Chapter 161 Case closed! A prostitute's autobiography: 'The life of a whore'

Time: 1997-2003 Winter Preface: ['A Prostitute's Autobiography']

"I'm a damn bitch."

Inside a mental hospital.

A woman in a blue and white striped psychiatric uniform spoke slowly.

Her voice was nice, but what she said caught people off guard.

She said:

"Maybe, maybe I am a woman who is destined to be a bitch"

"Sometimes I forget when it all started. Counting the time, it should be six years."

"But when I think back, I feel that time has passed so quickly, as if what happened six years ago happened just yesterday."

As the sound emerged, a picture appeared in the minds of the people around.

January 3, 1997.

There was a light snowfall from the sky, with white flakes mixed in with the black hair.

The whole world was dyed white, and the dark clothes of passers-by seemed very inconsistent with the ground.

Three o'clock in the afternoon.

The sky was still white, but the temperature was below zero.

The two girls huddled together.

They squatted on the side of the road, shivering all over, trying to keep each other warm. The breath they exhaled turned into steam and disappeared with the wind in the dry and cold air.

"elder sister."

A little lump of flesh whispered fearfully, then snuggled into the arms of another girl, feeling her body temperature, and inevitably felt a little at ease.

She looks very young and has a delicate name.

Her name is Lin Miao, she is ten years old and very well-behaved.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, the New Year is coming soon, don't be afraid."

The young Lin Miao huddled up, shivering in the cold air. He looked at the house behind him, but still whispered comforting words.

Behind them is their home.

But not anymore.

"Mom and Dad are not coming back?" The ten-year-old little meat ball Lin Miao asked in a low voice while curled up in the arms of his sister Lin Miao.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Lin Miao didn't know what to say. She was actually only a few years older than Lin Miao and was still a child.

But also try to comfort.

But she knew that her parents were dead.

Died in a car accident six months ago.

At that time, she received the death notice of her parents, and not long after, her uncle and aunt came.

They have no immediate family members, so they are the legal guardians.

Similarly, in a sense, the property also belongs to the other party.

Half a year later, the house was sold by the other party in some way.

My uncle and aunt disappeared.

The person who bought the house looked at the two strangers, one big and one small, in silence, gave them two thousand yuan, and sent them back to the police station.

After leaving the police station, they subconsciously returned to their doorstep.

But the door was closed and she didn't go in.

Lin Miao knew that from now on, this was no longer her home.

They can't go back.

The wind and snow are still there.

The cold wind was howling.

Everything was covered in white snow. Two petite bodies sat on the curb, leaning against each other, huddled in a corner.

Their clothes were already covered with a thin layer of white snowflakes that had frozen into ice.

On Lin Miao’s young face.

Those eyes looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar world with confusion and fear.

She hugged Lin Miao and held him in her arms.

She had nothing left but her sister.

She suppressed her inner fear, her voice no longer trembling, and whispered:

“Don’t be afraid.”

“Don’t be afraid.”

"That's when I started to become a bitch."

"I remember it. It seemed to be because of money?"

"My uncle sold the house, kept one thousand and disappeared. The person who bought the house felt sorry for me and gave me two thousand."

"Three thousand dollars, that's all I have, but it's not enough."

"I knew that the money was not enough. It was really not enough. I didn't tell anyone and stopped going to school. I didn't care about the upcoming exams."

"But even so, it's not enough for the daily expenses of two people."

"I went to work, but no one hired me because I was young and weak. Even in illegal workshops, boys were more profitable."

“Even if I find a job, I can’t get the money to support myself.”

"Xiao Miao is very well behaved and has good grades. I have to support her in school. She can't disappear without a word like me."

"But rent, water, electricity, gas, meat and vegetables, textbooks, clothes"

“So, I went the other way.”

"I still remember, it was a spring day, and I only had 800 yuan left."

June 10, 1997.

Lin Miao was wearing a revealing white dress, standing awkwardly next to several women. She pinched the hem of her skirt with both hands, lowered her head subconsciously, trying to cover her exposed skin with her hands, and had makeup specially applied by others on her face.

She was like a commodity, for people to choose from.

"Hey, that one who is looking down, look up."

A voice sounded, and Lin Miao raised his head with the manager's support, forcing a smile on his face.

"It's you!"

A voice sounded.

This was Lin Miao’s first time. She didn’t know where this place was, but she knew they were recruiting her and offering a lot of money, so she came.

Her identity seems to be a hostess.

The manager told her that she was there to accompany him for drinks, that the other party had a very high status and that he needed her to accompany him for drinks. The more she drank, the more money she would get.

Lin Miao remained silent and sat on the sofa drinking.

The wine was very strong and the other women were trying to refuse, but Lin Miao wanted to make more money, so she kept drinking.

It seemed as if the wine in the glass would never be finished.

She drank one glass, and the second glass appeared. The second glass disappeared, and the third glass came.

Lin Miao's eyes gradually became dizzy, his mind felt dizzy, and the flickering dim lights blurred his eyes.

She didn't know how many drinks she had.

