Chapter 154: Hanging
So, Fan Shuhui hanged herself again. When her soul left her body, she found that she could not wake up from the dream.
She was trapped in that world of cultivating immortals for a full thousand years. She witnessed Dou Qiming's heartbreak after he discovered that she had hanged herself. At that moment, she was happy.
Look, Dou Qiming was really hit hard after losing her, but Fan Shuhui actually became a little complacent. I really don’t know what her mentality is.
But soon her complacent mentality collapsed. After Dou Qiming took care of Fan Shuhui's funeral, he practiced in seclusion for hundreds of years.
When he came out, he destroyed Fan Shuhui's grave with a sword, calling it killing his wife to prove his truth. Although Fan Shuhui did not intend to kill him, Dou Qiming could scatter her ashes, which was a disguised way of showing his determination, and then he broke through.
Fan Shuhui was stunned. What was she then? Is it a stepping stone for Dou Qiming on his road to becoming an immortal?
She wanted to ask Dou Qiming if he was nice to her in the beginning, all for the purpose of killing his wife today to prove his truth and break through. She no longer had any chance. Her ashes had been scattered by Dou Qiming, and she was almost dead.
Fan Shuhui didn't dare to think about Dou Qiming's motives for being nice to her, but she stubbornly followed Dou Qiming and refused to leave. She didn't know what kind of truth she wanted to get.
It was not until several hundred years later that Dou Qiming accepted a disciple, a very talented child. The first lesson Dou Qiming taught the child was to kill his wife to prove his truth and cut off emotional ties so that one could achieve the great way.
"Master, but I don't have a wife?" the child asked naively.
Dou Qiming's voice was still so gentle and considerate: "Then find someone, learn to fall in love with her, let her become your wife, and then cut it off with your own hands."
Dou Qiming said this calmly. Fan Shuhui felt dizzy and lost consciousness. When she opened her eyes again, she saw the familiar beams of her own home. She had finally escaped from that terrible nightmare.
Then, tears began to flow like a waterfall, and she couldn't stop them. The faces of Dou Qiming in the dream and Dou Xingming in reality gradually overlapped, which made Fan Shuhui feel scared.
Is Dou Qiming such a cruel and ruthless person? Is being nice to her all fake?
But dreams are the opposite. Dou Qiming in reality is not such a cruel and ruthless person, right?
Fan Shuhui has actually realized that her feelings for Dou Qiming are not that strong. After going through two scripts, when Dou Qiming lived a better life after her death, Fan Shuhui's feelings for Dou Qiming actually showed signs of loosening. However, she is still stubbornly telling herself to persist in loving him, and she doesn't know what the point of such persistence is for her.
Jiang Panyu was too lazy to figure out Fan Shuhui's psychological process. This time, the script-killing allowed her to get the task reward of the melon-eating system: [Ding, successfully made Fan Shuhui doubt her life, task reward: a blind box red envelope and a bottle of beauty cream. 】
Jiang Panyu's mood improved after he got the reward. He felt more energetic while sitting at the door sharpening the knife. He could tell from the "hohoho" sound that the knife was being sharpened that it was very powerful.
Jiang Panyu didn't even give Fan Shuhui a chance to catch her breath, and quickly arranged a third script for her. As the saying goes, strike while the iron is hot.
Fan Shuhui is feeling uneasy right now. It would be a pity if she missed this good opportunity.
So on the third night when Jiang Panyu was sharpening his knife, Fan Shuhui started to write the script again.
Fan Shuhui has accepted the fact that she will dream when she sleeps. However, while others forget their dreams when they wake up, she remembers them clearly. All the details and good or bad emotions in the dreams are brought out by her, and she feels really bad.
But this time it was different. There were no bizarre magical powers in the dream. She just dreamed that Dou Qiming was admitted to university and was going back to the city.
Fan Shuhui felt very happy that Dou Qiming was coming back. She was happily busy cleaning the house, thinking that Dou Qiming would be able to live comfortably and happily now that he was back.
In this way, when Dou Qiming comes back, they can live together like before.
