All in all, we have just gotten to know each other's temperament and understand what kind of person the other person is.
There is no question of deeper feelings.
But he always knew that Ai Zhiyin was his wife and the mother of his son Han Haoxuan.
This alone deserves him to give her enough respect and attention.
He was also confused at that time.
Being a father for the first time, he did not feel joy but tiredness.
Having a child is such a hassle.
But as a husband and father, he had to shoulder the burden of the family when his wife and son were both hospitalized.
This is what he has to do.
Those days, he was so busy that he even forgot to smoke.
It can be said that his mind is empty, and his only thought is the safety of mother and child. He is really tired, but also very at ease.
Because he knew that he was doing the right thing and doing something that he could have a clear conscience.
later……
He couldn't remember how he had forgotten this sense of security.
With Han Haoxuan around, he relaxed a lot, as if he had completed a task.
Now that the days of starting a family and having children are over, it’s time to focus all my attention on work.
Most of my memories after that are related to various social activities and work.
Ai Zhiyin and Han Haoxuan have always been important to him and are his family, but they are no longer the focus of his attention.
Of course, he would also think about giving Ai Zhiyin a gift on their anniversary, and would also accompany Han Haoxuan on his birthday.
It's just that out of the 365 days in a year, he only appears at home at certain times.
"It's too late for me to say anything now," Han Ji said, "I will do my best to compensate you in the future."
"Compensation? That's not necessary," Ai Zhiyin said with a smile, "When Haoxuan grows up and becomes sensible, and hears about the ridiculous things you did, I don't think he'll be happy to see you again. He already kind of rejects you to begin with."
"I know, I can feel it," Han Ji asked, "Am I spending too little time with him?"
"That's right," Ai Zhiyin thought for a moment and said, "Don't let this change your temper and start spoiling the child again. I have my own way of educating my child. Since you've already given up these rights, it's best not to use your status as the child's father as an excuse to interfere with his education."
"I can't," Han Ji said, "You are a smart person. I believe you can educate Haoxuan well."
"Well, that's enough. I don't have any other requests right now," Ai Zhiyin said. "You'd better stay out of Haoxuan's affairs like before."
"Are you afraid that I will compete with you for custody of the child?"
Ai Zhiyin was shocked. Han Ji was right. She was afraid of this.
"It seems I've found your 'weak spot,'" Han Ji said with a dry smile, "Is this your Achilles' heel?"
Ai Zhiyin didn't answer, but clenched her hands on her legs into fists.
Han Ji calmly asked, "How far would you go to protect your weak spot?"
Ai Zhiyin said calmly, "Stop joking, okay? I didn't say we should get a divorce right away."
Han Ji: "Because you're not sure you'll get custody of the child?"
Ai Zhiyin: "You think too little of me. Custody is certainly one of the things I care about, but there are more important things we need to consider right now. You're well aware of how many trivial matters the Han family is facing right now, and I don't want to add fuel to the fire at this time."
"So that's how it is," Han Ji said, "So I have to be thankful that the Han family is in such a mess right now."
"Don't say such nonsense. If Grandpa hears your rebellious words, you will suffer."
"It's just the two of us now, no one else, he won't hear it." Han Ji curled his lips: "Unless - you go and tell on him."
Ai Zhiyin rolled her eyes at him, "You know perfectly well that I can't."
"I know you've never said a bad word about me in front of the elders," Han Ji lowered his eyes slightly, "That's what makes me feel even more uncomfortable."
"What's up with you?"
"I blame myself."
"What's there to blame yourself for? It's all done. Just face it calmly."
"Look at you, you always hit the nail on the head," Han Ji smiled bitterly.
"Where are we going now?" Ai Zhiyin looked out the window. The car had already arrived at a bustling commercial district. The surrounding shopping malls and restaurants were already open for business.
"I don't know either," Han Ji said, "pulling you out saying you were meeting a friend was a lie."
Ai Zhiyin looked at him doubtfully, "When did you become so honest?"
"I don't know why, but I can't lie to you anymore," Han Ji said. "I just want to get it off my chest and tell you everything that's on my mind."
Ai Zhiyin chuckled. "You have so many friends, you can chat with anyone, right? If you don't want to talk to anyone else, Han Chen is home now. Can't you just talk to him? You are brothers, you can talk without reservation."
"I'm not afraid of you," Han Ji said, "not from the very beginning. Or rather... from the moment I married you, I never thought about divorce or the possibility of not being able to live together. I thought you felt the same way, so from the very beginning, I never had any guard against you."
"I'm sorry, that's not my idea," Ai Zhiyin said. "My idea is, if we can get by, we can get by; if not, we can break up. Now we've reached a point where we can't go on."
"So you're ready to withdraw at any time?"
"Um."
"You are also very honest."
"I've never been good at lying. I've always been sincere to others. Otherwise, grandpa and the others wouldn't like me."
The implication is that Han Ji was not sincere in the past, which is why people disliked him.
"You're right," Han Ji said, "Maybe it's because I'm not sincere enough that people don't like me."
"Not really?" Ai Zhiyin teased, "Don't those women out there really like you?"
“…” Han Ji lowered his eyes.
His fragile heart was being attacked, and Ai Zhiyin said harsh words in a teasing manner. He should have been furious, but he was speechless and swallowed all his emotions.
Kan Tong said, you have already done it, so why are you afraid of what others will say?
yes.
What’s more, the person who said it was Ai Zhiyin.
Whether it's sarcasm or direct abuse, it's what he has to endure.
"What do you want to eat?" Han Ji asked, trying hard to smile.
"Not hungry."
"Then I'll just open it."
"Yeah," Ai Zhiyin leaned back in her seat, her head tilted to one side, her eyes staring blankly out the window.
"Is it okay to stay at the apartment tonight?"
"The one before?"
"Um."
"Can."
The car fell into silence.
The quiet atmosphere made people more upset. Countless thoughts were running through Han Ji's mind, but he didn't know how to express them.
Ai Zhiyin obviously didn't want to chat with him now.
Han Ji glanced at her out of the corner of his eye and had no idea how to face her.
He began to feel madly regretful in his heart.
Why did he have such thoughts at that time? Why didn't he look back at her at home more often?
She is so beautiful, so gentle and charming.
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