My name is Su An, and I am the dark consciousness within Su Qian.
I thought that after I awakened, Su Qian would become a villain, but I never expected that Su Qian would be such a ruthless and heartless woman, who actually pulled me out of her soul.
The pain of having one's soul ripped out is so intense that I wish I had never existed.
Every time I felt I couldn't take it anymore, and thought Su Qian would too, and that I would give up, she held on.
She gave me a body, she gave me life.
She is my mother; I love her, yet I fear her.
I dared not incite her to do bad things anymore, but I wanted to secretly do some bad things myself.
But Su Qian always found out and beat him up.
Yes, Su Qian will beat me up.
She's lazy, but I'm her responsibility, so she'll keep an eye on me.
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I thought I must be the most tragic person in the world, but that's not the case. I watched as the people Su Qian created got sick and died, and I realized that Su Qian and I are different.
The two of us are immortal.
Time does not exist for us.
Watching those little people grow increasingly distant from us, even forgetting Su Qian, the creator of them.
I understand Su Qian's sadness and loneliness.
I tricked her into believing I would be reincarnated, that I would be like that in the future, and that she would be happy and accept others again.
But I was wrong. Su Qian didn't contact anyone at all.
I always thought I was different in Su Qian's heart, and I began to accompany her through reincarnation.
Su Qian, who has no memory, fell in love with me, who also has no memory, and we actually got together.
This fact excites me, yet I can hardly believe it.
But Su Qian said, "Shang Tian is not me."
Why wasn't it me?
He is my reincarnation. I started causing all sorts of trouble. I took Chang Jiao, whom she hated the most, as my concubine. I bullied people everywhere.
I'm proving to Su Qian that Shang Tian is me.
But Su Qian once again extracted my soul from Shang Tian's body. She used events to tell me that Shang Tian was not me.
Yes, Shang Tian is definitely not me.
His relationship with me is like my relationship with Su Qian.
The three of us are all independent individuals. Although we are related, we are not each other.
I understood, yet I became a little baby again.
Shang Tian was unaware of the truth and treated me as his own flesh and blood. I slowly began to feel affection for Shang Tian.
Shang Tian became my father, and Su Qian became my mother. I was not satisfied and did not cause any more trouble.
Who knew that those people from the Interstellar Alliance would start causing trouble? I personally witnessed Shang Tian using self-torture to enhance his superpowers and protect the people of Su Xing.
His love for Su Qian made me look at him with disdain, and made it impossible for me to interfere.
When they suggested who should take revenge, I raised my hand.
Su Qian, that heartless woman, then conveniently threw me out.
When we were alone, I asked her, "Su Qian, doesn't your conscience hurt?"
Su Qian glanced at me indifferently and said, "You've already eaten my conscience."
I am speechless at her shamelessness; indeed, I have eaten her conscience.
But is this my fault?
At that time, it was just a subconscious action.
But I never expected that I would meet such a kind-hearted woman so soon after leaving home. I made things difficult for her and put her in a difficult situation, but she still refused to give up on me who was freeloading off her.
Of course, in the end, I gave up revenge for her sake.
Kindness is a terrible thing; it made me lay down my arms.
When I got home, I told Su Qian about it. Yu Zhou agreed with my opinion. They gave up on large-scale revenge and just sent people to cause some trouble.
Of course, I went to find my silly girl.
But when I found her, she was in such a sorry state.
She was barely clothed, lived in a garbage dump, and made a living by scavenging garbage every day.
But I was the one who brought her to this point.
I told her I loved her.
I went up to her and said, "I'm back."
She pretended not to know me and left.
Once, twice, three times, my temper flared up, I grabbed her and demanded, "Why won't you acknowledge me?"
She pulled her hand away from mine, smiled, and said, "I smell bad and my hands are dirty, don't get your clothes dirty."
I refused to listen to her nonsense and hugged her tightly. "I don't mind. I love you. I've always loved you. I want to marry you."
She naturally disagreed. There was a difference of more than ten years between us. I was in the prime of my life, while she was still old and frail. She didn't want to be a burden to me.
I am a domineering person. I refused to listen to her explanation, knocked her unconscious, took her directly back to Su Xing, washed her clean, and put her on my soft bed.
She woke up in a panic, but when she saw me, she was very indifferent.
"If I had gotten married earlier, my child would be as old as you by now."
These were her true feelings, but I didn't want to hear them. "Then let's try to see if we can give birth to a child as big as me in one go?"
I'm being a scoundrel; I just enjoy being a scoundrel with her.
Her face flushed instantly; she was almost forty years old, yet she still looked so naive.
I brought her to Su Qian. Su Qian didn't say anything in front of her, but pulled me from behind and smiled lewdly, "I didn't expect you to like this kind of person."
I was speechless. She was indeed the one who created me. All I could do was sternly warn her, "You're not allowed to be my wife."
So, Shang Tian dragged me out and beat me up because I wasn't respectful enough to Su Qian.
I was furious, but I couldn't beat him.
Since I got a wife, I've been busy with unspeakable things every day, like showing off how great my wife is to others.
Many years have passed, and I still haven't had a child. I was so sad that I went to Su Qian and told her what was on my mind.
You mean this?
"We didn't have enough Breath of Earth back then, so I didn't add any more for you."
This is why I can't have children!
Su Qian is such a troublemaker.
I really can't kill Su Qian right now, but I still need her help to find a solution to this problem.
I looked at her pitifully and pleaded, "Mother, my dear mother, please help me."
Perhaps because I was so pitiful, Su Qian told me the solution, but by the time I recovered, my wife had already entered menopause, and so my child was lost because of this.
I stormed into the door with great momentum, only to find Su Qian holding her newborn son and comforting him.
That boy was so good-looking that I couldn't resist taking him away.
After that, I washed diapers for two whole years.
Whenever I wanted to return the child, Su Qian wasn't home!
By the time I realized I'd been scammed again, my child had grown up, and my wife only cared about the child we'd raised together.
My entire life, no, all my lifetimes have been spent being tricked by Su Qian like this.
(End of article)
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