When Si Ze arrived at the hospital, it was already 4:15. He asked at the service desk which floor the abortion surgery was performed on, and then ran to the third floor without stopping. Unable to wait for the elevator, he ran up the stairs and climbed to the third floor in one breath. As soon as he entered the corridor, he happened to meet Yan Mo and Gong Ling who were coming towards him. She was being supported by Gong Ling as she walked out.
Seeing this, Gong Ling silently let go of Yan Mo's arm. It would definitely be inappropriate for her to stay here in this situation. She got on the elevator and left time for the couple.
At this moment, the two looked at each other, standing there without moving or speaking. They seemed to be frozen in time, with an unknown meaning in the air, and only patients and nurses kept walking by.
Time passed little by little, as if it had been a century, yet also as if it had just passed in a flash.
Finally, Yan Mo chose to break the silence and shouted hoarsely:
"Si Ze."
Si Ze did not respond and remained motionless, staring at her with his deep eyes, as if he wanted to see into the deepest part of her soul.
At this moment, she would rather he scold her, blame him, question him, or even hit her. He made her panic and helpless. Her pupils contracted violently, her expression became restless, and she twisted her fingers nervously, not knowing what to do.
Yan Mo walked closer to him step by step, stopped in front of him, opened his mouth, and countless words turned into just one: "I'm sorry."
This "I'm sorry" contained too many emotions that she couldn't express. She no longer expected him to forgive her. A broken woman like her was not worthy of such a pure man like him. Let them both live in peace!
Yan Mo looked at him deeply, then turned his head to avoid his sight, walked past him, and prepared to leave.
Si Ze, who had been motionless, suddenly grabbed her arm and held her sideways without hesitation. He pursed his lips, pushed open the iron door of the emergency exit, and without saying a word, went straight from the third floor to the first floor, left the hospital, and got into a taxi waiting at the hospital gate. However, he still refused to let her go. He held her in his arms and sat in the back seat, telling the driver the address of his home.
After that, Si Ze didn't say a word throughout the whole process, with a gloomy face.
"Si Ze." Yan Mo tried calling a few times, but still got no response.
It was not until Si Ze carried her back to the dark green mountain city, back to their home, and the moment he closed the door, he let her go.
"Explain to me." Si Ze ordered coldly, "If you don't explain clearly today, you can't go anywhere."
This was the first sentence he said since meeting Si Ze today, but it made Yan Mo's eyes wet. She opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything.
Si Ze was not in a hurry. He pinned her to the door and just stared at her, waiting. He seemed to be deaf to the knocking on the door and the ringing of the cell phone in his pocket, and ignored them completely.
Just as they came back, Aunt Li, who was watching TV in the living room, noticed something was wrong. She was afraid that Si Ze might accidentally hurt Yan Mo, so she knocked on the door to comfort him:
"Master, you can't lose your temper with the mistress! Master..."
The less response there was from inside, the more worried Aunt Li became, and the louder she knocked on the door.
A long time passed, and finally, Yan Mo spoke up and sent Aunt Li away.
"Si Ze, why don't you answer the phone first." Yan Mo said.
"Explain." Si Ze still said these two words.
Faced with such persistence, Yan Mo was helpless and said word by word: "I'm pregnant."
Si Ze nodded and waited for her next words.
Yan Mo knew clearly that she had to explain everything to him today, otherwise, he would not let her leave.
She took a deep breath and told the cruelest truth:
"The child belongs to someone else."
Si Ze was shocked, and his hand on the door frame suddenly tightened, leaving deep marks on the door panel in an instant. He thought of countless reasons, like what she said before, she didn't want a child, she was too young, and even worse, he thought about whether the child was unhealthy and had to be aborted.
But he never expected that she betrayed him and became pregnant with someone else's child.
This fact made it difficult for him to breathe. At this moment, he regretted it and would rather not have asked anything just now.
He pinched her chin and stared at her palm-sized face. After a long time, he finally controlled himself and asked in a deep voice:
"Is this why you're leaving me?"
Yan Mo looked up at him. Shouldn't he ask whose? She asked:
"Don't you care?"
Si Ze didn't answer. No man doesn't care, and he was no exception. However, compared to losing her, he would rather pretend that he didn't care.
"You've done it now, and I can pretend that this never happened." Si Ze let out a long breath, looked into her eyes which were still clear at this moment, and said in a deep voice.
In an instant, Yan Mo's tears fell, and he smiled bitterly:
"Si Ze, but I care. What happened has happened. This is a mark that cannot be erased, and..." After a pause, she pointed to her belly:
"I didn't abort the baby."
When she was lying on the operating table at the last moment, she regretted her decision to keep the three little ones. At that moment, she knew that there might be no possibility for her to be with him anymore.
A man may be able to accept that you have had other men in the past, but he will never accept that he will raise someone else's child in the future. Besides, even if Si Ze is willing, the Si family will not agree.
She couldn't let him take the blame.
"So, you plan to leave me and be with that man." Si Ze growled and punched the door frame.
Yan Mo smiled and shook his head: "No, I won't be with the scumbag Shu Qian. I will raise the child alone." Yan Mo didn't mention leaving, but the meaning was that she agreed with what he said.
Her admission stimulated Si Ze so much that he ignored the name Yan Mo said. His eyes instantly turned bloodshot. He ignored her pain and forcibly turned her head over, staring at her and roaring:
"Impossible, Yan Mo, don't even think about leaving me, not in this life. You can only be mine, no one can snatch you away from me. If anyone dares to snatch you from me, I will kill him, Shu Qian, right..."
Si Ze's voice suddenly stopped, and his blood-red eyes gradually regained a bit of rationality.
Suddenly, he grabbed her shoulders with both hands and asked excitedly:
"What did you just say?"
She could only repeat what she had said.
After hearing this, Si Ze actually breathed a sigh of relief: "In other words, you think the child in your belly is Shu Qian's?" After saying that, he let her go and said distressedly:
"Did I hurt you just now?"
Yan Mo shook his head, not understanding the huge difference between Si Ze and now, and said blankly:
"Isn't it?"
"Of course not." Si Ze said very confidently, then frowned slightly:
"Momo, when did you know this? Tell me who told you?"
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