She pretended to turn and look out the window.
Han Chi saw that things were not going well and immediately stopped him, "Don't be like this. We can discuss anything."
He was indeed panicking.
He really didn't expect it.
He just thought that Yan Yi was just acting like before, throwing a tantrum.
After all, she is Yan Jianshe's daughter, so it's normal for her to have a little bit of a spoiled brat. She is much younger than him, so there's nothing wrong with giving in to her.
I thought this was just like usual, just a trick of Yan Yi? to threaten people, but who would have thought that Yan Yi? would really turn around and go out the window.
Han Chi vaguely felt that Yan Yi was different this time.
"Can you come down first? I want to talk to you about anything." Han Chi didn't want anything to happen to her. If something really happened to her, how would he explain it to Yan Jianshe?
Yan Yi turned around and said, "No, I won't go down. There's nothing to discuss with you. I only have one request: let me go."
Han Chi said in embarrassment: "You know, this is impossible."
Yan Yi laughed and said, "See, when you say talk, you're rejecting me. You're telling me that I'll never be able to escape from you in this life."
Han Chi was puzzled, or rather, had a headache. He asked, "Why do you have to run away from me? Am I not good enough for you?"
Yan Yi asked with a sneer, "Do you know what it means to truly be good to someone? When I was little, I didn't understand. I thought you were good to me by always responding to my requests. Only after I grew up did I realize how superficial this 'goodness' was. I also never understood why you could put on such a superficial show of tenderness and consideration when you clearly didn't love me. Later, when I thought about it carefully, I realized that from the first moment you saw me, I was a chess piece in your game. The look in your eyes when you looked at me wasn't love, but ambition. In your eyes, I was a ladder to the pinnacle of power. And the person you wanted to marry wasn't me, Yan Yi, but Yan Jianshe's daughter."
Han Chi: "Is there any difference? Aren't you Yan Jianshe's daughter?"
Yan Yi?: "There is a difference! If I had never experienced what it was like to love someone before, I would probably always be deceived by you, because I have no heart, no thoughts, and I don't know what true love, truly doing good for someone, feels like. Let me ask you, do you know what my favorite animal is?"
Han Chi was stunned for a moment, "Dog, or cat?"
Yan Yi chuckled, "You're saying this because I want to get a dog or a cat, right?"
Han Chi did not deny it.
Yan Yi?: "I like Black Swan the most. Do you know why?"
Han Chi was even more confused. "Why are you suddenly saying this? This has nothing to do with the problem between us. Our goal now is to solve the problem."
Yan Yi?: "I'm solving the problem right now. Why do you think I'm changing the subject? Are you feeling guilty? We've been in a relationship for ten years, and you don't even know that I like Black Swan or why I like Black Swan."
Han Chi: "Don't you just think I'm controlling you too much? Do you want freedom? What's with all the black swan talk?"
Yan Yi?: "Look at you, you're always so self-righteous. Just because you think black swans can fly, you think I advocate freedom, right?"
Han Chi: "Isn't it?"
Yan Yi?: "No. Because black swans are very beautiful, and they only stay with one partner for their entire lives, until death. They migrate together, they incubate their offspring together, and if one unfortunately dies, the other will be depressed for the rest of its life. I don't know if they have the same feelings for each other as humans, but they are a rare monogamous animal in nature."
Han Chi asked impatiently, "What exactly do you want to say?"
Yan Yi?: "It's ironic, isn't it? I envied Black Swan's devotion, but I still cheated, even though I don't think it was wrong. Do you want to know how Qi Tan and I started?"
Han Chi was silent.
Yan Yi said firmly, "You want to know, but you don't want to say you want to know. On the one hand, you're desperate to know why I chose Qi Tan because your reputation has been damaged, but on the other hand, you want to keep things quiet and think it's better not to ask. Right?"
She guessed it all!
Han Chi looked at Yan Yi in shock.
Yan Yi smiled and said, "After so many years, I know you very well, but you always feel self-righteous when you know me. You think you've been good enough to me and have been accommodating enough to me. Why am I still not satisfied, right?"
Han Chi lowered his eyes and did not deny it.
He chose not to answer the question.
"Then tell me, why are you so obsessed with Qi Tan?"
Yan Yi? "It seems you still have some dignity, but you used the wrong word. I'm not 'obstinate' towards Qi Tan. Some people in this world value power as much as Mount Tai, while others cherish love like a treasure. You can't understand me, and I can't understand you. There's no right or wrong in our ideas, only agreement or disapproval. I deny your principles of conduct, and you deny mine. And you, always self-righteous, believe you're right. Even when I protest, you still think I'm ignorant. But do you know what 'good' and 'bad' mean to me?"
Han Chi: "So? Because Qi Tan knows your 'good' and 'bad'?"
Yan Yi?: "He doesn't know, but he respects it. To be honest, I first saw Black Swan at the Summer Palace. He took me there, and all I know about Black Swan comes from him. We first met when his brother Qi Yan had a sudden emergency, and I took him to the hospital. His brother liked me very much and was very grateful for saving his life, so we became close after a few visits. When we were dating, I didn't tell him I had a boyfriend, so he thought I was single."
Han Chi clenched his fists slightly.
Seeing Han Chi's pained expression, Yan Yi exclaimed in relief, "Later, I didn't want to hide it from him because it was too painful for me. Deceiving someone I love is too tormenting. Besides, there's no way we can have a future together. Every time I think about this, I get even more fed up with you. Later, I told him about my situation. I thought he would break up with me, but he said it didn't matter. I could continue to enjoy his tenderness and love until I left the capital, as long as I was happy. He also said that if I could really break up with you, he could take me out openly and accompany me to anywhere I liked."
Han Chi: "Are you blaming me for not going out with you? We travel once a year, all over the world, and we've been everywhere. I'm busy with work and don't have that much time to go out with you. Wherever you want to travel, I've always arranged it for you."
Yan Yi was at a loss for words, "See, you still don't understand what I'm saying."
Han Chi said impatiently, "So? What are you talking about? Don't say that you were bewitched by Qi Tan just because he wanted to play with you everywhere."
Yan Yi shook his head. "Qi Tan and I can't openly appear in public, so how many places have we been to?"
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