Zhou Mo hugged her and said, "Yes, we are all here, what's the problem?"
"But I understand him, too," Chen Pan sobbed. "I watched Bojian grow big. Every time Bojian's business took a step forward, he would excitedly tell me about Bojian, and his whole body would glow. I would also think to myself, I'm so lucky to have this energetic man, but God is so cruel. Meeting Lu Zhishu was the first time I felt that God had been so kind to me, but he had to make Lu Zhishu go through all this. Lu Zhishu has suffered enough, why did he have to go through this? Taking away his position as a star manager, taking away the love that belongs to him, isn't that enough?"
"I'd rather all these bad things happen to me. After all, I lost my parents when I was young, and no one loves me. I'm used to it. It doesn't matter if I suffer a little more or have more bad luck, but I don't want to lose Lu Zhishu. He is the only ray of light I see in my life."
Shen Pan cried inconsolably, and Zhou Mo's eyes were sore and painful.
Chen Pan's life experience was already heartbreaking enough, and now after going through all this, Zhou Mo also wanted to curse at the sky.
Why are you so cruel to Chen Pan?
***
When Lu Zhishu woke up, it was already the next day.
Shen Pan stayed up all night.
Seeing Lu Zhishu open his eyes, Shen Pan was overjoyed. He immediately leaned forward and asked carefully, "How is it? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Lu Zhishu was very drunk. After waking up, he was still a little distracted and his eyes seemed unable to focus when he looked at Shen Pan.
After a moment, he seemed to realize that he was in the hospital.
"What day is it today?"
"Wednesday"
"Bo Jian's salary is due, and there's no money in the account. I have to find a way to get some money."
As he said this, he was about to turn over.
He still had an IV in his hand, and Shen Pan stopped him immediately for fear that the needle would escape.
"Don't move. You're still on IV. Put Bo Jian's matter aside for now."
"How can I let go?" Lu Zhishu rubbed his temples irritably. "The company is gone, how can I let go?"
His hoarse voice was filled with a roar, and his emotions had accumulated to this point, and even when facing Shen Pan, it was difficult for him to control his temper.
There was a cramp in his stomach and Lu Zhishu gasped in pain.
"What's wrong?" Shen Pan quickly supported him and asked.
Lu Zhishu pushed Chen Pan away and said, "Just leave me alone, okay?"
"You are my husband, how could I ignore you?"
Lu Zhishu was stunned for a moment. He sat on the edge of the bed in a daze for a long time, as if he was thinking about something.
"Chen Pan, I'm like this now, do you think I'm still worthy of being your husband?"
"Why not?" Chen Pan squatted down, trying to look up and see Lu Zhishu's face clearly.
However, Lu Zhishu seemed to be afraid of meeting Chen Pan's gaze and turned his face away without leaving a trace.
"Just go away and don't worry about me, really." Lu Zhishu's voice was a little choked, as if pleading.
"Why don't you let me take care of you?" Chen Pan was puzzled. "I want to help you and comfort you, why do you always push me away?"
"Let's get a divorce."
Lu Zhishu said it suddenly.
Chen Pan didn't react for a moment. She was stunned for a moment and thought that she had misheard.
She couldn't believe it, "Say it again?"
"I said, let's get a divorce."
Chen Pan stood up suddenly and slapped Lu Zhishu with his hand.
The crisp sound echoed throughout the ward.
Chen Pan's hands were numb and his heart was trembling.
Lu Zhishu's face hurt and his heart felt numb.
"Look, you've even started fighting with me," Lu Zhishu smiled, an extremely weird and cold smile.
He has always been gentle. Having known him for so long, Shen Pan has never seen such a terrifying smile on Lu Zhishu's face.
"Chen Pan, I have nothing now. After Bo Jian went bankrupt, I'm still in debt. What good will you get by following me? Sleep on the street? Or just find a shabby place to live like before? Haven't you always wanted a big house? I can't afford it. How about you find someone who can?"
Shen Pan gritted her teeth, her whole body trembling. She listened to Lu Zhishu's hurtful words and tried her best to endure it.
But when she heard the last sentence, "Find someone who can afford it," she couldn't bear it anymore.
She just wanted to wake up the insane man in front of her.
However, just as she raised her hand, Lu Zhishu reacted faster than her and clamped her wrist.
"You can hit me the first time, but you can't hit me the second time," Lu Zhishu pushed Shen Pan's wrist away with such force that Shen Pan even staggered.
"Lu Zhishu!" Chen Pan could no longer hold back. The emotions that had been pent up for a long time burst out like a flood, and at the same time, her tears of grievance and bitterness also overflowed.
"I've had enough of this time!" Chen Pan roared hysterically, "God owes you, but I don't! Do you have to torture me like this? Are you happy to see me suffer? You actually told me to find someone else! I went to so much trouble to marry you before, do you think it was just because of the house you promised me? What about your own promise? It was you who proposed to me, and it was you who dragged me all the way from the imperial capital to Yu'an, and we went through so much trouble to get the marriage certificate. Now you want a divorce, and what about me? Have you considered my feelings?"
"So what do you want? Continue to follow me and fight again?" Lu Zhishu also went berserk. "Chen Pan, you said you can't wait any longer. I don't want to drag you down, so I'll let you go. What else do you want me to do?"
"I want you to cheer up!"
Chen Pan didn't care and went forward to hug Lu Zhishu.
But Lu Zhishu pushed her away.
Shen Pan was not convinced and went to hug him again.
Lu Zhishu still stubbornly pushed her away.
Shen Pan burst into tears as she stood there, her aggrieved eyes filled with tears as she stared at him blankly.
But he didn't wait for Lu Zhishu to say a single sweet word.
He was no longer like before. Whenever she showed a little bit of bad emotions or her eyes turned red, he would hug her and say "Zhuzhu, I'm sorry" or "Zhuzhu, don't be angry anymore" like coaxing a child.
The kind of treatment we had before is no longer available.
Instead, Lu Zhishu looked indifferent, and there was even a hint of disgust in Shen Pan's eyes.
"Don't you understand?" Lu Zhishu chuckled. "Before, I had Bo Jian. I was able to make money, and a lot of money at that. It didn't matter what kind of woman I wanted to find. Now... I've figured it out. I think women with a family background are more suitable for me. So... Chen Pan, you're out."
Shen Pan was so surprised that he couldn't breathe.
This is totally not something Lu Zhishu would say.
Chen Pan would rather believe that the man in front of her was just a stranger in Lu Zhishu's disguise.
"Have you thought it through?"
Shen Pan wiped away her tears and asked coldly.
"I've thought it through."
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