Chapter 8
After sending the message, Xie Ning did not reply immediately.
Pei Zhi went back to see what he had sent again, was stunned for a moment, and immediately withdrew the message, but it had been more than two minutes and the system showed that it could not be withdrawn.
He regretted and was irritated, and his face was slightly hot. Why did he type so quickly, why didn't he think about it again.
Xie Ning was obviously asking him if he had been a model before, but he seemed to be out of his mind and couldn't wait to tell Xie Ning that he was a virgin.
Would Xie Ning think he was weird... or that he was a pervert?
Xie Ning really didn't know how to respond, and after a moment, she replied.
[Ning: I have to go out tomorrow morning and will be home around ten o'clock. I have already told the property management in advance that someone will take you up when you come tomorrow. If I'm not there when you come, you can just enter the password to come in.
[Ning: Password wdfs355] The
apartment where Xie Ning lives has one apartment per floor. Usually, the householder needs to swipe a card to enter and exit, and visitors need to register. The security is very strict and safe.
Pei Zhi looked at the password and Xie Ning's previous words "You can come to my house to take a shower", and a subtle feeling surged in his heart.
Does Xie Ning trust him so much? Isn't he afraid that he is a bad person and will empty Xie Ning's house?
And doesn't Xie Ning have a cleanliness fetish? She was actually willing to let him use the bathroom.
He took a shower the first time he went to Xie Ning's house, which was not good...
Pei Zhi's expression became more and more serious and cold, but his chest was very agitated because of his accelerated heartbeat. He subconsciously opened the drawer to touch the cigarette box, but found that the area that originally contained cigarettes was empty, but there was only a handful of candy.
He picked a lime-flavored hard candy, and the light fruity aroma spread between his lips and teeth. The sweet and sour stimulation of his taste buds calmed him down a little.
Xie Ning must have believed in his character, so she gave him the house password and allowed him to take a shower at Xie Ning's house.
So in return, shouldn't he do something to show his gratitude?
[Willing: xbnnc030]
[Ning:? ]
Pei Zhi was reserved for ten minutes before continuing to send.
[Willing: This is my house password. ]
Xie Ning didn't see the message until the next morning.
He has a regular schedule and always goes to bed early and gets up early. This is also the doctor's advice to him.
Xie Ning felt a little funny.
He usually uses fingerprints to unlock the door, and the door also has a dynamic password, which is changed once in a while. The password he gave Pei Zhi was for 8:00-12:00, and the password would be changed later.
I don't know what Pei Zhi was thinking. Maybe he felt that Xie Ning gave him the password, so he had to give it to her too, is that fair?
Xie Ning's appointment time was 8:30, and his home was not far from the hospital.
The hospital was decorated in an elegant style, with a faint smell of disinfectant. The warm sunlight outside the window shone through the large glass windows into the corridor, reflecting a slender
and elegant shadow. A child was running in the corridor, his cheek brushed against the back of Xie Ning's hand, and his father almost bumped into Xie Ning in order to catch the child.
The parent looked apologetic: "Sorry, I didn't hurt you, did I? It's all because of that little bastard, he was really too naughty..."
Xie Ning moved his fingers slightly and lowered his eyelids: "It's okay."
The parent was very polite, but he did not bump into Xie Ning, only the child accidentally touched him.
The clinic Xie Ning was going to was on the left, and he turned into the bathroom on the right without hesitation. Under the water, he rubbed his hands repeatedly.
He didn't know how many times he had used hand sanitizer. The back of his hands and fingers were red, and there seemed to be a small piece of broken skin.
The cold water touched the broken skin and it was a little bit stinging, and he felt a little better.
Xie Ning knew that this kind of touch was very common in interpersonal communication, but he couldn't stand it.
He didn't like to get too close to others, and he hated contact with others even more.
Xie Ning has skin cravings. He naturally craves physical contact with others, even if it's just a simple hand holding or hugging.
He accidentally bumped into someone just now, and the place he was touched was like being suddenly covered with ice cubes in the summer. It was refreshing at first, but after a while, the ice cubes on the skin brought a stinging pain that was too low to bear.
Xie Ning hates contact with people, and recently, his skin cravings seem to be getting worse.
Skin cravings usually produce a strong urge to touch others' bodies, accompanied by emotional anxiety, irritability and restlessness. There is currently no clear treatment plan.
A gentleman-looking man in a white coat holds a silver fountain pen in his slender fingers. As he writes, the green plants beside him sway gently.
Shi Qingyu: "You mean, you recently met someone you wouldn't resist? Even if it's a close physical contact, such as hugging or holding hands, you wouldn't feel disgusted?"
Xie Ning corrected: "It's just a simple hug and touch."
Shi Qingyu: "So, you haven't confirmed yet, if you have a slightly more intimate action with him, even if it's just contact within the normal social range, will you have thoughts of resistance?"
Xie Ning had two accidents with Pei Zhi. The first time was when he almost fell in the dormitory, and Pei Zhi helped him up. The other time was when a motorcycle was running across the sidewalk yesterday, and Pei Zhi pulled him into his arms.
