Chapter 33
Xie Ning woke up once in the middle of the night.
When he woke up, his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, and he felt a little breathless. He felt extremely uncomfortable as if he was drowning and suffocating.
He soon found out the reason.
Xie Ning was burying his face in Pei Zhi's neck, and Pei Zhi's big hand was firmly holding the back of his head, pressing him to the surface of the skin with a very domineering and strong force. Such contact would certainly make people breathless.
Pei Zhi was asleep at this time, and Xie Ning moved slightly. The sleeping Pei Zhi was dissatisfied with his struggle, and his palm slid down and gently stroked the back of his neck, as if asking him to stop making trouble.
The sensitive back of his neck was touched, and electric currents flowed under the skin, causing Xie Ning to fall into a trance for a while. However, he was finally able to breathe normally.
Xie Ning found that not only was his face buried in Pei Zhi's neck, but his arms were also wrapped around Pei Zhi's neck. If there was no quilt between the two of them, he would probably hang on Pei Zhi like a koala.
He was a little embarrassed in his sleepiness.
Xie Ning didn't know what Pei Zhi was thinking when he chose to wrap him up with a quilt, but now he quite agreed with this approach.
Intimate physical contact was too tempting for him, but now that they were keeping a certain distance, he felt a sense of attachment and reluctance.
The cheeks still retained the comfort brought by the skin contact, and there seemed to be a voice deep in his heart clamoring for more physical contact. He was like a person exposed to the sun, wanting to drink water continuously to quench his thirst.
He wanted more and more, but this was not allowed.
Xie Ning had always been able to control this impulse very well in the past, but why did his self-control seem to be getting weaker and weaker recently? What was the reason? It seemed that it was because Pei Zhi had been by his side recently, and they had been in physical contact all the time. The overly intensive physical contact had ruined his habit.
This was not a good sign.
No one would stay together forever. Even if he and Pei Zhi had a good relationship now, they would have their own careers after graduation, and perhaps they would not be in the same city in the future. The time they spend together is bound to decrease. If he really develops dependent contact with Pei Zhi, bad consequences are bound to occur. He
cannot continue to indulge in it. He must know when to stop.
Xie Ning thought it was time to keep a distance from Pei Zhi.
...
The next day, when Pei Zhi woke up, he had a fever all over his body and his throat was dry and sore. As soon as he opened his mouth, he coughed violently.
Xie Ning had just finished washing and dressing, and saw Pei Zhi lying on the bed with a sick look. He raised one leg, put his knee on the bed, and leaned forward with this movement. Pei
Zhi was still a little dizzy, but when he saw Xie Ning's face approaching, he woke up instantly.
Xie Ning reached out and touched his forehead, cheeks and ears. Pei Zhi was breathing rapidly, and steam was coming out of his head.
Xie Ning: "You seem to have a cold? Maybe you have a little temperature."
Pei Zhi felt very hot to the touch, but he couldn't tell, because Pei Zhi's temperature was very hot to begin with.
"Cold?" Pei Zhi's face changed slightly, he took several steps back, and finally wrapped himself in the quilt, so tightly that even his head was not exposed. He said in a muffled voice, "I'll take my temperature later, don't come near me first."
He couldn't let the cold be passed on to Xie Ning.
Pei Zhi wore a three-layer mask, and he, who had always been close to Xie Ning, took the initiative to keep his distance. He felt that he might really have a cold.
It may be because I was busy hugging Xie Ning last night and didn't cover the quilt properly.
I don't know if I will infect Xie Ning...
After returning to school, Xie Ning accompanied Pei Zhi to the infirmary. After taking the temperature, it was confirmed that Pei Zhi had a cold, but he didn't have a fever. The doctor prescribed some medicine and asked him to take it on time.
Xie Ning listened very carefully, packed the medicine for two and three times a day separately, and marked it. He picked up the plastic bag: "Let's go."
"Wait." Pei Zhi said, "Open two more packs of masks."
Xie Ning was surprised: "Why buy so many masks?"
Pei Zhi: "I will have to wear them in the dormitory later. Your bed is next to me, and I'm afraid you will be infected by me."
"That's not necessary, you can do it as usual." Xie Ning said, "Just ventilate more, you don't need to wear a mask in the dormitory."
