I was shocked when I learned that Yan Yi jumped off the building in the imperial capital.
She had tasted what love was like, so she was sure that she and Han Chi were not in love.
Later, after Han Ji signed the divorce agreement, he gave me all his traceable property, even the trust fund contract prepared by Han Haoxuan.
I suddenly understand Yan Yi? a little bit.
The moment Han Ji signed the divorce agreement and smiled with relief, I seemed to understand what love is.
Of course, this love is Han Ji's love for me.
I am not as clueless as Yan Yi? about what love is, so I am wholeheartedly seeking an answer.
I despise love and therefore close my heart and desires.
When Han Ji did that, I suddenly realized a problem - Han Ji loves me.
He once said that he didn't want me to know some of his affairs, especially those concerning his property, because he wanted to protect me.
I didn’t believe it before, but now I do.
After the news of my divorce from Han Ji was exposed, everyone thought I would cry. After all, Han Ji has been a playboy for a long time. They always thought that I was the one who was heartbroken. They all felt sorry for me and thought that I would cry and complain to everyone about my bad life.
But I let them down.
I took Han Haoxuan back home very calmly.
He also calmly attended Han Haoxuan's parent-teacher meetings and various activities organized by the school.
At that time, even my mother thought that I must be in a depressed period after the divorce and had no energy to do anything. She even wanted to attend Han Haoxuan's parent-teacher meeting on my behalf.
But I didn't. I was just like usual. I prepared three meals a day and took care of everyone in the family.
Everyone looked at me with admiration and thought I was powerful.
But why am I strong?
Because having no desires makes one strong.
I married Han Ji in the first place so that the Ai family could stay in the imperial capital and not be kicked out.
Soon after I married Han Ji, I achieved this goal.
My parents' family is prosperous, my husband's family is powerful, and my children are very obedient. For me, this is the life I have dreamed of.
I don’t have too high aspirations for my career. I just want my family’s career to be successful because our interests are one.
The Ai family will always be my last resort.
Only when they are all well can I be well.
I have never lacked money, but when it comes to the Ai family, money is no longer something we pursue.
Because if you want it, you can get it.
All I want is for the Ai family to continue to grow and develop. No one wants their family to decline.
Moreover, you can't go far alone, so I put the interests of the entire family as the top priority.
I am sure that I have made myself stronger.
But why did I become cowardly later?
Because I was unlucky enough to fall in love with Han Ji.
Like Yan Yiqing, I have tasted the sweetness of love and gradually understood Yan Yiqing's choice.
Although I was a little slow to realize it, looking back on the past ten years, it seems that life was not as bad as I imagined.
At least Han Ji respects me. Our previous interactions did not rise to the level of love or not. It just seemed that I was always happy to be with him.
He was a gentleman and didn't argue with me or even speak to me in a loud voice.
When in bed, as he said, he mostly provides services.
He said this was a treatment only wives could enjoy.
I used to be disdainful of this.
But now I have to care about it.
But my mind won't let me accept him again so easily.
Falling in love with him does not mean that you can forgive him.
The harm he caused me is permanent, and I can't forget it. I can't guarantee that in the future, I won't show my sharp fangs and hurt him to pieces like when I first found out about him and Kan Tong.
During that time, things between him and I were not good.
This was the moment when our relationship hit its lowest point since we got married.
He feels bad, and I feel even worse.
But I always can't help wanting to attack him and tease him. I used to think that he hurt my self-esteem, but now it seems that he hurt both my self-esteem and my care for him.
It turns out that at that time, I cared about him...
I also realized it later.
At Grandpa and Haojie’s funeral, I looked at him from afar, and at that moment, I inexplicably had an urge to cry.
I can't say why.
I just feel that our relationship may be a little colder than before.
It’s not because he was wrong again, nor because of anything else, but... the reality seems to not allow any possibility between us.
We each embarked on a path from which there was no turning back.
I thought I could continue walking down with Haoxuan rationally, but the moment I saw Han Ji being taken to the Public Security Bureau by the police, I felt extremely terrified.
I kept muttering to myself.
No way? That shouldn't be the case... But why would he give all the traceable property to Haoxuan and me... Could it be true? No, it shouldn't be...
My heart was jumping back and forth between affirmation and denial.
Finally came to the conclusion that he probably wouldn't.
Because I believe in him.
This kind of belief came out of nowhere.
Even though I have no feelings for him, I have been married to him for ten years.
I still have my own intuition about Han Ji.
But... Han Ji was taken away, why did I panic...
I think I cared about him and was worried about him, so after he was taken away, I didn't behave at all like the confident and calm Ai Zhiyin before.
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