Yan Yi?: "But no matter what, we at least have each other, right? I'm not completely lost."
Qi Tan smiled and said, "Yes, you still have me."
Yan Yi?: "Wait until I come back."
Qi Tan: "I will."
The two hung up the phone.
The people around him spoke English with a slight accent, urging Yan Yi to continue his rehabilitation training.
Yan Yi put down his phone, feeling both relieved and heavy in his heart.
The relief was that Qi Tan finally stopped pushing her away. After waiting for so long, they finally got together.
The heavy thing is that she has been left alone from now on, and even her father's downfall will affect her future life. The double blow requires her to have a strong heart.
Good fortune follows misfortune, and misfortune follows good fortune.
When something happens, it is destined to have two sides.
There are good ones and bad ones.
Yan Yi? As for the current plan, we can only look at it rationally.
Yan Jianshe is her father, and he is about to go to jail. How can she not feel distressed?
But this was Yan Jianshe's own fault. As a daughter, no matter how heartbroken she was, she could only face it calmly.
Yan Yi? She used to think that if she saw Yan Jianshe fall from power in the future, she would definitely be in a good mood to watch the show. After all, it was he who forced her to be with Han Chi, making her lose herself and not be free.
At that time, she hated Yan Jianshe and wished that his ugly deeds would be exposed as soon as possible.
But now that it has really happened, Yan Yi feels that he doesn't hate Yan Jianshe as much as he imagined.
That was her father, the father she had depended on since she was a child.
Yan Jianshe wanted to use her to consolidate his power, but he was also really good to her.
Every year I give her a grand birthday, give her gifts, and always take care of her like a princess.
However, his concern was only superficial. He provided her with the best material living conditions, but never paid attention to her inner growth. It even seemed as if he was deliberately locking her in an ivory tower so that he could manipulate her more easily.
She is the canary carefully raised by Yan Jianshe, and he will use her to "please" or "trap" others in the future.
According to Qi Tan's description when he first met her, he said that she had both "cowardice" and "rebellion" in her.
She looked at Qi Tan in confusion.
Qi Tan said: "You look at people with a timid look, but your clothes are very fashionable and eye-catching."
Yan Yi looked down at his clothes.
She wore a loose off-shoulder T-shirt with a black sports vest underneath, super short hot pants, and a pair of slender high heels.
Just as Qi Tan said.
The way she dresses is a sign of rebellion.
When she was in Shanghai, Yan Jianshe never let her wear shorts, and her lower body clothing could not exceed the knees, let alone clothes that exposed her shoulders and waist, showing off her beautiful body curves.
Yan Jianshe would not allow any of this.
But in the imperial capital, far away from Shanghai, Yan Yi insisted on dressing like this.
But just like Qi Tan said, her behavior and words were timid.
That's because she has a deep lack of confidence in her heart.
This lack of confidence comes from Yan Jianshe and Han Chi.
They all told her that without them, she would definitely not have a happy life in the future, and only by relying on them could she have a future.
The term "PUA" didn't exist at that time.
Under their spiritual indoctrination, Yan Yi continued to deny himself and admitted that he could only be a "dodder" and could only survive by clinging to them.
Although Yan Jianshe and Han Chi made her feel suffocated, when she thought about it, she felt that if she really left them, she would really lose everything.
As they say, even survival has become difficult.
She is not a talented person, nor does she have an excellent appearance. Apart from having a father named Yan Jianshe who has a good background, she has almost nothing else to offer.
Even if I studied agriculture, it was because there was less competition during the exams and my family arranged my job after graduation.
In short, her mediocre abilities made her fall into deeper inferiority complex.
Of course, psychologically, they are more dependent on their family background.
Because this is the only advantage she can bring out.
However, this only advantage was like a rope around her neck. The more she struggled, the tighter her neck became, and the more difficult it was for her to breathe.
Being pursued when you are too young is not a good thing.
She and Han Chi are examples.
Just as she understood some things about love, she received Han Chi's love confession.
It has to be said that Han Chi has obvious advantages in appearance, a gentle and considerate personality, and is also smart.
Someone like her couldn't help but be fascinated by Han Chi.
Yes, obsessed.
It's not like. It's not love either.
Her mediocrity forms the sharpest contrast with his excellence.
In terms of family background, Han Chi is no worse than her, but in terms of other aspects, Han Chi is obviously better in everything.
No matter what the considerations were, choosing Han Chi was an inevitable choice for her.
However, when she first started dating Han Chi, he was just as she had imagined, a well-educated gentleman.
She was young and didn't understand much about love and relationships, and he had never done anything to make her uncomfortable or disgusted.
It was only after she entered university that her female classmates, who were close to her, began to fall in love, and she gradually learned from them how a woman should act in a relationship.
Of course, their topics were very open, and she was a little shocked when she heard them for the first time.
But when I thought about it later, it didn’t seem like a big deal.
She was already over twenty years old at that time.
I'm also old enough to get a marriage certificate.
After dating Han Chi for two years, they had never even held hands.
Yan Yi? He didn’t know what was going on at that time.
It's like, it's normal for them not to hold hands, but it's abnormal if they hold hands.
Han Chi is very busy at work and is always in a hurry.
The only intimate behavior between them was on the day he confessed his love to her. After she agreed to date him, he hugged her in a very private and quiet box.
He hugged her gently and patted her back, and then they separated in just a second.
She was in an emotional idiot state at the time, and she was shy and blushed because of this.
After all, Han Chi was the first man to hug her besides his family.
That day, Han Chi bought a bouquet of roses, and after he confessed his love, the two of them had a meal.
Then he sent her back.
Everything seems like a procedural operation, with no romance at all.
When Han Chi had dinner with her, he would simply ask about her recent situation, then quickly finish his meal and either leave for something or bury himself in his work.
In short, what he called a date was not a real date.
It's more like an actor has taken on multiple announcements or multiple dramas and is too busy to handle them all, so he just overlaps.
Yan Yi? is not a talkative person either.
After dinner, Han Chi went about his own business, and she ate her meal quietly.
Sometimes, Yan Yi had the illusion that she was not getting along with her boyfriend, but with an elder.
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