Chapter 53
Xie Ning completely lost track of time.
The Ferris wheel took half an hour to complete one circle, and Xie Ning and Pei Zhi kissed for half an hour. At the same time, he did something he had never thought of before.
This time, Xie Ning was stunned for a long time. He was like a rag doll that had lost its soul, sitting on Pei Zhi's lap. Pei Zhi licked his lips, patted his back, and rubbed his palms.
While their lips were rubbing against each other, Pei Zhi spoke softly, as if coaxing a child, saying, "Don't be afraid."
Xie Ning had no time to be afraid.
All his attention was taken away by this overly deep evil.
When Xie Ning got off the Ferris wheel, his whole body was limp. He had to rely on Pei Zhi's support to hold his waist.
During this time, the sun gradually faded and the temperature became lower. Xie Ning still wore his coat, but he put on a hat and a mask. Because Pei Zhi was taller, he almost blocked Xie Ning when he hugged him.
It was so cold, Pei Zhi wore a simple woolen bottom and trousers, with a coat hanging in his arm. He didn't look cold at all, but energetic, as if he had just been fed. There was a sense of satisfaction between his eyebrows, like a hungry wolf finally swallowed the prey into its stomach as it wished.
The two of them had outstanding temperaments, and it was inevitable that they attracted a lot of attention when they walked on the road. The taller young man was leaning sideways and lowering his head, whispering something to the young man next to him.
He looked pitiful, as if he was trying to coax someone, but the young man, who was wrapped up tightly, didn't seem to want to pay attention to him.
"Wife, pay attention to me." The big hand gently rubbed Xie Ning's shoulders through the coat. Pei Zhi whispered, "Why don't you pay attention to me."
Xie Ning's face was hot.
He didn't know why he agreed to Pei Zhi to do such... such a ridiculous thing. Now that his consciousness gradually returned, he felt more and more incredible, followed by a strong sense of shame.
Although he didn't think he was such a conservative person, and he was willing to play some slightly excessive emotions with Pei Zhi, but was this... too much.
Xie Ning always believed that everything should be done in moderation and not greedily for pleasure. He had struggled repeatedly before because of his skin hunger. On the one hand, he liked to be in contact with Pei Zhi, but on the other hand
, he thought it was too indulgent. Could it be that he had gone too far before, so that he now went to the other extreme and subconsciously wanted to completely indulge himself?
Xie Ning couldn't tell. He wanted to forget the ridiculous thing just now, but every time he took a step, those strange feelings would be activated, rushing to his brain, repeatedly helping him recall.
While Pei Zhi was wiping him with a wet towel, he said in a very serious tone, as if he was very curious: "What should I do? My clothes are all wet, and I probably won't be able to wear them later. But fortunately, I used my clothes to cushion you, otherwise when we leave, others will need one more because someone has peed in their pants."
Xie Ning was still confused at the time. When she heard about peeing in her pants, her first reaction was to look up and explain: "I didn't pee in my pants."
"Well, no." Pei Zhi stroked Xie Ning's cheek and coaxed her, "But it doesn't matter if you pee in your pants. Not to mention peeing in your pants, even if you pee on me..."
Her face was burning, and Xie Ning simply didn't dare to continue recalling.
Really, it's too abnormal.
Before, Xie Ning was only in the inner voice stage, and he didn't take those exaggerated words seriously.
Everyone's heart is like a floating cloud, and sometimes even they don't know where the cloud will drift to. A sudden flash of inspiration and a sudden dark emotion make people unable to control themselves, but it does not represent what they think in their hearts, nor does it represent what they really want to do.
There is a saying that goes, judge by deeds, not by the heart. Xie Ning has always believed in this, so he never took Pei Zhi's inner voice too seriously, and in most cases, he treated it as a joke.
Like what Pei Zhi said in his inner voice, what about stepping on it, does Pei Zhi really want to do it? Not necessarily. Maybe it's just that the brain is more exciting, and when it really happens in reality, he can't accept it.
