Her heart began to suffocate at the thought of this situation.
She didn't want Zhou Jingyu to marry another woman. The thought of it made her heart hurt.
It's very uncomfortable.
But even so, she had never thought about having a long-term and purposeful relationship with him, the kind that would lead to marriage.
After all, who can guarantee that their love will never end and never fade?
Wen Tang felt that she was currently walking at a fork in the road. The fork in the road connected two roads. On one road stood Zhou Jingyu, but there was nothing else besides him. It was unknown and desolate, and she would probably face many difficulties and obstacles. There was another road, but there was no Zhou Jingyu on that road, but there were dense flowers and green forests. All the good things were at her fingertips.
Does she really want to give up a large forest for Zhou Jingyu?
The most important thing is, even if she is willing to give up a large tract of forest for Zhou Jingyu, will Zhou Jingyu be willing to choose not to get married for her?
This is the most contradictory point.
As the president of Shengling, Zhou Jingyu has many eyes on him. Even if he doesn't want to, there are countless people behind him who will add fuel to the fire.
He is not young anymore.
But what about her?
Her family background is inferior to his, and she only has a good face... Zhou Jingyu is not without it. Not only does her status not match, but she still refuses to get married.
Imagine that now she can't leave him like this, so after a while, will she like him more and more? Wen Tang thinks this is entirely possible. After all, she can't control herself now and misses him every day. Wen Tang swears that she has never been so obsessed with any man as she is with Zhou Jingyu. If you let it develop and don't stop it in time, you can imagine how embarrassing it will be when you break up, and in the end both sides will suffer.
Wen Tang spent several days digesting and convincing herself that ever since the day Zhou Jingyu left Lake City, she began to look listless, had no energy to do anything, and sometimes even became distracted.
Fortunately, it didn't affect her work. The filming had reached a certain stage and required her to be in a decadent state, but this actually added fuel to the fire.
After returning to Lingcheng from Hucheng, Zhou Jingyu discovered that his contact with Wentang became less and less.
In the past, no matter how busy Wen Tang was, she would reply to his messages promptly and talk a lot. If the time was right, she would be a chatterbox and talk too much to finish. But in the past few days, she often missed replying to his messages. She was very busy and tired, and she always stopped talking after a few words.
Zhou Jingyu understood the hard work she put in filming and didn't say anything to her. He only told her to get more sleep and rest, keep her body healthy, and be in good condition so that she could make a good movie.
Zhou Jingyu's attitude towards Wen Tang was always gentle and never aggressive. If one of the two people in a normal relationship was treated in this way, they would probably have started to ask why he was being treated this way, and whether he no longer cared about him. But Zhou Jingyu would not do that. He seemed to really believe Wen Tang's lies and treated Wen Tang as before.
But the more Zhou Jingyu acted like this, the more Wen Tang felt torn.
Why don’t we just forget it?
Or maybe we shouldn't break up?
Who says you have to get married when you are in love? There are so many people who break up halfway through their relationship. Just let it go!
However, whenever Wen Tang thought of Zhou Donghai, he couldn't get over it in his heart.
Another week passed like this.
One night, it was one or two in the morning. Her night scenes finally came to an end and she switched to daytime shooting. But because she had been working day and night for a while, she had insomnia at night.
On that day, Zhou Jingyu sent her a total of four messages, sent at different time periods, but she did not reply to any of them.
Wen Tang couldn't sleep at night, so he turned on his phone to check.
He was lost in thought as he stared at the dialog box with Zhou Jingyu.
He kept flipping through the chat history, but there were too many to read. They had been in love for almost half a year, and for five of those months they were apart more than they were together. Logically, they shouldn't have such a deep emotional bond. But Wen Tang just couldn't let her go, extremely reluctant.
Otherwise, she couldn't have dragged on the breakup until now. She used to be so clean and ruthless. She was so affectionate today, and broke up tomorrow without any hesitation.
And now, it’s been half a month...
She still found it difficult to speak.
It was as if there was a hand growing in her heart, and every time she wanted to say the words of breaking up, it would reach out and block her mouth and hand.
Zhou Jingyu actually has feelings for it, right?
Recently, he only cared about her health and no longer told her about his daily life. In the past, although she was not in Lingcheng, she could fully understand his schedule, such as what time he had meetings, what time he got off work, and what social events he had, but now, in the dialog box, for several days in a row, there were only "Have you had breakfast?", "Good afternoon?", "Are there many plays today?", "Good night."
It is really difficult for a person who doesn't talk much to take the initiative to bring up a topic but still never get any response.
Wen Tang flipped through the records for more than an hour, then stared at the dialog box for ten minutes in a daze. After learning from his mistakes, he decided not to delay any longer.
Slowly enter a paragraph of text in the dialog box——
【Zhou Jingyu, let’s break up. 】
It seems too straightforward. Will he be shocked? Does it require some preparation if I suddenly break up with him?
Delete.
