Even in people's mood, there are some sadness about the past and the present, and they can't help but sigh.
Sometimes I would even get inspired and take out a brush and rice paper to write some poems or paint one or two ancient paintings.
And this is the daily life of Su Qingxiao, a literary young woman.
She feels that in contemporary society, there should be very few women like her. Although people often praise her as a "talented woman", "unparalleled in talent and beauty, rare in the world", to her ears, it seems like they are saying that she is an "antique", "a representative of intangible cultural heritage", "a living fossil"...which does not sound pleasant.
Too many beautiful expectations were imposed on her, forcing her to become the most perfect person in other people's minds.
It was her father Su Ming who, in order to cultivate her artistic sentiment, always moved to a remote villa and used some inconvenient antique furniture. The teachers he invited were all serious, rigid, and unsmiling. During the teaching process, no matter the sitting posture, standing posture, speaking speed and expression, they were all strictly required and there must be no inappropriateness.
Su Qingxiao couldn't stand it sometimes, but seeing so many expectant and admiring eyes cast at her, she had to persevere.
If you ask her whether she is happy or not, she will say she is happy, but she doesn't want to go through that process again.
However, in fact, in addition to the usual music, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, wine, flowers and tea, she also likes playing computer games, socializing with her mobile phone, or downloading some interesting and fun games, playing one or two games in her free time to relax her body and mind.
So she doesn't think she is an antique, she also likes the modern lifestyle.
It's just that she can't let herself go, and can only hide her "true self" deep in her heart and not show it to any outsiders.
Thinking of this, she smiled quietly and murmured:
"It seems like I've told 'that person' a lot of my little secrets. I wonder if he'll spread them around. Sigh..."
She suddenly sighed again, feeling very helpless. "Father has arranged three blind dates for me in recent days. To be honest, those three gentlemen are all top choices in terms of family background, talent, and appearance. Their interpersonal relationships, speech and behavior are impeccable, and their private lives are also relatively clean and decent. They should all be good matches."
"But why is father so anxious to marry me off? And why is he so strongly recommending that Mr. Zhao? I'm only 23. Can't I wait another year or two?"
Su Qingxiao really couldn't understand why her father Su Ming wanted to marry her off even though he was her only daughter.
Well, Mr. Zhao is indeed a good person, and he is the one she is most satisfied with among the three blind date candidates. If her father insists on matchmaking them, she might find it difficult to resist.
but!
There is always a knot in her heart.
If that lump is not removed, I'm afraid she will never be satisfied!
"I just hope that we can meet, sit together, drink tea and chat, that's all. But it's been more than three months, and not only have we not met, you rarely reply to my chat messages! You never have the time, and your attitude is very perfunctory."
Su Qingxiao was so rejected that she lost her temper.
But now, she has made up her mind. Even if she has to let go of her pride and take the initiative, she will prove herself!
"I don't live for myself, I live for the expectations of others. I strive to be the most perfect person in everyone's eyes, but you deny my efforts... Levi, you are a man with a heart of stone. I don't believe you. There is nothing I can do to you!"
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