Chapter 140 Fall in Love
After that, the newly formed family relationship was very harmonious until when Fan Shuhui was fourteen years old, she saw another girl writing love letters to Dou Qiming.
Fan Shuhui tore up the love letter, and only then did she realize that she did not want anyone else to snatch Dou Qiming from her.
Because if Dou Qiming has a girl he likes, he will definitely not treat her as well as before, and Dou Qiming's gentleness and consideration will be turned to other girls.
Fan Shuhui didn't want to accept this result. She didn't want to give such a good brother to someone else because she would be jealous.
At first, Fan Shuhui didn't quite understand why she was jealous. That vague feeling shrouded her heart, making her unable to help but pay attention to Dou Qiming's every move all the time.
Until one day, she discovered that Dou Qiming always made double copies of his class notes, keeping one for himself and giving one to a girl who couldn't go to school because she had no money. Her jealousy reached its peak.
Only then did she realize that she had fallen in love with her brother. She wanted to possess all of Dou Qiming and did not want any girl or any woman to snatch Dou Qiming from her.
Fan Shuhui often caused trouble for those girls behind their backs. Perhaps her little actions were too obvious, so Dou Qiming also noticed it.
After his repeated questioning, Fan Shuhui finally plucked up the courage to confess her feelings to Dou Qiming. Dou Qiming was very surprised. He had not expected that Fan Shuhui would have such thoughts about him.
Dou Qiming felt that he could not accept it, he just treated Fan Shuhui as his sister.
A sister is a sister, how can a sister become a lover? This is not possible. At least Dou Qiming himself couldn't get over it in his heart, so he decisively rejected Fan Shuhui's love.
However, Fan Shuhui was unwilling to accept that Dou Qiming would reject her. She didn't know when she fell in love with Dou Qiming. Maybe it was when she was very young and she felt the warmth of the family and her brother's thoughtfulness and gentleness, so she wanted to hold on to this warmth tightly and didn't want to let go.
From then on, Fan Shuhui followed Dou Qiming around, following him like a shadow. Dou Qiming had no words to express his suffering, and at first he tried his best to hide these abnormalities from Fan Shuhui.
After all, it would be embarrassing if this kind of thing were spread, but Fan Shuhui became more and more outrageous and did not know how to restrain herself.
No matter which female classmate Dou Qiming met and talked to, as long as they stayed together for a little longer, Fan Shuhui would appear and drive the female classmate away with harsh words.
And she always sticks to him and tries to please him in a flattering way, but this kind of dedication does not make Dou Qiming feel attracted to her. Instead, it makes him feel disgusted with her.
Yes, it was disgusting. Dou Qiming could tolerate Fan Shuhui's behavior once or twice, but he couldn't tolerate it three, four, or even five or six times.
Dou Qiming is just a teenager. No matter how gentle his personality is, he still has the rebellious period of youth. Fan Shuhui's various behaviors not only failed to move him, but aroused his rebellious psychology.
He began to avoid Fan Shuhui. Even though he couldn't avoid her, he still spoke coldly to Fan Shuhui and didn't give her a good look.
However, Dou Qiming's behavior was criticized. Those who did not know the truth saw that Dou Qiming was so cold and indifferent to Fan Shuhui and actually accused him of being cold-blooded and heartless.
Dou Qiming didn't know what to say. He couldn't make Fan Shuhui's thoughts public, but facing other people's accusations, Dou Qiming also felt aggrieved.
He didn't force Fan Shuhui to make her one-sided commitment. He had been refusing from the very beginning, but Fan Shuhui was stubborn and refused to take back her feelings.
She had given her feelings voluntarily, so why should she force him to pay for it? How can you force anything when it comes to relationships?
The more proactive and enthusiastic Fan Shuhui was, the less fond Dou Qiming would be of her, and in the end he even didn't want to talk to her anymore.
Fan Shuhui was actually very sad, and her two best friends came to accuse Dou Qiming, saying that he was a heartless man. Dou Qiming felt even more wronged.
Who is he betraying? He didn't give Fan Shuhui any emotional response at the beginning, so why did he make it seem like he owed her something?
As a father, Mr. Dou also said that he should not be too cold to his sister.
Dou Qiming felt threatened, as if everyone was threatening him and that he had to respond to Fan Shuhui's feelings. He felt annoyed by this.
Just because you like me, do I have to respond to your feelings? Who made the rule?
Dou Qiming tried to reason with Fan Shuhui, but she wouldn't listen!
Under all kinds of pressure, Dou Qiming chose to sign up to go to the countryside. At that time, he had not yet finished high school. No one could understand what Dou Qiming did, but only he himself knew it. But the moment he decided to go to the countryside, he felt relaxed.
But no one expected that Fan Shuhui would be so determined. She actually secretly followed Dou Qiming and signed up to go to the countryside. She looked like she would not give up until she caught up with him, which really scared him.
Fortunately, there was someone in the Youth League Office who knew their family's situation, so Fan Shuhui was not able to register successfully.
Dou Qiming was frightened by Fan Shuhui's behavior. He was afraid that she would follow him if he was in the countryside, so he spent money to secretly change his place to go to the countryside.
Now, the parents and Fan Shuhui who stayed in Beijing could not find any trace of Dou Qiming.
In this way, Dou Qiming went to the countryside. He was away for two or three years, and Fan Shuhui gradually stopped mentioning Dou Qiming.
The parents thought that it was their daughter who let it go, but they didn't know that she was just making them hide their feelings even deeper.
Fan Shuhui's diary was full of her thoughts about Dou Qiming, and her drawer was also filled with letters written to Dou Qiming, but unfortunately she couldn't send them because she didn't have the address.
In order to put Fan Shuhui off his thoughts, Dou Qiming didn't contact his family for several years. His family in Beijing had no way of knowing where he was or whether he was living well in the countryside.
It was not until the college entrance examination was resumed and Dou Qiming was admitted to university that he got in touch with his family.
Dou Qiming was admitted to university and returned to the city. It was a happy thing for the family, but no one expected that Dou Qiming did not come back alone. He came back with a girl whom he met in the countryside.
The girl was also an educated youth who went to the countryside. She was admitted to a university in Beijing. This time she came back with Dou Qiming to meet his parents.
The parents were naturally very happy when they saw that the girl was also a college student and had a good family background.
But Fan Shuhui found it hard to accept this fact. She was shocked. She couldn't believe that after all these years of love and unconditional dedication, Dou Qiming had never been moved by her at all.
He already had a girlfriend in the countryside, and even brought her back to meet his parents. He was going to get married, but the person he was going to marry was not her.
Fan Shuhui was so shocked by this scene that she fainted. After waking up, she started crying and making a fuss. It was only then that the parents realized that their daughter actually had such feelings for their son.
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