He said, "No. But as far as the current contact is concerned, I really don't mind it."
"At the same time, my cravings seem to be getting worse."
Shi Qingyu's expression was serious: "When cravings occur, what method will you choose? Or will you suppress it by force?"
Xie Ning: "Yes."
"What method?" Xie Ning was silent. Shi Qingyu sighed, "Xie Ning, you can't hurt yourself."
Xie Ning: "I didn't hurt myself."
Forcibly suppressing instinctive desires and needs, isn't it a kind of harm to the body and mind?
Shi Qingyu looked at Xie Ning worriedly. He didn't know what to do with this special young patient.
First, he couldn't provide him with an effective solution, and second, he didn't cooperate at all.
There is currently no clear treatment plan for skin hunger. Doctors can only encourage patients to actively communicate, or give patients positive psychological hints, change their cognition, help them correctly understand skin hunger, and tell them that skin hunger is a very normal phenomenon.
In more serious cases, some medications can be used for treatment, but medications do not work for Xie Ning.
Shi Qingyu once suggested that Xie Ning undergo desensitization treatment, but Xie Ning rejected it without hesitation.
Desensitization treatment requires Xie Ning to enjoy and experience the sense of security and comfort brought by skin contact within the scope of conditions, and help him accept repair through desensitization.
This requires Xie Ning to have continuous and sufficient contact with the contact object until the symptoms are relieved.
This is the solution that Shi Qingyu recommends. Xie Ning has skin thirst and cleanliness at the same time. Long-term repression will inevitably have a bad impact on the mind and body.
But Xie Ning has his own way of thinking. He cannot accept contact with strangers, and he does not want to relieve his symptoms by contact with others. His keratosis and skin craving are pulling each other, and the keratosis has always been the upper hand.
Shi Qingyu is worried that one day, if his keratosis cannot defeat skin craving, skin craving will double.
Shi Qingyu tentatively said: "Since you are not disgusted by contact with this person, can you try to contact him? It doesn't need to be too intimate, just normal social distance is fine."
Xie Ning said calmly: "I know what you want to say, but I don't want to."
He added, "Isn't there another possibility? Desensitization failed, making me addicted."
Intimate contact is a nightmare for Xie Ning. Let's take a step back. Even if Xie Ning is really willing to accept the desensitization plan, what if the situation does not ease and he starts to rely on physical contact with the other person?
He hates losing control and accidents.
Xie Ning hates things that make him addicted.
"You are too demanding of yourself. You are always very strict with yourself, don't allow accidents to happen around you, and never have any entertainment methods. You are a person, not a machine." Shi Qingyu sighed, "You should indulge yourself appropriately."
"Strictness is not a bad thing."
"But if your situation gets worse and worse..."
Xie Ning interrupted calmly: "No."
He believed in his self-control.
It was already half past nine when Xie Ning walked out of the hospital gate, and it was about ten o'clock when he got home.
Pei Zhi arrived around 9:30, but he did not use the password to enter the house.
Xie Ning's apartment has one unit per floor, and there is also a rest area at the door, so he can wait slowly at the door.
As soon as the elevator door opened, Xie Ning saw Pei Zhi sitting on the sofa.
Didn't he give Pei Zhi the password? Why didn't Pei Zhi go in?
There was an exquisite bag on the coffee table. Pei Zhi looked down at his mobile phone with a cold expression, his fingers bent against his nose, and no one knew what he was thinking.
The elevator door behind Xie Ning closed, and Pei Zhi just looked over and saw Xie Ning walking slowly towards him.
Today he was wearing a simple white shirt and black pants. Perhaps because he had just come back from outside, his skin was white and pink, his lips were as pale as cherry blossoms, and in the reflection of the mirror above his head, his eyebrows and eyes were covered with a layer of light frost and snow.
His facial features and outlines were very regular, and it would be better to say that he was beautiful rather than regular. He always had a cold and distant look, and the slightest expression on his face made people unable to look away.
Xie Ning walked over: "Why don't you go in?"
Pei Zhi got up from the sofa and stood in front of Xie Ning. His tall figure seemed like a huge monster, easily blocking the light and vision in front of Xie Ning.
Xie Ning frowned slightly, Pei Zhi was too tall.
Not only tall, but also hot. Even though he was just standing in front of her, at a distance, Xie Ning could feel the vigorous heat and strong hormonal breath coming from Pei Zhi.
"Didn't you say you were almost there? I'll wait for you before going in, it's the same." Pei Zhi casually picked up the exquisite bag on the coffee table, which was tied with a beautiful bow. He handed it over casually, "Here you go." "
Breakfast." Pei Zhi said, "I bought it on the way."
[So nervous, so nervous, what will my wife's house be like? No one answered the doorbell, and I didn't dare to go in without my wife TT. ]
[It's my first time to my wife's house, I don't know what to bring, so just bring me. ]
[Lie to your wife, how could I not bring anything, I also brought breakfast. I got up at four o'clock to make a loving breakfast for my Ningning wife. ^^】
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