Pei Zhi still has to wear a mask in the dormitory, how uncomfortable he must be at the end of the day.
Pei Zhi insisted on buying a few more packs of masks for backup, and Xie Ning could only say okay. They returned to the dormitory, and as soon as Pei Zhi sat on the chair, Xie Ning walked out with a thermos cup.
Pei Zhi immediately stood up, and under his messy hair, the corners of his eyes were a little red due to the cold. He said hoarsely: "Where are you going?"
Pei Zhi's attitude was very nervous, as if he was a poor big dog who was about to be abandoned. Xie Ning raised the thermos cup in his hand: "I'll get some hot water, your medicine needs to be soaked."
Wasn't he leaving?
Pei Zhi's uneasiness was reduced a little, but he was not relieved. He pushed the chair away and followed: "I'll go with you."
It's just getting some water, it's not a big deal, do I have to accompany him? But there is no way, the patient is the most important.
Pei Zhi followed behind Xie Ning, always keeping a distance. He looked like he wanted to get closer to Xie Ning, but he was afraid of infecting Xie Ning with a cold, so he resisted the urge to get closer.
Xie Ning took a cup of hot water, and then a cup of warm water. When he turned around, he met Pei Zhi's burning gaze.
"Let's go." Xie Ning said, "I've got it."
Pei Zhi immediately followed him: "Okay."
Their dormitory had a bed and a desk, a four-person dormitory, and Xie Ning's desk was next to Pei Zhi's desk.
Xie Ning sat in his seat, took out the medicine he was going to take later and put it together, and soaked the medicine in advance.
"It may be a little hot now, but the hot medicine is more effective." Xie Ning thought, should it be like this? This is what his mother said when he took medicine when he was a child. He added, "There is warm water in here, you can drink it if your throat is uncomfortable."
Pei Zhi sat on a chair, but he wore a three-layer mask. His forehead was shivering from the heat, and the discomfort brought by the illness made his brain dizzy, but when he saw Xie Ning, he was always able to stay awake immediately.
He listened carefully to Xie Ning's words, and the clear and gentle voice was so pleasant to his ears.
"Xie Ning." Pei Zhi suddenly shouted. Seeing Xie Ning slowly raise her head, he said hoarsely, "I really want to hug you."
Xie Ning stretched out her arms: "Hold it."
Giving a patient an encouraging hug is nothing.
If it were in the past, Pei Zhi would have held her up long ago. In fact, it is difficult for him to resist this temptation now. He looked irritable and unwilling, and unbuttoned a button casually, and asked seriously: "Can you hold her first?"
"Wait until I get better before holding her." Pei Zhi said, "I will be well soon."
Xie Ning: "Okay. But you have to take medicine first."
"Okay." Pei Zhi took the medicine very quickly, and after taking the medicine, he put on the mask again.
"I have to go out in the afternoon, my instructor wants to see me. You can take a nap in the afternoon?" Xie Ning said, "You may feel sleepy after taking the medicine."
Pei Zhi was indeed very sleepy, not only physically, but also mentally tired. He asked, "Will you be gone for a long time?"
Xie Ning thought for a moment and said, "Maybe an hour? Half an hour at best."
Her straight black eyelashes slowly drooped. Pei Zhi stood in front of Xie Ning, wanting to get closer, but afraid of catching a cold. He hid in the corner, like a big dog who didn't want to get the mud on his body on his master.
He said, "But I will miss you."
"I will be back as soon as possible," Xie Ning said, "maybe I will be back when you just wake up."
Pei Zhi: "Can I see you as soon as I wake up?"
Xie Ning: "Can I see me as soon as I wake up."
These words seemed to give Pei Zhi a shot of sedative, and he said "OK": "I'll take you to the elevator."
At first, Pei Zhi just took Xie Ning to the elevator entrance, but he thought, since he was already here, he might as well take Xie Ning downstairs.
When they reached the first floor, he thought, since we are already on the first floor, let's send Xie Ning to the gate. But when they really reached the gate, he thought again, the teaching building is not far from the dormitory building, otherwise...
Xie Ning knew what Pei Zhi was thinking without having to guess. He said, "Just send her here. It's windy outside, you should not go out if you catch a cold."