Now it seems that those thoughts... don't seem to be just thoughts.
Not only are the thoughts abnormal, Pei Zhi himself is also quite abnormal.
Xie Ning's head was a little confused. Pei Zhi helped him wipe it clean, but he still felt uncomfortable. What made him even more uncomfortable was the bright environment around him and the passers-by. Although he was wrapped up tightly, he and Pei Zhi knew clearly what had just happened.
He squeezed towards Pei Zhi inconspicuously, as if he wanted to use Pei Zhi's tall body to find a temporary shelter for himself.
Xie Ning, who had never done anything bad since he was a child, actually had a guilty conscience and felt uneasy.
Xie Ning wanted to calm down for a while, but Pei Zhi, who was always quiet and cold, kept muttering in her ear: "Wife, baby, pay attention to me."
Xie Ning's muffled voice came from under the mask: "I'm not your wife."
"Then I am your wife, okay?" It's all the same. Pei Zhi rubbed Xie Ning's shoulders and let Xie Ning lean towards him again, "Baby, baby, don't be angry."
"Pei Zhi." It was a bit cold today, but Xie Ning felt hot all over. His face under the mask was already a bright color. In a corner where there were not many people, he raised his wet eyelashes and looked at Pei Zhi very seriously, "You are really too much."
Pei Zhi looked at the wet marks at the corners of Xie Ning's eyes, and his Adam's apple slid. He bent down and wiped the crystals from Xie Ning's eyes with his fingers. He asked like a child, "What's too much?"
"You..." Xie Ning was a little incoherent, "You carry wet wipes and tissues with you, is it for doing these things anytime and anywhere?"
"Of course not." Pei Zhi said, "I was afraid you would need them, so I carried them with me. This time it was really an accident. Before getting on the Ferris wheel, I just wanted to kiss you."
"Who knew that after getting on, I... blamed me, blamed me for not having enough self-control." Pei Zhi took Xie Ning's hand and kissed it, "Thank you for your hard work, baby."
It was an accident again.
He spoke in such a weird tone again.
Every time Pei Zhi made a promise, something unexpected would happen. Xie Ning didn't know if Pei Zhi did it on purpose, but he didn't know how Pei Zhi did it. Why could he always make promises with such a serious and convincing look and expression, and then bite him like a hungry wolf. Afterwards, the well-fed Pei Zhi became a wet big dog again, pitifully betraying him.
The most ridiculous thing was that Xie Ning was "cheated" so many times, but he still believed it.
"Go away." Xie Ning wanted to push Pei Zhi away, but was held back by his hand. Before Pei Zhi could speak, Xie Ning frowned and said seriously, "I don't want to talk to you."
It sounded a little fierce.
Pei Zhi never had the chance to see Xie Ning like this before. Xie Ning's image outside has always been aloof, cold and calm. He never thought he would see Xie Ning like this, as if she was acting coquettishly, or as if she was complaining with grievance.
Just like when she was on the Ferris wheel, Xie Ning called him a bastard in a crying voice. Her voice and body were shaking, her eyes were blurred with tears, and she looked really pitiful.
"Why are you acting coquettish again?" Pei Zhi put Xie Ning's somewhat cold hand into his neck. He said, "Why are you so cute even when you lose your temper."
Xie Ning was speechless.
First of all, he didn't lose his temper, and secondly, he didn't act coquettishly. Pei Zhi always misunderstood his words and deeds, but forget it, he didn't want to talk.
Now he just wanted to take a rest.
Pei Zhi used his body temperature to warm up Xie Ning's left hand, and then changed to her right hand. He asked, "Are you cold? Do you want to go indoors or try something else?" He
glanced down with a veiled look, "It should be possible, right?"
At that time, Pei Zhi wanted to lift up the coat to see the specific situation, but Xie Ning refused. She held the hem of her coat tightly with both hands, and her face was flushed. How could he bring himself to do it?