But what Fan Shuhui didn't expect was that Dou Qiming did not come back alone. He also brought his girlfriend from the countryside back to meet his parents to discuss marriage.
Fan Shuhui could not accept this result. She had been in love with Dou Qiming for so many years but nothing happened. Then Dou Qiming turned around and fell in love with someone else. Fan Shuhui cried and made a fuss, and let her parents know that she had a crush on Dou Qiming.
Fan Shuhui thought her relationship would be approved by her parents, but she was unexpectedly rejected. Fan Shuhui later went to the school to find trouble with Dou Qiming's boyfriend, but was given a good beating.
Afterwards, Fan Shuhui fell ill and was hospitalized. The doctor diagnosed her with depression. In fact, her condition was not serious, but she really liked the feeling of her parents taking care of her. It would be even better if her brother could also take care of her.
So she dragged her feet and refused to be discharged from the hospital, pretending that her condition was very serious, so that Dou Qiming and his partner would not be able to get married.
But this is obviously not a long-term solution. Under the pressure of his girlfriend, Dou Qiming finally chose to get married. Fan Shuhui once again chose to commit suicide. Yes, this was her third time committing suicide in the script.
Before committing suicide, she wrote a letter to Dou Qiming. She had lost her love, and tried to use this letter to curse Dou Qiming's unhappy marriage.
Jiang Panyu couldn't understand what kind of hobby Fan Shuhui had. How come you can't show your deep affection by not committing suicide?
Fan Shuhui thought that her soul would leave her body just like the previous two times, and she would wake up from her dream after a few decades. However, she was discovered when she committed suicide. After rescue, she became a vegetable lying in bed, and was taken care of by her parents and Dou Qiming's wife for several years.
Fan Shuhui was trapped in her own body and could not move, but she could still perceive the outside world very clearly. She just couldn't move, speak, or see. She couldn't tell when she was thirsty, hungry, uncomfortable, or in a hurry. Only she knew what this felt like.
Not long after Dou Qi got married, they gave birth to a son. Unexpectedly, the child was born with vision problems and needed a cornea replacement to restore his sight.
However, the Dou family is not a wealthy family, and it is unknown how long they will have to wait for resource matching. In the end, it was Teacher Dou and Teacher Fan who made the decision to donate Fan Shuhui's eyes to their grandson so that he could regain his sight. After all, Fan Shuhui would have to rely on her son and daughter-in-law to take care of her in the future.
Fan Shuhui will not be able to use it in this lifetime, so it is only right for her nephew to regain his sight.
But no one knew that after Fan Shuhui lost her cornea, her eyes had been in pain, as if someone was gouging her eyes out with a knife all the time.
Fan Shuhui wanted to scream in pain, but her body felt the pain and she couldn't wake up. She could only endure the torture. Fan Shuhui thought this was painful enough.
But without this child, his fate was ill-fated. When he was a few years old, he was diagnosed with leukemia and needed bone marrow donation to save his life.
The only one who matched the Dou family's old and young together was Fan Shuhui, so Fan Shuhui donated her bone marrow for that child.
Then Fan Shuhui's bones began to ache, as if someone was constantly using something to extract the marrow from her bones.
Her eyes and bones hurt, but she couldn't tell anyone about the pain, and the doctor couldn't find anything abnormal. Fan Shuhui felt regretful.
After a few years of suffering, when the child was 18 years old, his kidneys had problems again, and Fan Shuhui lost one kidney.
Then Fan Shuhui's kidneys began to hurt. She was experiencing the pain of having her flesh cut by a knife all the time. It would not be an exaggeration to say that she was being tortured to death.
No one knows what kind of torture Fan Shuhui has suffered. Her spirit has long since collapsed. If she were given a choice again, she would never commit suicide again.
But it seemed as if God was not satisfied with her torture, so when the child was in his twenties, Fan Shuhui's liver and lungs were also donated to the child.
This really became a heart-wrenching act. Although her heart was still beating in her chest, Fan Shuhui felt that she was not far from this step.
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