Pei Zhi was hesitant to speak, Xie Ning glanced at him lightly: "Be obedient, okay?"
His cold eyes were emotionless, and even his voice was very soft. Pei Zhi stared at Xie Ning's face, his Adam's apple slid, and a strange satisfaction rose between his sickly brows.
He enjoyed the process of being controlled by Xie Ning very much.
"Okay, I'll wait for you to come back in the dormitory." Pei Zhi stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Xie Ning, but in the end, he just lightly rubbed the corner of Xie Ning's sleeve with his fingers. He said, "I will miss you very much."
When
Xie Ning arrived at the office, his instructor was parking in the underground garage.
He was sitting alone in the office waiting, thinking a little divergently.
Why did Pei Zhi suddenly become ill? However, courtesy reciprocates. Pei Zhi had been taking care of him before when he injured his foot. Now that Pei Zhi is ill, he should be more proactive.
But he had no experience in taking care of people. All he could think of was asking Pei Zhi to drink more hot water, so he poured so much warm water.
And I don’t know if it’s his illusion.
The sick Pei Zhi... seems to have become more clingy.
No matter what Xie Ning did, Pei Zhi would follow him all the way, but Pei Zhi was afraid of infecting him with the cold, so he kept a distance every time. He just took two steps, and Pei Zhi quickly followed two steps.
It reminded him of... those large dogs in the apartment complex who walked without a leash and followed their owners.
The door was pushed open. Professor Liu was very happy to see Xie Ning: "Have you been waiting for a long time? I don't know why there are so many people in the garage today. I looked for a long time before I found a seat."
Xie Ning stood up: "I just got here too."
After Professor Liu sat down, he grabbed a handful of snacks from the drawer: "Here, eat, this is what my son brought last time. He said it was very delicious. You should try it too. I asked you to come this time for two main reasons. The first thing is that in order to encourage students to create, our college decided to hold a small competition. But many teachers don't have time. This time, it coincides with the thesis defense, and many teachers are busy teaching graduates. So I thought about letting a few students with stronger professional abilities to be judges, and also to guide the new freshmen."
"I just don't know if you have time. I remember that you have been preparing for other competitions recently. But this won't take a particularly long time, you can consider it."
Xie Ning: "There is no problem with time, but my professional level is not yet at the point where I can instruct others."
"You are humble." Professor Liu smiled, "Your professional ability is very strong, enough. If there is this opportunity, I hope you can study for my master's degree."
"But you will probably go abroad for further studies, right?"
Most of those who study art will go abroad for further studies. What's more, Xie Ning's family conditions are good and can afford it.
Xie Ning: "Maybe."
"Then will you consider the matter of the judges? Just treat it as a training experience." Professor Liu took a sip of hot tea. The more he looked at Xie Ning, the more he liked her. He asked, "How are you preparing for the competition?"
Xie Ning showed Professor Liu his work, and Professor Liu was amazed at first sight.
Xie Ning's design elements are very bold and have a very personal style. The oncoming arrogance and wildness instantly bring people to the vast grassland, enjoying the wind and freedom under nature.
Especially the model Xie Ning is using, whose appearance and figure are very suitable for his design. The model has a very good body proportion, not inferior to the top models in the fashion circle, but it can be seen that the movements are a bit green, but it is precisely this greenness that adds a bit of primitive wildness to the mysterious clothing.
It's like a lion on the grassland looking back when it first enters the human world and is recorded by the photographer. The beast that is incompatible with modern society has its own unique wild charm.
"You really are..." The more Professor Liu looked at her, the more he could not hide the admiration in his eyes. At first, he thought that he should not let the students be too proud. Now, he could not wait to give praise, "You also have the advantages of your parents. You really are... I have a feeling that you will be the first undergraduate to enter the exhibition hall in the center of A City." Those
who can enter the exhibition hall are basically well-known designers, or college professors with sufficient social status. Undergraduate students like Xie Ning who are still studying usually come to run with the numbers.
Professor Liu said: "But these few places, I think they can be slightly modified." Professor
Liu is very professional. He provided some suggestions to Xie Ning from his own perspective and the perspective of the judges.
Xie Ning was taking notes seriously. He was smart and understood everything immediately: "I understand. I will revise it."
