Ning? But judging from Xie Ning's expression, Xie Ning seemed to really only regard him as a friend, without any ambiguity.
And is Xie Ning a straight man? It seems so, but it seems not...
Pei Zhi was very annoyed. He looked at the door 60 times in one minute.
Why hasn't she come back yet? Is she lost? Or is there an accident?
He missed Xie Ning so much.
Pei Zhi didn't notice at all that the originally hot atmosphere suddenly froze. When he withdrew his gaze from the door, everyone was looking at him in a very strange way.
Chen Xi coughed, hinting at Pei Zhi with his eyes.
Pei Zhi was getting impatient waiting for Xie Ning, and all the negative emotions were on his face. His voice
was a little cold: "What's wrong?" Pei Zhi's brows were filled with undisguised coldness and hostility. Anyone could see that he was in a very bad mood. Although the heating was on in the private room, the air pressure around him was very low.
No one dared to continue talking when he was like this.
Others didn't dare to say it, but Su Nan did. He was going to fight with Pei Zhi today. Su Nan on the opposite side threw the cards: "What's wrong? Young Master Pei, you lost, and it's your turn to accept the punishment."
Pei Zhi then noticed that he had lost the game.
His mind was not on the game at all. He just came here because Xie Ning asked him to fill in the position. Otherwise, he was too lazy to play games with this group of people.
What's the point of playing games with this group of people? I haven't seen Xie Ning wash her hands yet.
But since they are all here, Pei Zhi will definitely cooperate and play, as long as it's not too much. He said, "Tell me, what punishment."
Pei Zhi's attitude was cold and indifferent. He didn't take Su Nan seriously at all. Or maybe he didn't take anyone seriously, which was why others thought he was difficult to get along with.
Su Nan's fingers were hooked on the cards. He glanced at the people around him. The group of people who liked to make trouble the most were now frightened like dogs seeing a lion. He glared at the bunch of rubbish, then his eyes rolled and he suddenly smiled: "Since they don't dare to ask, I'll just ask a random question. A very simple question--"
There was a slight sound of the doorknob being turned at the door, and Su Nan was the first person to discover that Xie Ning had returned. His smile widened, and he looked at Pei Zhi with the attitude of a victor.
"Is there anyone here that you like?"
Pei Zhi's expression suddenly sank.
This question is not difficult to answer, as everyone knows that Pei Zhi has no interest in love, is unromantic and cold, and is a very straight man.
But even with such a simple question, Pei Zhi couldn't answer it for a long time.
Someone said to Su Nan, "Forget it."
Su Nan shrugged, "Is this question difficult to answer? You can lie, I don't care, anyway, we don't know if you are lying or not."
"No one knows the answer except you." Su Nan said, "It's just a game, you can play it, right?"
Pei Zhi's thin lips formed a dangerous arc.
Chen Xi said, "How about changing the question? This question..."
Pei Zhi: "Change."
"But I don't want to change." Su Nan's voice was amplified, as if he wanted someone to hear it clearly, "Among the people present, is there anyone you like?"
Under the ambiguous light, Pei Zhi's face was as cold and grim as a demon.
Anger and stalemate. I don't know who called out "Xie Ning" first, but Pei Zhi's attention was immediately attracted, and his originally hostile face softened in the blink of an eye.
Xie Ning had just come back from outside, with a chill on his body. Naturally, he heard the conversation in the box clearly, including... the question asked by Su Nan.
Pei Zhi looked towards the door, and many people looked towards the door together. And Pei Zhi's gaze, passing the swaying lights and the crowd, fell on him from a distance.
Su Nan asked again, this time with an aggressive tone.
"Among the people present, is there anyone you like? Regardless of gender!"
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