Now he regretted it a little. He should have coaxed Xie Ning to let Xie Ning lift up the hem of her coat to show him, instead of missing it like this.
"It was pink originally, but now it should have turned into a beautiful red, right?"
"Like it's ripe."
"And my wife is so cute... She's small and doesn't eat much, but I don't know why she can eat so much."
"If it's so difficult now, will it be difficult later? My wife is so thin and her belly is still thin, her belly won't burst, right?"
"Probably not. Although my wife is small, she can flow a lot."
"I was scared at first. I thought my wife was broken. How could she vomit so much like a fountain that I couldn't even catch it."
"But it's good to sit like this. I can see my wife's face clearly. When my wife is happy, her eyes will narrow a little and she will stick out her tongue. It will shrink because she is nervous."
"I like it so much..."
"Pei Zhi." Xie Ning interrupted Pei Zhi's fantasy, his voice trembling a little. He turned his head, revealing a part of his red ears, "Let's go and have a look, try something else."
"Try something simple."
If Pei Zhi was allowed to continue thinking like this, he might have to act out a plot in his mind. It
doesn't matter if Pei Zhi thinks about these things, but the key point is that as the person involved, it is really embarrassing for him to hear it.
Especially when Pei Zhi described in detail his expression and reaction at the time... Those things that he himself had forgotten, when Pei Zhi said this, it was as if there was a picture, which made him extremely ashamed.
In the end, Xie Ning and Pei Zhi still came to play the merry-go-round.
There were not many people on the merry-go-round at this time, and Pei Zhi picked a larger double horse. Xie Ning sat in front of him, and he hugged Xie Ning from behind. His expression and movements were very natural.
The vague gazes around him made Xie Ning's face slightly hot. He called softly, "Pei Zhi."
"Yeah." Pei Zhi thought Xie Ning was cold, so he rubbed Xie Ning's hand, put it on his lips and kissed her, "I'll cover you up so you won't be cold."
"It's not cold, I'm not cold." Xie Ning wrapped herself tightly, but it was because her hands were exposed to the air that they felt cooler. He said, "There are a lot of people here..."
He also saw that some people seemed to be taking pictures. Among the two of them, only Pei Zhi did not cover his face. He was afraid that these people would spread the photos randomly, such as posting them on the Internet. This might affect Pei Zhi's daily life in the future, and it might also bring some unnecessary troubles.
Pei Zhi pulled Xie Ning's mask up: "It's okay. They can only see my face, not you."
Xie Ning was stunned. This was not the problem.
He is not a big star, he is not afraid of being seen by others, and he does not care about what others think. But at this time, Pei Zhi's first reaction is to consider him?
Behind him is a warm and serious embrace. Xie Ning is hugged in the embrace, covering his hands. Pei Zhi's arms are very broad and his palms are also very big. When he is held in his arms, he seems to be well cared for and protected in every part of his body.
The weather report came from the amusement park radio: "The temperature has fluctuated greatly recently. Affected by the strong cold air, there is a high probability of strong winds, cooling and snowfall today and tomorrow. Please keep warm, especially children. Be sure to wear clothes and be careful of catching a cold! If you have lost items or children are missing, you can go to the lost and found office..."
Pei Zhi paused in kneading his fingers and suddenly raised his eyes: "Snowing?"
Xie Ning: "It seems so. The cold air came later this year. At this time last year, it was snowing every day."
Indeed. In the past two years, the alternation of cold and warm air has caused the temperature in City A to be higher than in previous years. As early as the end of November last year, it was already unbearably cold, but in mid-November this year, there are occasional high temperatures.
"This is the first snow this year." Pei Zhi buried his face in Xie Ning's neck and rubbed it slightly. He said, "I have to watch it with you."
Xie Ning tilted her head slightly, her hair brushed against her temples and behind her ears, causing a small shudder. He asked softly, "Is there any legend about this?"