Change to: [Zhou Jingyu, do you think we are really suitable for each other? ]
…
Still doesn't feel right.
Delete and start over.
I don’t think we’re a good match.
…
[…I’m sorry, I don’t want to go on any further.]
…
…
…
After changing several versions, Wen Tang himself didn’t know what to do.
Finally, I just typed a line of words, closed my eyes, gritted my teeth, and sent it directly!
The message Wen Tang sent out was: [Zhou Jingyu, how about we separate for a while. ]
After sending the message, Wen Tang placed the phone next to his pillow. Sometimes Zhou Jingyu would reply to his message late at night. I wonder what would happen after he saw the message she sent him?
Wen Tang felt a little nervous. She put her phone aside, but couldn't help turning around to take a look from time to time.
Zhou Jingyu never responded.
Wen Tang waited for this reply for ten days.
I felt nervous at the beginning, as if I was going to be executed and awaiting beheading, but later I felt calm.
I guess that's what they are like.
Not replying or contacting means you agree by default.
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By the second week, Wen Tang was filming on the set as usual.
She has now adapted to Director Xu's filming techniques, and is becoming more and more adept at filming. When she first joined the crew, she tended to bring her little habits from TV dramas into the film crew, but she didn't know that filming movies and TV dramas are completely different things. Movies pursue reality and emphasize returning to one's true self. Makeup is as natural and realistic as possible. If you still use the techniques of filming TV dramas to shoot movies, it will always feel a little exaggerated.
For this reason, Wen Tang was NGed countless times during the initial shooting period of the film, received a lot of criticism from Director Xu, and also received a lot of his guidance.
Wen Tang is a person who never gives up. Knowing her own shortcomings, she accepts criticism and guidance calmly and devotes herself to honing her acting skills. Now, more than two months have passed, her acting skills have improved greatly.
It has gone from frequent NGs in the beginning, with one scene having to be shot dozens or hundreds of times, to now just a dozen or twenty times, or even less.
This movie mainly tells about an accidental incident. The police suddenly found that several people in city B committed suicide for unknown reasons. The timeline was long and short. Their families were sad and said it was very sudden. The latest suicide victim had a harmonious family with a wife and children. He didn't have any other troubles. He was just busy with work and was anxious. He obviously went to see a psychologist, but in the end, he suddenly jumped off the building for no reason.
The police found the female psychologist during a routine investigation, hoping to learn from her whether they could obtain any other details about the man's suicide. While looking through the female psychologist's medical records, they suddenly discovered several familiar names of suicide victims.
The police were sensitive to the problem and quickly launched a secret investigation into the female psychologist. The results were shocking.
Wen Tang plays the role of this female psychologist in this movie.
A doctor who appears to be gentle, calm and soothing on the surface, but is actually a tortured, paranoid and gloomy madman inside.
After Wen Tang finished filming another scene, Director Xu was not particularly satisfied and called Wen Tang over to review it.
He pointed at the video Wen Tang had just taken on the screen, "Everything is fine, but you are a strong psychologist. When the police come here, you shouldn't panic at all. Your eyes should be firmer and calmer. You are not afraid of the police. You are extremely crazy inside, and you are not even afraid of death. The police come, but what does he count for?"
“Everything is under your control.”
…
Wen Tang nodded as he listened to the director's explanation. After a few minutes, the director asked Wen Tang to go back and they re-shoot the scene.
This time, everything went smoothly. After the filming, the director gave Wen Tang a thumbs up, and it passed.
Wen Tang immediately raised a smile.
Director: "Take a ten-minute break and prepare for the next scene!"
After the photoshoot, several people came towards Wen Tang. Some were putting on makeup, some were holding umbrellas for her, some were offering her water to drink. It was hot, so some were wiping her sweat.
Ke Xin was holding her phone from afar and saw the man above, running towards her at the speed of a 100-meter sprint.
"Tangtang, Tangtang!"
Ke Xin was extremely excited.
As an assistant, she usually spends the whole day with Wen Tang, and she knows everything about Wen Tang. She noticed that Wen Tang has been in a low mood recently. She used to keep her phone with her after filming every day, and would chat with her boyfriend when she had some free time, and she always had a smile on her face.
But it’s not like that now.
He is taciturn and has a bad temper.
Ke Xinyangyang had been irritated by her several times, and would be scolded by her if she wasn't careful. So he had to be careful and speak softly in everything he did, for fear of offending her.
I no longer like to look at the phone that I used to hold tightly in my hand.
Who would believe that there is no problem with the relationship?
It's a pity that after so many days, there is no improvement, and it seems to be getting worse. Ke Xin can't help but worry about them.
This is her favorite neighbor CP!
It won’t just break up like this, right?
No way???!
After living in fear for more than ten days, seeing Zhou Jingyu's call was like seeing the light and a savior!
"Tangtang, answer the phone!"
Wen Tang was surrounded by a group of people, and Ke Xin shouted from a distance.