"Actually, it's already very good." Professor Liu said, "But in order to win the award, we still have to cater to the judges' aesthetics a little bit."
Xie Ning exchanged greetings with Professor Liu before leaving the office.
After considering Professor Liu's suggestions, Xie Ning had new ideas. Some places were easy to change, while some places would take some time. He might have to run to the studio all the time, but he had a lot of classes to come... Fortunately, there were no evening classes, so he could wait until the afternoon class was over and go back to the studio immediately.
But it would be very inconvenient to run back and forth like this. He would work until very late, and it was very likely that he would have passed the curfew.
But if he lived directly in the studio, he would have early classes the next day, and there was a distance from the studio to the school. He would have to get up a long time in advance and would have to sacrifice his sleep time.
Otherwise, temporarily rent a house in the middle of the school and the studio? Or stay in a hotel?
In the past, he would have made this decision without hesitation.
But now, he actually thought of Pei Zhi.
Pei Zhi was ill recently and needed someone to take care of him. When he was injured before, Pei Zhi even fed him water by hand. If he just gave up now, it would seem a bit heartless.
Never mind, let's ask first, just in case. Anyway, we may not be able to find a suitable house.
Xie Ning asked Qi Ran if there was a reliable agent, and the location was set between the studio and the school.
Qi Ran sent an "ok".
Qi Ran is very experienced in finding a house. He couldn't get used to living in the dormitory after entering college, so he moved out. He is quite picky and has high requirements for houses. At that time, he asked about many houses and looked at many agents before deciding on the current house.
It will be no problem to find him.
[Q: It seems that there is. The agent sent me a few sets, and they look okay. Are you free later? I'll take you to see it. ]
[Ning: Maybe in a few days. I have something to do these two days. My friend is sick. ]
[Q:? He is sick and goes to see a doctor. What does it have to do with you? 】
Xie Ning did not reply.
He stayed in Professor Liu's office for forty minutes and returned to the dormitory for about ten minutes. He now went to the platform to order herbal food from the restaurant. What else should he buy?
Some nutritional supplements? A set of thick quilts as well.
When he arrived downstairs at the dormitory, Xie Ning had already bought what he needed and could run errands to deliver it.
Pushing open the door of the dormitory, Xie Ning was stunned. Pei Zhi was not asleep, or maybe he had already woken up.
There were many counter bags and gift boxes on the floor of the dormitory. Pei Zhi seemed to be tidying up the closet and stuffing clothes into it. He was sick, and his senses were not as sharp as before. It was not until Xie Ning pushed open the door and walked in that he realized that Xie Ning was back.
His listless eyes lit up instantly, and Pei Zhi put down the hanger in his hand: "Are you back? Are you cold? Do you want to turn up the air conditioner?"
"No, this is enough." Xie Ning looked at her desk in surprise, "Why are there so many things on my desk?"
Xie Ning didn't plan to live in the dormitory for a long time, so there were not many things left in the dormitory, and the desk was even more empty. Except for a few professional course books and paper towels, there was basically nothing else.
He didn't even put his computer in the dormitory.
The originally empty desk now has many reference books, some cute blind box ornaments and potted plants, and a basket on the top layer, which is filled with his most common cereal and bread, as well as some snacks to satisfy his cravings.
His desk was actually more than half full, and it looked very much alive.
"Your desk is empty." Pei Zhi had slept for a while, and his mental state was much better, but his voice was still hoarse. He looked at Xie Ning, "Even if you suddenly left and didn't come back, I might not notice it."
Xie Ning was surprised at Pei Zhi's sharpness. He had just thought about moving out today, and Pei Zhi noticed it. Although he knew it was accidental, he was still very surprised.
"How was the conversation with the teacher?" Pei Zhi changed the subject and asked, "Is your closet empty? Do you mind letting me use it? My closet is full."
"Sure, go ahead." Xie Ning said, "It was a good conversation. If you can successfully participate in the exhibition in the future, I will definitely invite you to see it.
" Pei Zhi: "I will go to every exhibition of your works."
"That good?" Xie Ning said, "Then I will wait for you. If you break your promise, then..."
Pei Zhi saw that he was silent, so he bit the word and asked: "Then?"