"I don't know, I'll go search it later?" Pei Zhi said, "I didn't pay attention to these things before."
It was really strange. Pei Zhi never paid attention to these legends or constellations before, but after having Xie Ning, he would habitually pay attention to metaphysics related to Xie Ning, such as constellations, tarot cards... The funniest thing is that he actually spent money to find someone to test their marriage.
This is also what Pei Zhi saw on the Internet. Many people recommended this master, saying that the other party was very accurate in his calculations and even released chat records. I don’t know what Pei Zhi was thinking at the time. He actually added the other party as a friend. The moment he transferred the money, he felt that he was really crazy and actually believed in these things.
Those chat records were obviously self-directed and self-acted, and all the WeChat merchants in the early years were like this.
Pei Zhi thought he was an idiot at the time, but after getting a very good result, seeing the words "very suitable", "match made in heaven", "long-lasting" and so on all over the screen, he changed his mind.
This master is so accurate.
Pei Zhi transferred 888 to the other party as a red envelope.
While Pei Zhi was searching on the Internet, Xie Ning also looked at his mobile phone for a while. His parents called him several times, but the call didn’t go through, so they changed to WeChat.
[Sini: Baby, are you free now? Your father and I have a draft book in your apartment, in the storage room if I remember correctly? We didn't need it originally, but recently we suddenly found that the drafts in it can still be used. Would you mind taking a few photos for us? Bring it to us later on Christmas. 】
【Sini: Wow! Did you go to the amusement park with your friends today? I saw the photos posted by Xiao Ran on WeChat Moments. The boy next to you is the friend who answered the phone last time, right? You two seem to have a very good relationship. 】
【Sini: Your dad and I have never seen you bring friends home. We can't wait to see you! 】
This message was sent 20 minutes ago.
During that time, Xie Ning was still on the Ferris wheel with Pei Zhi... He still felt hot when he recalled it.
Xie Ning was replying to her mother's message. Pei Zhi lowered his head and saw the message from Xie Yan. He avoided her gaze and had no intention of prying into Xie Ning's privacy, but he still saw a few words just now.
"Have you ever brought friends home?" Pei Zhi said, "I just saw it accidentally."
Xie Ning: "No."
He thought for a moment and said, "I don't have any particularly good friends."
Most people think he is very cold, or maybe he is too distant, and has a bit of aloofness and inviolability. In junior high and high school, many people wanted to make friends with him, but they didn't dare to get close.
Later, there were a few who were braver, but they couldn't stand his coldness, and the relationship was lukewarm, that's it.
Xie Ning's relationship with most people is like that of ordinary strangers. Classmates are just classmates. They can discuss problems and help each other occasionally, but they will not enter into a friendship. Compared with a closer friendship, they are more like tools that use each other.
He didn't think there was anything wrong with this. At least, he never had any trouble with interpersonal relationships, and he didn't have to waste his time on socializing.
Xie Ning liked it very much.
"I'm the first person you've met your parents?" Pei Zhi said with his head down, "I'm so honored?"
Xie Ning glanced at him and said, "Indeed, I'm the first."
When Xie Ning was in elementary school in his hometown, he almost brought a child to meet his parents, but because he moved too hastily, he didn't have the opportunity to say goodbye to the child. In the end, he didn't invite the child to his home to play, nor did he meet his parents.
Pei Zhi's face was full of excitement and secret joy. Xie Ning said helplessly, "Don't be too exaggerated, and don't give me a particularly expensive gift. My parents don't like it."
Pei Zhi: "Well, I know what I'm doing. But I still have to give gifts. It's too rude to meet my uncle and aunt empty-handed."
Pei Zhi had no idea.
If Xie Ning didn't bring it up, Xie Ning was afraid that Pei Zhi would empty the money in his card to prepare gifts for his parents. But now he also doesn't think that Pei Zhi will simply prepare a gift. He has a headache. If Pei Zhi really gives a particularly expensive gift, his parents will definitely be surprised...
