Similar height, similar figure, similar face, similar behavior...
It seduces your deepest desires all the time.
She knew clearly that she didn't like Lu Zhinan, but she couldn't help but imagine that it would be great if Lu Zhinan was Lu Zhishu at this moment...
"Do you want to buy something?" Lu Zhinan asked suddenly.
"What are you buying?"
"A souvenir," Lu Zhinan said, "as a souvenir...of our first time shopping together."
"No," Shen Pan said, "It's not necessary."
She walked quickly to the end of the street.
Yue Lai was already waiting there.
She pulled away and got in the back seat.
Lu Zhinan then got into the car and watched her fasten her seat belt leisurely.
"You don't reject me now?"
When Shen Pan heard this, his hand paused, then he unbuckled his seat belt, turned around and was about to push the door to get out of the car.
"No, it's just a joke," Lu Zhinan pulled the sleeve of her cotton coat.
Shen Pan turned around and gave him an unpleasant look, shook off his hand, then sat in and fastened his seat belt again.
"Are you like this when you're with my brother? You have such a bad temper? You're so difficult to mess with?"
"No," Shen Pan said, "Your brother is gentle, considerate, and understanding. He takes care of my feelings."
"So, you think I don't care about your feelings?"
"You're overinterpreting again."
Lu Zhinan smiled and said, "I've never been one to care about other people's feelings. I only care about my own feelings. Yue Lai, let's go. Send her back."
"Okay, Mr. Lu."
Yue Lai started the car, and the car drove along the road at a very fast speed.
The neon lights passed by carelessly, and Shen Pan just hoped to go home early.
Also, it would be best if Lu Zhishu could be at home.
She missed him a little.
Lu Zhinan kept his promise this time, and parked the Cayenne at the gate of Shen Pan's community.
She pushed the door open and got out of the car, but found that the door was still unlocked.
"I want to get off," Shen Pan reminded.
"Our deal hasn't been finalized yet."
"I don't want to talk about it, and I won't agree to it."
"Why?" Lu Zhinan was puzzled. "Tonight's experiment was enjoyable, wasn't it? Besides, I didn't ask you to do anything with me, did I?"
"Yes, your conditions seem to be beneficial to me in every way. They don't require anything unreasonable from me, and they can help Lu Zhishu overcome his difficulties. Why wouldn't I agree to such a good condition?" Chen Pan sat up straight. "Even if I were to be a little more selfish, I could enjoy your pursuit and the romance you bring me while expressing my loyalty to my husband. Everything would be justified. But... let's not talk about whether this is considered mental infidelity. What happens next? You pat your butt and walk away. Three days later, Lu Zhishu finds out that we secretly ran out for a date while he was not at home. What will he think? How should I explain to him? Tell him everything you said to me? Do you think he will believe such a ridiculous thing?"
"Why don't you believe him? You believe he won't mess around with other women, so why shouldn't he believe you?"
"That's his job, I believe he knows his limits," Shen Pan said, "You and I are not like that. We don't have a work relationship, and what you asked me to do is not official."
"Whether it's public or private, why do you trust him to know when to stop, but he doesn't trust you to know when to stop?" Lu Zhinan chuckled and asked, "Or... do you think you don't know when to stop with me?"
Shen Pan's breathing suddenly stopped.
Lu Zhinan's question stumped her.
"Chen Pan, are you... a little fond of me?"
"Stop being narcissistic," Shen Pan glared at him, "Open the door, I want to get out."
"If you don't tell me, I won't open the door."
“…”
"Just tell me, right?" Lu Zhinan pressed on. "If you say yes, I can understand. After all... you're not the first woman to like him and me at the same time."
Chen Pan's face darkened. "Alright, I'll tell you now. I only like Lu Zhishu. Do you know what "only like" means? Do you need me to look up the meaning of 'only' in the dictionary?"
Lu Zhinan: "Just deny it, why are you saying so much?"
Chen Pan: "I'm not denying it, I'm just afraid you'll over-interpret it."
She didn't even want to connect the word "like" with Lu Zhinan, even though there was a "no" before "like".
In her opinion, words like "like" and "love" will only appear with people with whom she has had an emotional connection, even if there are negative words before them.
If she said something like "I don't like Lu Zhinan", it actually implied another kind of indescribable emotion, which was a presupposition and something that should not exist at all.
Because I have never thought about it and because it has never existed, there is no such thing as "like" or "dislike".
Just like when Lu Zhinan asked her if she liked him just now, she was stunned.
It's not that she can't answer this question, but that she has never thought about it.
"My answer, my attitude, do you understand?" Chen Pan asked, "Do you need me to explain it to you clearly again?"
"No need," Lu Zhinan said, "Obviously, you have rejected my proposal. So... wait for my judgment."
Shen Pan was deaf for a moment, and looked at Lu Zhinan with a serious expression.
Lu Zhinan noticed this and explained with a smile: "I was talking about the 'shen' in 'examination' and the 'judgment' in 'judgment', not your name."
He discovered that Chen Pan's name was homophonic with "judgment", and it was the first time he heard from Lu Zhishu that his girlfriend was called "Chen Pan".
After he said it, his first reaction was also "judgment".
What a strange name.
Later I learned that it was the "chen" in "shenyang" and the "pan" in "panwang".
This name is much more normal.
"Since you refused to trade with me, I should also think about how to deal with Lu Zhishu," Lu Zhinan said, "You can get off the car now."
Shen Pan heard the sound of the car door unlocking and was about to push it open.
Behind him, Lu Zhinan's voice came, "As long as you push the door and get out of the car, I will call Lu Zhishu and tell him that it was you who called the police when I was taken away."
Shen Pan paused with her hand on the car door, and the next second, she pushed the door open.
If she was still a little confused, flustered, and at a loss when Lu Zhinan first proposed the so-called "deal", after these few hours, Shen Pan had thought it through completely.
There was no way she could be involved with Lu Zhishu's brother.
No matter how justified Lu Zhinan's reasons seemed, or how desperate she seemed, it was not allowed.
She didn't allow herself to do this, and Lu Zhishu probably wouldn't want her to do that either.
Most importantly…
Chen Pan pushed the door open and got out of the car without hesitation. As he walked, he took out his cell phone and called Lu Zhishu.
The phone rang a few times.
The call was connected.
"Zhuzhu, what's wrong? I'm still busy..."
"Lu Zhishu, you're such a bastard!"
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
