"What did you figure out?"
"Song Yan said that if a man can't clearly separate his career from his relationships, it's because he doesn't love them enough. I think he's right," Lu Zhishu lowered his head and gently kissed Chen Pan's forehead. "I always thought you were you and work was work. Now that I think about it, from the very beginning, I've never been able to separate you from work. What I enjoy and what I look forward to every day are all those moments with you."
Shen Pan rested his head on Lu Zhishu's chest and raised his hands to hug his waist, "Me too."
"Come back," Lu Zhishu said, "It's not convenient for you to live with Zhou Mo. I've given up my apartment at Gan Ding Apartment. If you don't mind, you can stay in my studio apartment first. When Bo Jian's performance improves, we can rent a bigger house, preferably closer to your workplace."
Shen Pan shook his head, "That's enough. I don't want a big house, just a place to live."
Lu Zhishu: "Silly girl, why are you so stupid?"
Chen Pan: "So you take advantage of my stupidity and bully me?"
Lu Zhishu: "How come?"
Chen Pan: "Why else would you be so indifferent? How many times a month do you go home in Gan Ding Apartment?"
Lu Zhishu: "I was so wrong. I didn't consider your feelings. I only wanted to rent you a house like Zhou Mo's, but I ignored the fact that you actually need company more than a flashy, empty house."
Chen Pan raised his head, his eyes fixed on Lu Zhishu's face, "There's one more thing."
Lu Zhishu: "You say."
Shen Pan: "Don't let anything like what happened to Kan Tong happen again."
Lu Zhishu lowered his eyes, "I'm sorry, it was indeed unkind of me to do this. Bo Jian was in trouble, and I was desperate to seek help from anyone. On the other hand... at that time, you had just broken up with me, and I was really confused..."
“If your mind is in chaos, your behavior will be chaotic?”
"No," Lu Zhishu said, "You and Zhou Mo saw me and Kan Tong coming out of Greedy's door together, and you left without even looking back... At that time, I wondered if you hadn't forgotten me yet, and that you were angry because you cared about me."
Chen Pan snorted lightly, raised her head and bit Lu Zhishu's neck as a punishment. She was not soft-hearted and used some force when biting.
Lu Zhishu groaned in pain, frowning, but he didn't push Chen Pan away and let her vent her anger.
"Kan Tong and I only ate together and talked about business. I always brought Guang Lin with me when I could," Lu Zhishu said. "When you and Zhou Mo went to the Green Island Restaurant for dinner, Kan Tong and I were there too... Actually, I saw you guys a long time ago. Kan Tong asked me if I wanted to say hello to you, but I didn't."
Shen Pan didn't let go, but bit even harder.
Lu Zhishu groaned heavily, trying his best to endure the pain in his neck. "I'm not guilty, I just wanted to see your reaction. Who knew you would be so calm? You didn't even come to question me. Instead, you ate more and more, and became happier and happier. I was wondering at the time, is the steak you ordered really that delicious? You can't even see me, a living person, and all you see is the food."
Shen Pan finally let go and looked directly at him, "Really?"
Lu Zhishu supported his neck and said, "If it's fake, you keep biting me, I won't move."
Chen Pan suddenly stood up and pretended to bite again. Lu Zhishu did not dodge at all. He stretched his neck and waited quietly for Chen Pan to vent.
When her lips touched the skin of his neck, she changed her tune, leaving a light, gentle kiss.
"Okay, I believe you," Shen Pan put his arm around Lu Zhishu's neck and smiled.
Lu Zhishu picked the person up and Shen Pan sat in his arms.
"Are we really going to have a barbecue tonight?" Lu Zhishu asked.
"Yeah."
"Are you not afraid of getting acne?"
Shen Pan hesitated, "I'm afraid."
"Go eat something else. You're going to get pimples tomorrow and you're going to be upset again."
"I don't have anything else I want to eat," Shen Pan said, "I'm not familiar with this area, so I don't know which restaurant is good."
"How about private dishes?" Lu Zhishu said, "Before coming here, I asked around. There's a place here that makes good private dishes, with a sweet taste. I'm sure you'll like it."
"Sure," Chen Pan turned Lu Zhishu's head and tilted it to look at the mark she had left. "Does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt."
Shen Pan was angry and said with a smile: "You deserve the pain."
"Has it been because I've been with Zhou Mo for too long recently? Why did he suddenly become so fierce? Is he still my Zhuzhu?"
"You actually said Zhou Mo was vicious?" Chen Pan snorted, "Be careful Han Chen finds out."
"Isn't Zhou Mo fierce?" Lu Zhishu recalled the several times Zhou Mo had warned him before. "Anyway, I sympathize with Han Chen."
"Then I will follow Zhou Mo's example," Chen Pan said, "I can no longer be as gentle to you as before. I will also be fierce."
"Looks like I'm starting to feel sorry for myself."
The previous haze was swept away, and Chen Pan felt like he had found the former Lu Zhishu.
He has always been gentle and coaxing.
He was about six years older than her, and the age difference meant that he was always the one being taken care of.
He has always had his own insistence on love between men and women, otherwise he would not have touched her only after they confirmed they were boyfriend and girlfriend.
She was an ungraduated and inexperienced young girl, and the first person she fell in love with was a handsome, gentle and capable man like Lu Zhishu, so she was destined to fall in love.
She hadn't graduated yet, so Lu Zhishu always treated her as a student and took care of her like a child.
When they were not together, Lu Zhishu could see that she had feelings for him, but he didn't expose her feelings and then tease her. Instead, he told her directly, "You haven't graduated yet, so you should focus on your studies. If you like someone, you can't act impulsively. You have to be good at observation and observe for a long time to see a person's true colors. Only when you are sure that you can tolerate their strengths and weaknesses can you really like them."
Shen Pan asked him, "Are you trying to persuade me not to fall in love with you?"
Lu Zhishu: "No one is perfect, and I am not perfect either. You have a filter for me now. If one day you can really take off the filter and consider me as a whole, perhaps you will lose all your good impression of me."
Chen Pan: "For example!"
Lu Zhishu smiled: "I may be your first love, but you are definitely not my first love."
I have to say, this basin of cold water is quite cold.
He was six years older than her. Lu Zhishu was already 28 at that time. How could it be possible that he had never had a relationship?
Who wouldn't feel offended when he brought up his past relationship?
But this is also the only way to like someone.
How many love stories are there where couples are made for each other and are each other’s first love?
As Lu Zhishu said, if you like someone, you must observe both sides A and B. If you can accept both, then you really like them.
Instead of being blinded only by the good side represented by A.
After she graduated, she spent some time with Lu Zhishu.
Until Lu Zhishu saved enough money to establish Bojian, they had a barbecue to celebrate.
Under the influence of alcohol, Chen Pan said: "What should I do? I think everything about you is good, no matter good or bad, in my eyes, it is all good."
Of course Lu Zhishu knew what Chen Pan meant.
He just smiled and said, "You're a little too young for me. Can you give me some time to think about it?"
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