"I have to go home now. My parents have a notebook and I have to take a picture of it for them." As soon as Xie Ning finished speaking, Pei Zhi turned over and got off the horse. He stretched out his arms to him at the edge of the merry-go-round. He said, "Will you hold me down?"
Pei Zhi: "I'll hold you down."
In fact, Xie Ning is not used to overly intimate behavior in public, but now, looking at Pei Zhi with a serious face and only him in his eyes, he found that it didn't seem so unacceptable.
Xie Ning leaned slightly to the side and let Pei Zhi hold his waist. While he was held in his arms, he vaguely heard someone screaming excitedly, without any malice. Such movement made his face a little hot. He leaned his face into Pei Zhi's neck and slowly put his arms around him.
"I don't want to move." The hug made Xie Ning feel extremely comfortable and he felt soft all over. He raised his chin slightly and rubbed Xie Ning's jaw with his face. He said softly, "I don't want to walk either."
Xie Ning showed a rare clinginess and seemed to be acting coquettishly with Pei Zhi. The tone and body were soft, full of dependence, which made Pei Zhi's heart skip a beat.
Pei Zhi's throat rolled, and his tone softened involuntarily, as if he was afraid of startling Xie Ning: "I'll carry you to the car, okay?"
"Hmm?" Xie Ning slowly raised her eyelashes.
"If you don't want to walk, I'll carry you to the car." Pei Zhi coaxed, "You don't need to do anything, just lean on me and sleep."
Xie Ning frowned slightly, and after a few seconds, she closed her eyes again and leaned into Pei Zhi's neck again. He said, "Okay."
Pei Zhi enjoyed Xie Ning's dependence, and he also liked Xie Ning to give him some things to do, even though he knew that Xie Ning could do these things by herself, and she could do them very well. Things like dressing, washing, eating, etc.
But he just wanted Xie Ning to call him more often, and it would be best if Xie Ning didn't need to do anything, and leave everything to him, so that he could help Xie Ning dress, bathe, wash, feed Xie Ning... He would help Xie Ning solve all the trivial matters in life. If Xie Ning wanted, Xie Ning didn't need to walk anywhere, and he would hold Xie Ning in his arms.
It would be best if Xie Ning could control him, check on him, and let him report his itinerary at all times, even if he installed positioning and monitoring in his mobile phone. He liked Xie Ning to show possessiveness towards him.
Pei Zhi knew that this might be a bit perverted, but he really liked Xie Ning, so much so that he even thought that it would be nice if they were twins, so that they would have the same blood, similar faces, and would think of each other when looking in the mirror.
The car arrived at the downstairs of the apartment building. The security measures of the apartment were very good. No idle people were allowed to enter. Even takeout and express delivery had to be sent to one place and then arranged by the property manager to be delivered to the door.
Xie Ning and the security guard registered Pei Zhi's information, and Pei Zhi's car and face could also enter his apartment.
He gave Pei Zhi permission to enter his house.
Pei Zhi vaguely realized that Xie Ning's attitude towards him had changed. He seemed to be one step closer to Xie Ning. He thought and reviewed again and again, but he didn't know which of his actions pleased Xie Ning. Was
it on the Ferris wheel that made Xie Ning very happy?
Did Xie Ning like that too?
Xie Ning had just opened the door and was about to turn around when Pei Zhi came and hugged him. They had a big size difference. When Pei Zhi held him, he kept rubbing his neck like a giant dog.
"Baby, can I stay here with you tonight?" This seemed to have ulterior motives, Pei Zhi immediately added, "I can sleep on the sofa and the floor."
Xie Ning did not answer immediately, he just glanced at his mobile phone that kept lighting up, it was a dormitory group message. Chen Xi and Gu Nian were calling Pei Zhi frantically, asking Pei Zhi to pay attention to the group messages.
"It seems that your professional group has sent a notification?" Xie Ning said, "You should check the group message first."