Xie Ning smiled: "I don't know what to do. What do you think?"
In this matter, Pei Zhi seemed to have enough confidence in himself. He said firmly: "I will not break my promise."
I will go to every exhibition of your works.
The last person who made such a promise was his parents.
Xie Ning's parents did exactly what they did. Whenever his works were sent to some large-scale exhibitions, his parents would go no matter how busy they were. But later on, he rarely told his parents the relevant news.
It takes a lot of time, money, and energy to fly back from abroad. And his parents are usually very busy.
Xie Ning has participated in many competitions, large and small. Some of the awards were not valuable, and they were just casually submitted. There was no need for his parents to see such an exhibition.
Pei Zhi continued to organize the closet and stuffed the clothes into Xie Ning's closet. Slowly, Xie Ning noticed something was wrong.
"This is not your clothes, right?" Xie Ning looked at the size. Pei Zhi couldn't wear such a small size. He frowned, "Why did you buy me clothes? I already have clothes."
Pei Zhi: "Your clothes are not in the dormitory, and it's troublesome to carry them back and forth. The brand just happened to send me new ready-to-wear clothes, and I asked for your size."
He said, "You don't have to feel psychologically burdened, and don't feel embarrassed. It didn't take me a minute. I used my father's card."
Pei Zhi also said: "Your mother bought me a plane ticket, and I used my father's card to buy clothes for you. This is called reciprocity."
Xie Ning: "..."
He didn't know what to say.
Xie Ning doesn't like to owe favors to others. Favors are the hardest to repay, but in Pei Zhi's case, he seems to be constantly "owing", so he always has a sense of indebtedness to Pei Zhi.
In Pei Zhi's mind, he seems to be really important and a very important friend. In return, he should also pay more attention to Pei Zhi.
Xie Ning walked to the table in small steps and checked the water in the thermos, which was empty.
Pei Zhi leaned against the closet, with one arm folded, wearing two masks on his face, revealing his deep eyebrows. This posture makes his legs look particularly long, revealing a bit of youthful spirit.
Seeing Xie Ning's action, he raised his eyebrows slightly: "Don't worry, I've finished it all. How could I not drink the water you poured for me."
"Well." Xie Ning said, "Then I'll go get you some more. Drink more hot water when you're sick."
Xie Ning spoke in a serious tone, but on this overly cold face, there was an inexplicable sense of serious childishness, which was very cute.
Pei Zhi felt uncomfortable all over, but now, he couldn't control his emotions, and the corners of his lips were raised. He stretched out his hand to touch Xie Ning's head, but when he thought that he was a patient now, he took his hand back.
Pei Zhi said, "Stupid."
"What?" Xie Ning didn't hear clearly.
Pei Zhi smiled: "I said, you are so good to me."
He deliberately prolonged his voice again. His voice was hoarse after being sick, as if he was drunk, and it seemed a little lingering. He called out, "Ningbao."
Xie Ning raised her eyelashes in slight surprise, then frowned. Her palm-sized face seemed puzzled as to why Pei Zhi called him like that at this time.
His expression was lively and vivid, and he actually thought about it seriously.
Pei Zhi really wanted to laugh. When he was with Xie Ning, he always felt stable and at ease, and everything was comfortable. He walked to Xie Ning's side, and gently hooked the ends of Xie Ning's hair with his fingers: "So cute."
The soft hair shuttled through his fingertips, and Pei Zhi seemed to never get tired of playing with it, repeatedly entangled the ends of Xie Ning's hair.
He didn't dare to touch Xie Ning directly, but only dared to touch her hair. Seeing that Xie Ning seemed a little speechless, he deliberately said childishly: "What can I do, I feel a little uncomfortable again. When I get better, can you give me a hug?"
"..." Xie Ning said, "You should drink more hot water."
...
Being sick can indeed win sympathy.
Pei Zhi is deeply aware of this.
Xie Ning reminds him to take medicine on time every day, just like punching in at work, especially, the time when Xie Ning sends him a message is sometimes the time of class.
You know, Xie Ning never looks at her mobile phone during class.
This honor makes Pei Zhi feel a great sense of satisfaction. He is sure that he is special and different.
At least, different from many other people.
