"No, I just feel that I am not worthy of him."
"Stop lying to me. You don't care about family background. Besides, you are from a wealthy family yourself."
Although Cheng Lingling is an orphan without a father or a mother, she has a powerful master. She can move freely in the upper-class circles of various places. Anyone who knows her identity will try their best to curry favor with her.
No one can guarantee that they will not get sick for their entire life. Even a fool would want to be on good terms with a miracle doctor like Cheng Lingling who is proficient in both medicine and poison.
She is not short of money, she has so much that she can't even count it.
It is not an exaggeration to say that she is from a wealthy family.
"Susu, did you accept Jun Qin's money and come here to lobby for him?"
After Xu Susu fell silent, she said helplessly, "We have known each other for a while, and we can be considered friends who have shared life together. I hope you can be truly happy."
"Your old man won't let you go on like this."
After thinking for a while, Cheng Lingling said, "Forget it, let's not think about this problem for now. I'll think about it later when I have time. If Jun Qin still doesn't give up, I'll take the child back and confess to him. I don't think we'll get married. A marriage without love won't last long."
After a pause, she said, "Actually, my biological parents are still alive. They got married because they were pregnant, but their relationship wasn't strong enough, and they weren't happy after marriage. After I was born, they separated, but no one wanted me, so they threw me away. Later, someone picked me up and sent me to an orphanage, and then my master adopted me."
When she grew up, she searched for her biological parents, but did not alert anyone.
Now, neither of her biological parents mentioned the child they abandoned, as if she had never been born.
She would not even recognize her biological parents and would just treat herself as an orphan whose parents had died.
In this life, she only has her master, and she will only be filial to her master, taking care of him in his old age and seeing him to the end of his life. As for her biological parents, the moment they threw her away, the relationship between parent and child was over.
“…”
Susu was very surprised.
She had never thought that Cheng Lingling had secretly inquired about her life experience and searched for her biological parents. She had never thought that Cheng Lingling was not a real orphan, but was abandoned by her cruel parents.
"Jun Qin and I have no feelings for each other right now. If we get married just for the baby in my belly, I'm afraid I'll follow in my parents' footsteps. So, I'd rather be called cold-blooded, heartless, and selfish than get married for the baby."
"Since I have this child, I can raise him and help him become a talented person."
"You just said that I was too cruel and selfish for letting the father and son meet without knowing each other. After thinking about it, I feel that I am very selfish. I will change it. I can let Jun Qin know the existence of the child, but I will not let Jun Qin take the child away. He still has his own life to go on."
Su Su said, "You and Jun Qin can cultivate your relationship. Think about it, after Jun Qin knows about you and the child, how could he possibly marry someone else? Even if he is willing to marry someone else, the existence of you and the child is just a thorn between him and his wife."
"I think the best outcome is for you two to try to cultivate your relationship first. If you can develop feelings for each other, then get married and give your child a complete family. If you two really can't develop feelings for each other, then we can only live as you said."
Cheng Lingling stopped what she was doing, thought for a long time, and asked Susu: "What is it like to love someone?"
"You will consider him no matter what you do, always thinking about him, wanting him to be happy. You will get along with Jun Qin according to the answer I gave you. When you realize that you will consider him no matter what you do, think about him, and want him to be happy, then you will fall in love with him."
"I think you two will definitely fall in love with each other after you get along with each other. He is so outstanding, and you are also outstanding."
Cheng Lingling curled her lips and said, "He said I was too cruel and privately warned his third brother not to fall in love with me. He said he couldn't beat me. He also said that I was a master of both medicine and poison. If you offend me, you won't know how you died. After death, even your body will be melted by my bone-dissolving water, leaving no trace of your body."
"Do you think there's going to be sparks between us?"
Xu Susu burst out laughing. "That's how Fourth Young Master Jun described you. You're an exception, too. I haven't heard him say anything about other women. You're the first one to receive his evaluation, which means you're special in his heart."
"Particularly brutal."
"I admire him very much, but admiration is not love."
If Cheng Lingling didn't admire Jun Qin, she wouldn't have used herself as medicine to save Jun Qin.
"Since you admire him, that's a good thing. As long as you two spend more time together, you will definitely develop feelings for him. Lingling, don't let your biological parents' marriage affect you. There are still many beautiful marriages in this world. Look at Qingqing and her husband, and the elders of the Jun family. Which couple didn't have a happy marriage from youth to old age?"
After being persuaded by Susu, Cheng Lingling suddenly felt that she had been too selfish from the beginning. She was self-righteous and considered Jun Qin and the child, but never asked Jun Qin whether he wanted such an arrangement?
She was silent again.
The people she knew, such as Mu Qing, Yang Xi, and Su Su, all had happy marriages.
It is said that birds of a feather flock together. Jun Qin's circle of friends are all men who are loyal in love, and he will also be such a man. She can try to get along with Jun Qin. Putting aside the children, Jun Qin has been looking for her for so long, and she must give Jun Qin a result.
Let Jun Qin also make a choice.
If Jun Qin's choice is the same as hers, then there is nothing to say. The elders and friends will give up and will no longer think about reconciling the two of them.
"Susu, I'll listen to you. In a few days, I'll go to City A and tell Jun Qin everything. Let's have an open and honest talk."
Xu Susu smiled and said, "That's how it should be."
She felt that Cheng Lingling was not the kind of person who was afraid of facing things. She had kept it a secret from Jun Qin until now, probably because she didn't want to repeat her parents' path.
I think that a marriage that ends badly due to pregnancy is even more hurtful.
That's why she ran away and kept it a secret from Jun Qin.
After talking it out, Cheng Lingling suddenly felt relaxed all over.
It turned out that the matter was weighing on her mind, but she had never faced it squarely.
The two prepared the hot pot ingredients and chose to eat under the pavilion outside.
The weather is cold, it's time to eat hot pot.
The three of them enjoyed the meal very much.
"Huh."
Cheng Lingling suddenly put down her chopsticks and looked outside the villa.
"What's wrong?"
"Someone's coming."
As soon as she finished speaking, she saw Jun Qin push open the door of the villa, carrying a suitcase in one hand and Long Ting in the other, and walked in. Her master followed behind Jun Qin, saying as he walked, "I'm starving. It smells so good. That girl must be eating hot pot."
Cheng Lingling: "..."
When I was preparing the ingredients just now, I was talking about Jun Qin with Xu Susu. I didn’t expect to see Jun Qin now.
No, why did Jun Qin come back with the old man?
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