Pei Zhi didn't listen, he hugged Xie Ning tighter, and his hoarse voice kept repeating: "Baby, you smell so good."
Xie Ning has been outside all day today, what kind of smell can there be? Even if it is really the smell of shower gel, it should have dissipated by now. He stretched out his slender fingers and gently stroked the back of Pei Zhi's head: "Be obedient, check the group message first."
Pei Zhi loosened his grip on Xie Ning a little, and he showed a look of grievance. He gently hooked his fingers on Xie Ning's knuckles and asked softly: "I will be obedient, so can I stay here with you tonight?" "
I promise I won't do anything wrong, I can sleep on the sofa and the floor." Pei Zhi once again gave his promise.
But Xie Ning knew that this kind of promise would have no effect on two people whose hormones were secreted vigorously and were in an ambiguous period.
Xie Ning asked knowingly: "What are you doing here?"
Pei Zhi said: "I can make you a midnight snack and wash your clothes."
Xie Ning: "But I don't want to have a midnight snack. I have a washing machine and a dryer at home, so I don't need to wash them myself."
Pei Zhi was stunned. Xie Ning's words made him unable to respond for a while, and he showed a look of distress. He reached out and pinched Xie Ning's earlobe, and said, "I'll steal your washing machine tomorrow."
Xie Ning gently pulled the corner of her lips, and he slowly raised his eyelashes and said, "You are useless."
"What kind of ambition do you need in front of your wife?" Pei Zhi said as a
matter of course. Xie Ning: "Look at the group message first, and let's talk about staying overnight later. They seem to be in a hurry, and they may be afraid that you will miss some better opportunities."
Compared with staying overnight, the group message is more important, but in Pei Zhi's mind, it seems that staying overnight at Xie Ning's house is the top priority.
During this period, many colleges will offer opportunities for overseas exchanges, seminars and other activities. Xie Ning participated in many of them last year, and now they are also afraid that Pei Zhi will miss them.
Pei Zhi looked at the group notification and it turned out to be similar to what Xie Ning thought.
This is a professional exchange program, which requires going to Jingzhou. In this activity, you can communicate with many well-known seniors in the industry, which will be of great benefit to the future.
Pei Zhi looked at the time, which was just around Christmas. The coach @ him in the group to fill out the form, and he frowned: "I won't go."
Xie Ning looked at him in surprise and asked: "Why not go?"
"I promised you that I would go abroad with you to meet your parents at Christmas. What's the point of me going back on my word now?" Pei Zhi said, "I don't want to break my promise to you, nor do I want to go back on my word."
But it was not the same thing at all. Xie Ning said, "When will this project be finished? On Christmas Day, it's actually still in time. I'll stay at my parents' place for a week, and you can come when you're done. We can also have fun for three or four days. There's no conflict between the two."
He looked at Pei Zhi seriously, "Didn't your coach say that? This will be of great help to your future. If you can get some advice or introductions from seniors..."
Pei Zhi hugged Xie Ning again.
He leaned slowly on Xie Ning and whispered, "I really don't care about these."
"Even if I don't go, it won't have much impact on me. My resume is already very good, and I don't need this project to add icing on the cake for me. Moreover, even if I want to be gilded, there are many ways to do it. There are many opportunities in the future. Maybe this exchange will bring some benefits to me in the future." Pei Zhi said, "But I don't want to break my promise to you now because of something that seems to be beneficial to my future."
"In my heart, you are the most important."
In the quiet environment, the heartbeat gradually became louder.
Xie Ning has always been very mature. In the face of emotion and reason, he can always go to the rational side without hesitation. Even if Pei Zhi really chooses to go to this exchange event and does not board the plane with him, he will not think it's a big deal.
Life is full of force majeure. Including Xie Ning's own life.
Faced with these force majeure, people always give up some unimportant things.
Xie Ning's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.
In Pei Zhi's heart, he is the most important.
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