Being sick can also make people fragile and emotionally sensitive. Pei Zhi cannot have close contact with Xie Ning during this period of time. He always worries whether someone will snatch Xie Ning away.
It would be great if Xie Ning could grow up with him, eat together, live together, and do everything together.
Pei Zhi is like a dragon in a dark cave, always keeping an eye on his treasure, fearing that someone will covet it.
But he has a good physical foundation and recovers quickly from the cold. The next night, he felt that he was fine.
Wait a few more days until the cold is completely healed. He has a good physical foundation, but Xie Ning is not. If he catches a cold, he will be well in a few days. If Xie Ning catches a cold, it will probably take a long time. Even
if there is only a one in ten thousand chance, he doesn't want Xie Ning to suffer this.
As time went by, Pei Zhi became acutely aware of one thing.
Xie Ning's attitude towards him has been very cold recently. She
comes home very late every day, takes a shower in the dormitory and goes to bed, and can hardly say a few words to him. Even when sitting at his seat, Xie Ning seems to have endless messages to reply to, and sometimes, he will suddenly smile.
This scene is very familiar.
Gu Nian would show such a smile every day when chatting with his ambiguous object.
Pei Zhi gradually became alert and uneasy.
Because of a cold, Pei Zhi could not sleep in the same quilt with Xie Ning. They had very little time alone every day, maybe only a dozen minutes.
Pei Zhi wanted to find Xie Ning, but was rejected by Xie Ning. Even when he wanted to have a meal together, Xie Ning would refuse, saying that she was busy.
He knew that Xie Ning was really busy, but he couldn't help but think wildly and imagine some worse outcomes.
For example...
does Xie Ning have someone else outside? For example, she has someone she likes more.
...
Xie Ning has been very busy recently and has no time to watch Pei Zhi take medicine in person. She usually sends a message at a certain time. After running back and forth between the studio and the school for two days, he felt a little overwhelmed.
Let's rent a house.
The transportation and time costs are a bit high and very energy-consuming. Xie Ning wants to save this part of time and focus on more important things.
[Ning: Are you free today? I want to go look at houses after school this afternoon. ]
[Q: Ok ok, I'll drive to pick you up. By the way, have you seen the video posted in the family group? It made me laugh to death! Why was my cousin's daughter's performance in the kindergarten so funny? I almost laughed when I saw it. 】
【Ning: I saw it. Just laugh secretly, don't laugh at her in person, children have a strong sense of self-esteem. 】
【Q: Who dares to laugh at her in person! She's like a little ancestor. Okay, okay, I have to go to class, I'll find you at your school later. 】
【Q: This is actually funnier. [Reposted a video]】
Although it's not good to laugh at children.
But Xie Ning still clicked on it.
The video was recorded in a kindergarten. Many children were holding hands to perform a show, and Xie Ning's cousin's daughter took the wrong microphone when she was hosting on the stage.
The child next to her was holding the microphone, and she was holding a carrot in her hand. Halfway through her speech, she took two bites.
Confused and ignorant expression, innocent and cute face, soft and sticky baby voice. After reading it, Xie Ning couldn't help laughing again.
As soon as Pei Zhi entered the dormitory, he saw Xie Ning looking at her phone with a gentle smile, a smile he had never seen before.
He has been almost well these days, so he didn't wear a mask. He pretended to be nonchalant and walked behind Xie Ning, wanting to secretly see who Xie Ning was chatting with, but at this time Xie Ning's screen had been locked.
Xie Ning turned her head and looked at him in confusion: "Why did you finish training so early today?"
Pei Zhi's eyelashes shook for a moment, and he said: "The weather has cooled down, and the training time has also been changed."
So that's it. Xie Ning nodded: "I'm going to the bathroom."
"I'll go with you." Pei Zhi followed.
Just as Xie Ning was about to close the door, Pei Zhi was about to squeeze into the bathroom together. He held the door frame with his hands, and his surprised face was vaguely visible through the crack of the door.
He looked at Pei Zhi who was stubborn and tough outside the door: "What are you doing here? I'm here to use the restroom."
Because of the course schedules of both parties, he has less and less time to see Xie Ning every day. Xie Ning didn't like online chatting in the first place, and she is still so busy now.