She just knew that she was crying.

Tears mixed in with the wine, and she couldn't tell which was which. They washed away the spiciness and she drank it.

I cried till morning.

It was a hotel. Lin Miao was crying. Her petite body was covered by the quilt, and she felt a burning pain underneath.

She had no one around her, but she had a thousand dollars.

Lin Miao cried for a long time.

But it didn’t seem like it had been that long.

I don't know what time it was. She sat in front of the mirror, wiped away her tears, took care of her body, took the money, and limped out.

She used the money to buy some hawthorns, candies, marshmallows and candied haws.

She likes sweets.

When she returned to the depressing, dilapidated rental house, her sister Lin Miao's head popped up.

Lin Miao took these things, she took out the marshmallows and the only candied haws and handed them to Lin Miao.

"Sister, eat."

Lin Miao ate and sat on the sofa with her ten-year-old sister in her arms.

There is no TV in the living room.

She sat there for a long time, her eyes dull, just facing the wall, with nothing in her mind.

Maybe there is something.

But it was all illusion after all. She felt that it was a dream. But if it was a dream, it was too painful and she should wake up.

The candy in your mouth melts, but the slight sweetness cannot dispel the bitterness in your life.

Lin Miao sat on the sofa for the entire day, just staring blankly, his mind blank and traces of tears still lingering in the corners of his eyes.

It was not until Lin Miao's stomach rumbled in the evening that she came to her senses.

Lin Miao was very well behaved. She didn't bother her sister, but did her homework quietly. After finishing her homework, she previewed the textbook.

Lin Miao looked at her in silence. Then, she forced a smile on her haggard face, and held up the money towards Lin Miao.

"Little seedling."

"The family has money now."

"I'll go buy you some candy."

"Maybe, maybe I was born to do this job."

"Since that time, it was as if my true nature had been exposed, and I have been staying in the clubhouse ever since."

"The women in the club have their own little cliques. I know they all reject me, and I can occasionally hear the not-so-secret sneak conversations."

"They said I was a born promiscuous woman. At this age, I gave myself away for the first time as a hostess."

"They said I was a bitch who liked to be pretentious. I was so straightforward in my instructions, but I was so shy when choosing."

"Perhaps."

"It doesn't matter."

"I said, maybe I was born a bitch, so I did what bitches do."

"But I have a sister."

"My sister isn't."

"I remember the first time I told them about my sister, they said"

July 16, 2000.

In the Baihan Club, Lin Miao, wearing bright lipstick and a sexy and revealing red dress, was reading a book in the backstage, bored.

People around suddenly asked, "Why do you do this?"

When these words were spoken, people around began to respond.

"Money, the bag I want is too expensive, seven thousand five!"

"Tsk, have you seen that dress recently? Just a pair of shoes costs over four thousand!"

"Are you talking about the pair on display at the mall? I have them. I met a wealthy customer a few days ago and he bought them for me after serving me well!"

Several people gathered together, chatting with each other.

After a while, the topic turned to Lin Miao.

"Sister Lin, why do you do this?"

Someone asked Lin Miao in a mocking tone.

Lin Miao knew what this meant. She was nineteen years old and according to her experience, the other party could call her sister, but she didn't care.

"I have a younger sister. She is beautiful and smart. She is 13 years old and in junior high school."

Lin Miao talked incessantly.

She shared it with her colleagues as if to show off.

"She is very well behaved, never makes me angry, and helps with housework!"

"She's also very good at grades. She's in the top 20 in the entire school, and in the top 20 for key junior high schools!"

"I will go to a key high school next year, and then I can get into university."

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As she spoke, the people around her listened quietly.

Until one person suddenly blurted out a sentence.

"Then I'll be admitted to university."

"My classmates said my parents were civil servants, and my seniors said they owned a company."

"Your sister said that her sister is a prostitute?"

"Oh, I'm afraid I won't be able to tell you by then, and I won't even look for you after graduation in a few years!"

"You can't get in touch even if you want to!"

The woman spoke harshly, and as she looked at the cheap clothes on Lin Miao, a hint of disgust flashed in her eyes.

The people around were silent, standing there awkwardly, not knowing what to say.

Lin Miao did the same. After a moment, she sat in front of the mirror, took out her lipstick, and touched up her makeup.

"Is that so?"

"That's not bad."

"If you don't acknowledge me, then you won't have any stains. Otherwise, you'll be easily bullied."

The people around were stunned for a moment, then felt that they had made a fool of themselves, and hurriedly dispersed. "Although I don't have a very good relationship with some individuals, nothing serious has actually happened."

"The days just passed by little by little."

“Life is getting better.”

"I did meet a few interesting guests, and one of them looked very familiar."

"That seemed to be a junior high school classmate? Never mind, I can't remember clearly, but he looked a bit like a boy."

"He's very strange."

"Do you know what he asked me to do?"

Maybe Lin Miao didn't want to recall it, the time was vague and she couldn't remember when it happened.

Just remember.

It was a winter day, and a guest who had never been to the club before came. He looked very familiar.

