Shen Pan felt mixed emotions.
Their relationship started out so simple, why did it become more and more complicated later on?
Shen Pan tried to find evidence that Lu Zhishu didn't love her, but after thinking about it, all she found was evidence that he valued her and had feelings for her.
There is no doubt that Lu Zhishu loves her.
After they came back from the banquet where Zhou Mo proposed to them a few days ago, they had an in-depth conversation when their love was at its peak.
None of this is fake.
But……
She knew clearly that Lu Zhishu loved her, and she also knew that she loved Lu Zhishu.
Why does my heart feel so empty, so helpless, and even a little painful?
What Lu Zhinan said was nothing more than two points: one was that before her, Lu Zhishu had two relationship experiences; the other was that Lu Zhishu might have work intersections with his second girlfriend due to work reasons.
Then what?
Shen Pan asked himself.
What else could Lu Zhinan's words do except make him more heartbroken and angry?
She couldn't just ask for a divorce from Lu Zhishu because of this.
So what does she care about?
Could it be that he was stuck in the same dilemma again, where he had to prioritize his work and career with Lu Zhishu?
No, it seems the same this time.
The moment that truly tests her ability to endure has come.
Chen Pan suddenly stood up from the sofa. As usual, she changed her clothes and cleaned the room.
After boiling water, she took a comfortable bath and used the bath oil that she was reluctant to use.
She doesn't have to go to work tomorrow, so she has plenty of time to take good care of her skin.
Without saying a word, she followed the steps of applying facial mask, massaging, and maintaining her skin...
It seemed that only by focusing all her attention on this could she stop her wild thoughts and calm down.
Before going to bed, Lu Zhishu sent a message.
He said it was too late at night and would not come back, so he stayed in a hotel with Shao Guanglin.
Shen Pan looked at the message and felt inexplicably irritated.
It seemed that the Lu Zhishu in front of him was even more irritating than Lu Zhinan at night.
After that, Shen Pan suffered from insomnia...
Anyway, I don’t have to go to work the next day, so I’ll just have insomnia.
She wrapped herself in the quilt, as if that made her feel safe.
The next day.
Shen Pan went out shopping, and there were fewer daily necessities at home. She needed to solve the current life problems first.
Unexpectedly, when I just walked out of the community, the black Cayenne was still parked there safely.
Seeing Shen Pan coming out, Lu Zhinan got out of the car.
"Where are you going? I'll take you there."
"No need," Shen Pan didn't bother to pay attention to him and walked forward in silence.
"Aren't you curious why I'm still waiting for you here?" Lu Zhinan caught up with her and blocked her way. "Maybe... I've been waiting here all night?"
Shen Pan didn't respond, just glared at him, walked around him and continued walking forward.
Lu Zhinan refused to give in and blocked her way again.
Shen Pan was angry, "What do you want to do?"
Lu Zhinan: "Accompany you."
Chen Pan: "Don't come on, you have no right to say such things! You can tease anyone you want, but please don't harass me."
Lu Zhinan smiled: "How can you say it's harassment? I'm just concerned about you. Lu Zhishu didn't come home last night, and I was afraid you'd have a breakdown, so I stayed here to watch over you."
Chen Pan raised her eyes, and with just a quick glance at him, she chuckled and said, "Your makeup looks amazing! It's been all night, more than ten hours, and it hasn't smudged at all. Your eyeshadow still looks freshly applied. Those big-name cosmetics brands shouldn't be looking for celebrities to endorse their products. They should be looking for you. After all, your face has an antioxidant capacity comparable to inert metals. The publicity will definitely be extraordinary."
Shen Pan used a double entendre to expose Lu Zhinan's lies while also scolding him for being thick-skinned.
Lu Zhinan knew his lie had been exposed, but he wasn't flustered at all. He just smiled and said, "Whether I was there last night or not, Lu Zhishu definitely didn't come back, right? Or... did you actually want me to wait here? It doesn't matter, you can just tell me directly that you need me, and I will definitely be there."
Shen Pan didn't buy into Lu Zhinan's tricks at all.
If she was still the ignorant little girl who had fantasies about love, she might still be moved when faced with Lu Zhinan's hypocritical and overwhelming teasing and pursuit.
After all, Lu Zhinan's face is really tempting.
Especially when he smiles, the eye makeup makes his T-zone look deeper, and combined with the softness of his smile, it is an impeccable combination no matter how you look at it.
Unfortunately, Shen Pan has long passed the stage of girlishness.
Now she is more concerned about how to maintain her marriage and how to protect her feelings.
She has never been interested in Lu Zhinan's tricks.
"I just need you to stay away from me," Chen Pan turned around and was about to leave.
Behind him, Lu Zhinan suddenly grabbed his hand.
That's right, he didn't pull her arm or tug on her wrist, but reached out and held her hand, holding her whole body.
His hands were very cold, extremely cold, and Shen Pan shuddered. "What are you doing?"
Shen Pan wanted to shake it off, but Lu Zhinan held on tightly.
She panicked and pulled desperately.
Lu Zhinan said, "Don't move. This is my first time holding a girl's hand."
"Are you crazy?" Shen Pan pushed Lu Zhinan hard with his other hand, and only with great strength did he pull his hand out of his.
"I like you."
Lu Zhinan did not shy away from it.
Shen Pan was apprehensive, nervous and afraid.
She was trembling.
"Do you know what you're saying?" Chen Pan really felt that he had misheard. "I'm your brother's legal wife, and you told me you like me? Do you have any sense of propriety or shame?"
"No," Lu Zhinan said frankly: "I don't need it. I said I like you, just to tell you that I like you. I don't mind his existence. Anyway, he doesn't spend much time with you, right? As long as he is not here, we can do whatever we want..."
“Snap—”
A loud slap was heard.
Shen Pan's hand fell on Lu Zhinan's left cheek.
Lu Zhinan's left cheek was tilted to one side.
Suddenly, he laughed.
The laughter that came out loud was not frivolous or mocking, but a very excited and happy laugh.
"Is my makeup ruined?" Lu Zhinan suddenly asked seriously.
Shen Pan was stunned for a moment.
He pulled a mirror out of his pocket, looked briefly at himself to make sure his makeup was done properly, then closed the mirror and put it back in his pocket.
"If you mind extramarital affairs, you can divorce," Lu Zhinan said, "I'm fine with that."
horrible.
It's so scary.
This is what Shen Pan feels at this moment.
The most terrifying thing is when a person loses all sense of propriety, righteousness, integrity, and human ethics.
There are no more rules in this world that constrain him.
Despite being scolded and talked to, Lu Zhinan showed no intention of backing down. Instead, he became even more aggressive.
Chen Pan encountered the biggest difficulty in his life.
"Why aren't you talking? Why are you staring at me?" Lu Zhinan asked, "Are you tempted by my proposal?"
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