Every day he can only go to the campus forum to save Xie Ning's photos, look at them back and forth, and imagine that Xie Ning is now by his side. But the more beautiful the picture in the fantasy, the more cruel the reality.
Pei Zhi really misses Xie Ning, and he is a little crazy when thinking about her. Every day he can only rely on increasing the amount of exercise to suppress the surging impulse in his body. Later, the coach reminded him to be moderate and shorten his training time, which can be regarded as letting him rest for a while.
It would be nice if a camera could be installed on Xie Ning.
In this way, as long as he misses Xie Ning, he can look at the surveillance screen to see what Xie Ning is doing now, whether she has rested well, eaten well and slept well. It would be best if there was a camera that could monitor Xie Ning's movements, so he could know where Xie Ning went in a day.
Of course, he would also install one on himself so that Xie Ning could monitor him. He liked being watched by Xie Ning, and he didn't feel unfree.
On the contrary, he liked the feeling of being controlled and disciplined by Xie Ning.
Just thinking about it made his scalp tingle.
It would be great if Xie Ning could become smaller. He thought again.
In this way, he could carry Xie Ning in his pocket, and whenever he wanted, he could reach in and touch Xie Ning to make sure that Xie Ning was by his side... He
was thinking too far ahead.
Pei Zhi withdrew his thoughts, and his tall and sturdy figure revealed a bit of weakness as he bent over. His eyes were gloomy and lost: "You have ignored me recently."
"Me?" Xie Ning was surprised, "When did I ignore you?"
"You didn't let me take you to class, you didn't eat with me, and when you came back at night, we didn't chat." Pei Zhi listed one by one, "Don't you like me anymore?"
Xie Ning was a little confused by the words that came one after another. It wasn't anything else, but... Why did this kind of conversation sound so strange?
Xie Ning held the door frame and shook her head: "Didn't I tell you? I've been a little busy lately, running between school and studio, and I really can't spare the energy."
Pei Zhi: "I said I could take you there."
Xie Ning: "But you're still sick. I can't bother a patient, it's too rude."
"You can be rude to me, it doesn't matter to me." Pei Zhi said, "Even if I'm sick, it won't affect my driving you there. Even if I'm sick, you can still use me. As long as you need me, I can do it."
"But you don't need me at all."
Xie Ning didn't quite understand Pei Zhi's train of thought.
Was Pei Zhi feeling aggrieved because he didn't "bother" Pei Zhi? Yes, Pei Zhi's tone was very aggrieved. Pei Zhi felt aggrieved because he didn't let Pei Zhi drive him there and didn't show any need for Pei Zhi.
But... why should Pei Zhi feel wronged because of this?
A big hand was placed on the door frame, and Pei Zhi's leg was stuck in it. Xie Ning didn't dare to use force, for fear of pinching Pei Zhi, and just said helplessly: "I want to go to the toilet. Let's talk after I go to the toilet, okay?"
"We haven't been together for a long time." Pei Zhi said, "I miss you very much."
"I will accompany you to the toilet, okay?" Pei Zhi promised, "I won't do anything, just accompany you by the side, and I won't make any noise, let alone disturb you."
After being described in such detail, Xie Ning's face suddenly became hot, and a little red mark appeared at the corner of his eyes. He looked at Pei Zhi in disbelief.
The bathroom in the dormitory is so small, and there is no obstruction. Pei Zhi wants to accompany him to the toilet? How to accompany him?
Watching him go to the toilet?
Even though they were both men, he still found it a little hard to accept, let alone satisfy his physiological needs while being watched.
Xie Ning tried to push Pei Zhi out, and when his hand just touched Pei Zhi, Pei Zhi's tall and strong body was pushed away like cotton.
"You pushed me." Pei Zhi looked at Xie Ning with a look of resentment, "You care less and less about me."
Xie Ning looked at Pei Zhi. He used to think Pei Zhi was easy to understand, but now he finds that he can't understand it at all.
He suddenly discovered something.
Because he was busy before, he didn't have time to pay attention to other things. Today, he was in close contact with Pei Zhi, there was no one else around, and it was very quiet around.
But he had been communicating with Pei Zhi for so long, but he didn't hear Pei Zhi's inner voice.
He seemed... temporarily unable to hear Pei Zhi's inner voice.
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