He only knew that he was now a sinner for all eternity.
In the past, he thought that he was the one who was cheated on and was the victim.
But now... the roles have been reversed and he has become the perpetrator.
If he had realized earlier that Yan Yi wanted to break up with her, that she wasn't just throwing a tantrum but really wanted to leave, if he had agreed to her earlier and let her go.
She might be with Qi Tan openly.
Qi Tan would not have fled to Dongjiang just to protect Yan Yi and prevent her affairs from being exposed.
The two of them might live in the imperial capital, or maybe... Yan Yi? would take him back to Shanghai.
Or maybe... the person sitting in the special assistant position now would be Qi Tan.
Instead of the situation now, Yan Yi's life and death are uncertain and Qi Tan's future is ruined.
Qi Tan raised his eyelids slightly and asked, "Why are you clinging to Yan Yi? Is it simply because of greed? I want to know the answer. I want to know what it is that makes you feel that Yi's life is not worth your selfishness?"
Han Chi lowered his eyes and said after a long while: "I'm sorry, I can't answer."
It’s not that I don’t want to answer, it’s that I don’t know how to start.
He has always been accustomed to sticking to one path, and is also accustomed to challenges and fighting alone.
He is the best in the Han family. He wants to walk his own path and let everyone applaud and cheer for him, and light up lights and cheer for him.
His principle is that if you are going to do something, you must do it to the best of your ability.
That's why he chose to stay away from the protection of the Han family and wanted to achieve great achievements on his own.
He was even complacent because he felt that he was wise enough to see that the Han family would not last long in the future.
He needs to accumulate strength on his own so that when the Han family falls, he won't fall into the mud with them.
Before he could plan what to do, he met Yan Yi?.
She hadn't gone to college yet at that time. The moment he saw her, he had already laid out a chess game in his mind, and he even had a plan for every move.
He had it all planned out, including when to pursue Yan Yi and what means to use to create the opportunity for them to fall in love.
Yan Yi was quickly apprehended. She was too obedient and easy to control. At the beginning, when he was in a bad mood due to trivial matters and spoke a few more words loudly, she would be frightened into silence.
He felt very proud of himself. Having such a well-behaved and sensible girlfriend saved him a lot of trouble.
However, the good times did not last long. His family arranged a marriage for him. He did not even think about the type of girl she would be. He knew it must be the one that best met his grandfather's aesthetic standards, like his second sister-in-law Ai Zhiyin.
At the same time, Han Chi also knew that he could not go back. Once he went back, he would never be able to leave the imperial capital or the Han family again.
Maybe I will have to live the rest of my life at the mercy of others.
He didn't want that, he just wanted to build his own great achievements.
There was actually another reason why he left Shanghai.
Because of Han Ji.
Also because of other brothers.
Han Chi knew that as Han Ji's twin brother, they were often compared with each other.
He has been gifted since childhood and can do almost anything with ease.
Han Ji is also smart, but he is still slightly inferior to him.
If he doesn't leave home in the future, he will continue to compete with Han Ji on the same track.
The other brothers of the Han family will also be suppressed by him and will not be able to stand out.
Only by leaving Shanghai can he break all these established rules.
While being able to realize your own ideals, you can also consider your brothers, which is a win-win situation.
Why not?
Moreover, he has always been confident in his abilities.
Others need to survive under the protection of their family, but he doesn't. He wants to be a big tree that protects others.
He used to call it "ambition", but now looking back, it's full of quick success and instant benefits.
"You'd better beg for safety," Qi Tan said, "otherwise... let's see how you're going to explain this to her father."
Han Chi said nothing, his lips tightly pursed.
This was one of his concerns.
Yan Jianshe already knew that Yan Yi was cheating on him.
It was he who told Yan Jianshe.
Because he wanted to give Yan Jianshe some psychological preparation first, he also promised Yan Jianshe that he would definitely bring Yan Yihong back, forgive Yan Yihong's betrayal, and live a good life with her.
He also said that once he brought Yan Yi back, he would complete the marriage procedures with her and stop waiting.
He said Yan Yi was "obstinate and refuses to repent", but now it seems that he is the one who is obstinate and refuses to repent.
How could he talk about these things calmly with Yan Jianshe?
How could he do that, knowing that Yan Yi was cheating on him, and still get married with her safely?
Yan Yi scolded him for being cold and hypocritical.
It’s really right to scold.
She used her own life to make him realize that he had gone too far in some things.
But now... it's too late.
The only remedy he could offer was to pay her full hospital bills.
***
Come out of the hospital.
The cold wind blew into Han Chi's neck, and he realized how cold the spring nights in Dongjiang were.
Nurse: It is early spring now and the flowers are blooming. The temperature is very suitable and the girls have started to wear skirts.
He went out in a hurry, wearing only a thin coat.
Han Chi took off his coat and put it on Han Chi.
Han Chi turned around and asked, "Aren't you cold?"
Han Chen: "I'm used to staying in Dongjiang."
Han Chi curled his lips slightly.
He didn't refuse Han Chen, raised his arms and put them into his sleeves.
Han Chen thought for a moment and asked, "Logically speaking... you should stay in the hospital..."
After all, Han Chi is still Yan Yi's fiancé.
Han Chi: "Forget it. It's her bad luck to meet me. I'm her calamity. It's better to stay away from her now."
Han Chen: "I'll have my colleagues keep an eye on it. They'll contact us directly if there's any news."
Han Chi: “Yeah.
Han Chen hesitated for a moment, "Are you really planning to let go? Even if she ends up with Qi Tan in the future, it doesn't matter?"
Han Chi: "Let's get through this first. We don't know if she's alive or dead. If she dies, I'm doomed too."
Han sighed heavily.
Who knew that this was the situation between Yan Yi and Han Chi?
If he had known earlier, perhaps he could have persuaded Han Chi.
However, he had always looked at Yan Yi with prejudice, which not only did not help, but instead added fuel to the fire and made the situation worse.
In a blink of an eye, his eyes caught sight of Zhou Mo beside him. She was lowering her head. Han Chen couldn't see her expression clearly, but he thought she was in a bad mood.
"What's wrong? Are you scared?" Han Chen asked.
"A little bit," Zhou Mo said after seeing someone jump from a building for the first time. "I still feel a little regretful. I didn't insist a little bit at that time. I should have stayed with her the whole time. Or... we should have called the police sooner..."
Han Chen and Han Chi fell silent at the same time.
Zhou Mo saw that they had strange expressions, and it took him a moment to understand their deeper meaning.
If this matter is reported to the police, it may become a big deal.
It will be detrimental to Han Chi's reputation.
Zhou Mo suddenly felt mixed emotions.
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