Waiting for the plane, just chatting [actually I just want to show my presence even though I haven’t updated yet]
I probably won't be able to update today, but I'm afraid you guys will forget about poor me. So I'm typing on my phone at the airport and I'll start a separate chapter to chat about anything.
(Friends who don’t like reading Xian Bai’er can turn it off, it’s free anyway.) A while ago, I changed my Zhihu name to a pen name, and then a few days ago, a friend suddenly sent me a private message, saying that it was painful to follow the updates, and asked me what other books I had written…
I was shocked because I rarely post on Zhihu, I don't know how I was discovered. I use Weibo more often, if there are many people interested, I can reveal my Weibo name. (I follow more than a thousand beautiful female bloggers on Weibo...) But how can a brother who has been following the updates still ask such a question... Hey.
You can talk about my "creative career".
The first time I signed a contract for an online article was when I was in the third grade of junior high school. It was on a very old website called "Under the Banyan Tree". I wonder if anyone has heard of it.
The novel I signed is a youth romance...
Because I liked a junior high school classmate at that time, I wrote a story with her as the heroine and myself as the hero.
I wrote about 50,000 words and finished it when I entered high school.
The second time I signed a contract for an online article was when I was in my first or second year of high school, still under the banyan tree.
It's a fictional romance.
Because I liked a high school classmate at that time, I wrote a story with her as the heroine and myself as the hero.
I wrote it for about a year and ended it when I fell in love with another girl.
The third time I signed a contract for writing online articles was after I graduated from high school. I think it was on a women’s website? I don’t quite remember the name.
Anyway, it's still a romance.
It was because of my first love in my senior year of high school... I was the male lead and she was the female lead... I wrote a story...
Anyway, the first three times were all romances...
I registered on Qidian after college, but when I was in school I was either playing games or fooling around. I only had time to write during the winter and summer vacations when I went home.
At the beginning of the holiday, I always aspire to use these two months to write a magnum opus, and then fast forward to the start of school, and I feel regretful when I look at the beginning of less than 50,000 words.
However, no matter how much I write, I have almost always signed a contract... So when I occasionally see friends struggling with how to sign a contract, I feel that there is really no need to think too much. For online writing, it is enough to be interesting. Of course, writing purely for yourself does not count.
The way I write, I will naturally achieve nothing in college.
I haven’t had a serious job since graduation, as mentioned in the last chapter. I graduated from college in 2018, worked for ten months, quit and went home to play for a year… I came to Shanghai to work for two months, quit again and lived off my savings… If I hadn’t written this book, I would have been a complete loser.
The circumstances of life are really hard to explain.
When I do some things, I feel that they are inexplicably simple.
For example, when I was in school, I didn’t study very hard. I read novels, played games, played ball, and had a crush on female classmates every day, but I often got the first place in the class in exams.
Although it is not the best, it is satisfying enough.
I have just started writing novels and have achieved the results I have now.
Although it’s not that great, it’s far exceeded my expectations.
I often feel...how can I be so worthy of so much support?
However, a wise man named Lu once said... Every gift that fate has given to you, a little bastard, has already been secretly marked with a price.
Some things I do are inexplicably difficult.
For example...playing games.
It started when I was a kid going to the arcade and playing those arcade games like Devouring the World.
I have a very good friend who is very good at this and can complete the game alone with one coin.
Then when you play with me, you get two...
Whatever the concept, you will understand.
Later, I played League of Legends. I was an old player in S2, and when I just reached level 30, the ranking points were cancelled.
It took me almost three years, and finally in S5, after repeated efforts, I reached... Brilliant Silver.
Later, I had to start trying to gain points at the beginning of the season every year so that I could barely reach gold at the end of the season.
If there is one thing in my life that I have pursued the most times, spent the longest time, put in the most effort, and suffered the most, it must be platinum...
I fell in love with playing AD after watching Uzi, but now Uzi has retired, and I still haven’t reached Platinum... (sigh).
Later, we played the chicken game.
There are too many cheats in the PC game... It is difficult to operate the mobile game...
But my scores are usually quite high, one reason is that I have thigh straps, and the other is that I... just hide.
Thanks to the word "hiding", the number of times I killed people was once less than the number of times I ate chicken...
In short, it can be summed up in one sentence.
Playing games is boring. (crying)
Then.
If there is anything harder than playing games, it is finding a girlfriend.
It's too difficult.
I don't know why it's so difficult.
Ever since I first had a crush on a female classmate in sixth grade, I have been trying to understand what is going on in those girls' minds.
It has been more than ten years now, and the answer I have always gotten is that they want me to get out…
Every girl I’ve ever pursued is like the prophet in Werewolf, and they always have only one thing to say to me.
You are a good person.
Eh.
Forget it, I won’t say any more.
I don't feel comfortable crying in public.
Just enough.
I know that someone must be brewing the word "ugly" at this time...
For young people like this, I advise you to take care of yourself.
No more words.
Wuhu...
(End of this chapter)
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