Chapter 142 Confusion
Fan Shuhui took the wedding candies with a smile and agreed to attend their wedding with a smile.
But no one knew that it would turn out like that.
Dou Qiming and Xia Qinghe were arranging the steps for the wedding. Xia Qinghe's parents were also brought to Beijing to watch the couple get married.
But on the wedding day, Fan Shuhui died of suicide.
After getting up early in the morning and taking care of the chores at home, Teacher Fan wanted to go to the hospital to pick up her daughter to attend the wedding. However, she never expected that she would never come back.
Then a phone call came from the hospital, and everyone learned that Fan Shuhui had actually chosen to commit suicide. After failed rescue efforts, she had already passed away.
Teacher Fan, the mother, was so shocked that she fainted. Naturally, the wedding could not be held and everyone rushed to the hospital.
But it was too late, Fan Shuhui's body had already been sent to the morgue.
The death of Fan Shuhui turned a happy event into a sad one. The joy on everyone's face disappeared. As a mother, Teacher Fan could not accept this fact and immediately fell ill.
Dou Qiming regretted his decision even more. He felt that he was the one who killed Fan Shuhui. If he had paid more attention to Fan Shuhui's condition at the beginning, or had been patient enough to communicate with her properly,
If Fan Shuhui had been willing to give up this relationship, perhaps she would not have taken this desperate path.
The shadow of Fan Shuhui's death hangs over the entire Dou family, making people feel suffocated just by looking at it.
Later, when everyone was dealing with Fan Shuhui's funeral, they found a letter she had written to Dou Qiming in her clothes.
In the letter, she stated her motive for suicide. It was not because of Xia Qinghe. She just felt desperate because she had devoted so much of her heart to Dou Qiming for so many years but was ignored by him.
Dou Qiming is getting married, and there will be another woman in his world who will be by his side and accompany him until he grows old.
Fan Shuhui couldn't find her place next to Dou Qiming. She suddenly lost the motivation to live because she didn't know what the meaning of his life was.
That's why she chose to commit suicide. As for why she chose the day when Dou Qiming was getting married and holding his wedding, she just wanted Dou Qiming to never forget her for the rest of his life.
Finally, at the end of the letter, she wished Dou Qiming and Xia Qinghe a long and happy life.
No one knows whether Fan Shuhui's words were sincere or false, but this last word of blessing made the person being blessed feel unfortunate.
Dou Qinanming was unable to live a long-lasting happiness with Xia Qinghe. Their relationship was affected by Fan Shuhui's death, and the happy marriage that was originally possible was gone forever.
Fan Shuhui committed suicide, but Dou Qiming blamed himself. He regretted that he did not take Fan Shuhui's condition seriously. Later, he regretted why he held the wedding when Fan Shuhui's condition was unstable!
It was all his fault. The wedding was not held properly, the timing was wrong, and he did not give Fan Shuhui time to untie her knot, which led to her ending up...
But this matter cannot be said to be Xia Qinghe's fault, but Dou Qiming has had a knot in his heart since then.
Sadness filled the entire family, and Xia Qinghe became the target of her parents-in-law's anger. Needless to say, Teacher Fan was displeased with everyone after her own daughter's death, not just Xia Qinghe.
As the head of the family, Mr. Dou felt bad seeing his wife, with whom he had been for ten years, depressed and his son drowning in guilt, so he naturally became a little cold towards his daughter-in-law.
Everyone was sad and upset, but Xia Qinghe felt even worse. She just felt wronged and embarrassed. Did she do something unforgivable?
Why did her husband and parents-in-law have to look at her in such a disgrace? It was because she gave Dou Qiming an ultimatum and forced him to hold the wedding.
Is this also wrong?
They have been together for several years. Shouldn't Dou Qiming give her an explanation?
Fan Shuhui’s illness is very important, but does that mean her youth is not important? Everyone is born by a father and raised by parents. Is she going to spend her whole life with Dou Qiming? This was impossible, that's why she made such a fuss.
She just wanted to assert her sovereignty. Dou Qiming was not snatched away by her, and she had a clear conscience. Wasn't she allowed to fight back against Fan Shuhui who coveted her man?
But who knew she would be so determined that she actually chose to die on her wedding day, which not only ruined her wedding.
It also made everyone feel a grudge against her. The strange looks from others made her feel like a sinner, but did she really do anything wrong?
Is there anything wrong with this? Where did she go wrong?
After thinking about it seriously, Xia Qinghe felt that she might be wrong. She was wrong for being blind and falling in love with Dou Qiming.
When she found out that Fan Shuhui had a crush on her brother, she should have cut off all ties with Dou Qiming, but she just couldn't let go of this relationship, and things have come to this point today.
From then on, the Dou family no longer had the warmth and happiness they once had. Teacher Fan was so devastated by the loss of his daughter that he became depressed and died within two years.
Teacher Dou also sighed all day long because of the loss of his wife. He actually followed his wife and passed away within two years.
Fan Shuhui's death caused unhappiness for many people. Dou Qiming and Xia Qinghe lived with mutual respect for the rest of their lives, and they no longer had the love and sweetness they had when they were young.
Dou Qiming and Xia Qinghe's unhappy marriage also affected their children. Because of their parents, the two children became particularly withdrawn and rebellious.
After they grew up, they were influenced by their parents and their marriage became unhappy. The son became indifferent and didn't care about his family, which led to the breakdown of the marriage.
The daughter has low self-esteem and lacks love. She was deceived at a young age and insisted on marrying a young man from society. After marriage, she was constantly abused by that young man. But even though she was treated like this, the daughter could not give up the little kindness that the young man showed her out of guilt, and would rather be beaten than divorce.
The marriage between Xia Qinghe and Dou Qiming was in name only. After giving birth to a pair of children and completing their reproduction plan, they never slept in the same bed again.
Later, when they both grew old, Xia Qinghe made a request to Dou Qiming before her death, which was that she did not want to be buried with him. If there was an afterlife, she did not want to have any entanglement with him again. The fate of the two ended there.
Dou Qiming couldn't understand why his happy family had become like this. This doubt made his life and his family miserable.
Later, after Xia Qinghe passed away, he compiled Fan Shuhui's diary and her life experiences after her suicide into a book titled "Shuhui's Love Story", and then submitted it to a publishing house.
Fan Shuhui and Dou Qiming's first acquaintance, their subsequent love-hate entanglement, and her subsequent unhappy marriage became well known to the public.
In the end, it was made into a TV series. Because the relationship between these three people in the play aroused social discussion and was extremely popular, it formed a small world.
But this is a small world that is destined to collapse, not because of any other reason, but because Dou Qiming, as the male protagonist, is very confused himself. He did not handle his feelings for Fan Shuhui properly and was indifferent to his own marriage later, which made him have almost no truly happy time in his life.
He was very confused and became an estranged person from his wife. Was Fan Shuhui's death his fault? He doesn't know?
The protagonist's confusion plunged the world into despair. From the first day the small world was formed, it has been heading towards collapse.
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