Gu Zhengshan sighed:
"I actually hope she breaks up with me to prove that she's willing to talk."
Along the way, Gong Ling refused to say anything and let him say and do whatever he wanted, which made him even more worried.
Following Gu Zhengshan's words, Yan Mo's heart, which had been comforted by Si Ze, began to feel uneasy and worried again, and his face suddenly showed a look of worry.
"Sister-in-law, don't worry. What is your relationship with her? How can I compare with her?" Gu Zhengshan laughed at himself.
Fearing that Gu Zhengshan would feel uncomfortable, Yan Mo thought for a moment and spoke to comfort him:
"Mr. Gu, why belittle yourself? Gong Ling must have accepted you and liked you in her heart, which is why she's with you."
"I know."
Gu Zhengshan forced a smile. How could he not know that Gong Ling was with him only out of gratitude and had no love for him at all? Although this result was painful, he would not deceive himself. This incident made him see things more clearly.
As he was speaking, the elevator stopped steadily at Gong Ling's floor. The three of them got off the elevator one after another and arrived at Gong Ling's door. Gu Zhengshan took out the key and opened the door.
Yan Mo took a deep breath before stepping into the house and walking into Gong Ling's room.
When she saw that her friend was no longer as bright and charming as before, she sat in the corner of the bed, staring out the window as if she had lost her soul. Although Gu Zhengshan had cleaned her up, her red and swollen eyes, pale and bloodless face, and heartbroken expression made Yan Mo's heart seem to be being pulled by someone, and she was in so much pain that she stopped breathing for a moment.
"Lingling." Yan Mo called softly.
Seeing Gong Ling like this, she felt really uncomfortable and blamed herself:
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept this from you."
Gong Ling still didn't react and remained motionless.
Yan Mo sighed softly, not giving up, his tone was very sad:
"None of us wants to see something like this happen. I know you can't accept it right away, and I understand. But it's not your fault. You can't isolate yourself like this. I'll be worried."
"I think even Zhang Xiaowei wouldn't want to see you like this."
After that, Yan Mo said a lot more, but Gong Ling still didn't respond, it was still the same.
Seeing this, Gu Zhengshan, who was standing at the door, looked hesitant and anxious. He wanted to rush into the room and wake her up several times, but in the end, he forced himself to hold back.
He tried to comfort her, tried to coax her, but nothing worked. Yan Mo also got angry and shouted:
"Gong Ling, please keep quiet! Do you think Zhang Xiaowei will come back if you act like this? You're only making Mr. Gu and I worry about you."
Yan Mo pointed at Gu Zhengshan at the door and straightened Gong Ling's face:
"Look carefully, Mr. Gu didn't even bother to change into clean clothes for you. Now he's wearing wet clothes. If you have any feelings for him, you shouldn't be like this. It's chilling to his heart, and it chills me too."
This time, although Gong Lingren did not move, his eyes flashed.
Gu Zhengshan, who happened to be looking at Gong Ling, happened to notice this change in Gong Ling. Gu Zhengshan was delighted and quickly ran out of the room. Standing by the bed, he said in surprise:
"Xiaoling, can you hear me?"
"Gu Zhengshan." Gong Ling blinked her dry eyes and called out Gu Zhengshan's name word by word, her voice sounding like an old machine.
Gu Zhengshan was delighted and stretched out his hand towards her:
"Xiaoling, you finally know me."
On the way back, she looked at him as if he were a stranger, and that look made Gu Zhengshan feel uneasy.
Gong Ling's empty eyes gradually became clear. She looked past Gu Zhengshan and looked at Si Ze outside the door, then turned back to look at Yan Mo beside her.
Suddenly, Gong Ling hugged Yan Mo tightly and cried out, "Wow!"
"Mo Mo, Zhang Xiaowei is dead, how could this happen?"
Gu Zhengshan withdrew his hand dejectedly and smiled with relief. As long as she was safe and sound, that was better than anything else.
He quietly left the room again, gently closed the door for them, and left time for Yan Mo and Gong Ling.
Yan Mo saw it but didn't say anything. It was better that Gu Zhengshan left. He must have felt bad to hear his beloved woman crying for another man and to see her sad for another man!
Not seeing each other at this time is the best solution for him and Gong Ling.
"Cry! Everything will be fine once you cry." Yan Mo hugged Gong Ling back and raised his hand to gently soothe her back.
"Woo woo woo."
After hearing Yan Mo's words, Gong Ling could no longer suppress the grief in her heart, and burst into tears in Yan Mo's arms.
When people are most sad, any words may seem pale and powerless, and may not be heard. Yan Mo chose to say nothing and do nothing. He silently hugged Gong Ling and sat at the head of the bed, silently comforting her.
Time passed, and Gong Ling stayed in Yan Mo's arms for most of the day before her crying subsided.
"Momo, do you think I shouldn't break up with him? If I don't break up with him, maybe he won't do anything stupid." Gong Ling raised her head from Yan Mo's arms, looking at her with tearful eyes. Regret appeared in her eyes, and she asked foolishly:
"Am I the one who bears the greatest responsibility for his death?"
Yan Mo shook her head in disagreement. She did not refute immediately, but asked:
"Gong Ling, if that person wasn't you, but another woman, do you think Zhang Xiaowei would have taken the same path?"
Gong Ling recalled Zhang Xiaowei's paranoid personality and finally nodded.
"Like you said, if you didn't break up with him and stayed with him, or even got married, do you think he would be happy? Would you be happy? Would your future children be happy?"
"No." Gong Ling shook her head decisively: "That would only torture each other."
She couldn't stand him checking her whereabouts 24 hours a day, even checking her cell phone, and she couldn't accept monitoring her and constantly harassing her friends. She was a normal person, she wanted her own space and privacy.
Hearing these questions from Yan Mo, Gong Ling felt relieved. She looked at Yan Mo with hope and said:
"So, it's not my fault? I'm not wrong?"
"No, you are wrong." Yan Mo said seriously.
Gong Ling's eyes were full of confusion.
Yan Mo's expression was serious, and he pointed out Ming Gong Ling's mistakes in every word:
"Your mistake was knowing that you and Zhang Xiaowei weren't right for each other, yet you still wanted to be with him. Your mistake was ignoring his problems when you first noticed them, and repeatedly telling yourself that this was a sign of loving you too much, so you should forgive him. Your mistake was using Mr. Gu to provoke him when you proposed breaking up. Your mistake was not being clear about your own heart. Didn't you realize that you didn't love him as much as you thought? When you learned he was gone, all you saw was regret and self-blame!"
Gong Ling looked at Yan Mo with a confused look in her eyes:
"So, I bear the greatest responsibility for his death?"
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