As an 'old man', Lin Miao lowered his head when he saw the other party, unlike usual.

But the guest called out his name and asked him to stay.

Nothing happened that night.

The clubhouse is very quiet.

Lin Miao only remembered that it was the quietest private room in the entire club he had ever entered, and the guests in the club did not speak.

Just drink one glass of wine after another.

It's funny that Lin Miao was a hostess, but the other party didn't let her drink.

Just when he was drunk, he broke the silence and asked a question.

"You won't get married in the future? You said love"

Lin Miao suddenly paused, a hint of dazedness flashed in his eyes, and he stood there in a daze for a long time.

marry?

How long has it been since I heard this noble, pure, and innocent word? Marriage?

Lin Miao was silent.

Can she have this? Love?

Is she worthy? After a long while, she forced a smile and said:

"I'm just a bitch."

"Who's going to take a bitch home?"

After she finished speaking, without waiting for the other person to speak, she stretched out her hand and reached under the other person's body.

The guest stood up.

He threw down some money, took a puff of his cigarette, and then left without saying a word, without even taking his coat.

Inside the box.

Lin Miao was stunned for a long time. The money on his body was very hot, even hotter than the one thousand yuan he received the first time.

She sat on the sofa, motionless, without even taking the money, for a long time.

Lin Miao cried, but then raised her head and wiped away her tears.

After a long while, she walked out of the box.

She covered herself with the dress and walked out of the club.

It was snowing outside. It seemed like it would snow every time she was in a bad mood, but it didn't matter.

Lin Miao walked aimlessly on the dark street. She didn't know where she was going, where she was going, or why she was walking.

But still walking.

She met some street kids.

All the clean and tidy passers-by avoid the homeless children.

The other person was rummaging through the trash can. Lin Miao watched for a long time and moved closer. The other person was scared away. She waved again, showing her kindness, and the other person came over.

She took out her things and looked at the dirty child in front of her who was in confusion.

She whispered:

"I'm a bitch. I'm dirtier than you."

"I won't bully you, eat it."

From then on, she developed a habit.

Use that dirty flesh to exchange for rotten money to feed a few dirty homeless people.

"Later, my sister was also a very good student in high school."

"She told me that when she grows up and makes money, she will support me, and I said okay."

"Actually, after I entered high school, I didn't have much financial pressure because I had saved some money before."

"Xiao Miao is in the top five in the school. The school is begging her to take the college entrance examination and waives a lot of fees!"

"She told me to stop doing this and go find a job. Money is not that important. She will have a lot of money when she grows up."

"But I'm a cheap bitch and I want to buy my old home back."

"That would take a long time to save up, but I don't want to wait for Xiao Miao to grow up and come back with her boyfriend to see my room."

"I don't want him to know that Xiao Miao has such a sister."

"I started to give up and became a complete whore, taking private jobs and flirting everywhere."

"perhaps."

"It's probably because I'm a mean person."

“Retribution has come.”

"That was one time. I've received several private jobs from clients."

2003

"It's my first time coming to your house. The atmosphere is pretty good."

"Who is that?"

"Sister? Come and play with me. I have plenty of money. You sisters can come together."

Lin Miao was dressed up beautifully and was embraced by a man with a big belly.

In the afternoon, the man raised his eyebrows and asked the girl who had just returned from vacation in the house, with a hint of desire in his eyes.

Lin Miao was shocked and cursed himself inwardly.

Lin Miao went to college, and her daily routine was different from before. She could not judge the time according to her usual habits. She had received this person many times, in slaughterhouses, clubs, and at her own home, and there were records of him. He paid a lot of money.

But today Lin Miao saw it. She said:

"My sister doesn't do this. She's different from me!"

"She's a college student, she's still a child"

"Child? Looks like he's the same age as you."

"But. She's still a virgin?"

The man paused, then suddenly spoke.

"Master, I'll give you a discount, I'll give you a discount, please don't make things difficult for a child."

Lin Miao smiled, gave Lin Miao some money, and quickly asked the other party to leave.

She hugged a pile of fat that looked disgusting to ordinary people and closed the door.

Later, Lin Miao disappeared.

She still remembered that the last time they met, the well-behaved Lin Miao was angry and advised her not to continue doing this job. Then she disappeared.

Lin Miao originally thought that he was just angry, but after searching all the places where the other party might appear, he found that the other party had indeed disappeared.

There was no trace of Lin Miao in the school, among friends, or even in the club.

Until a neighbor said that there was an inexplicable stench on the street on the day he disappeared. She, who had always been accustomed to the smell, recalled the previous guest.

She was trembling physically and mentally, not caring even if it was late at night, and ran towards the place in her memory.

It was far away, but Lin Miao didn't feel tired. She fell, got up, and fell again.

She walked for a long, long time until she arrived at the place she remembered.

When she passed the yard, she stopped for some reason, as if she had sensed something, and stared blankly at the veterinary room with trembling eyes.

She was suffocating, her brain deprived of oxygen, and she reached for the secret door.

She saw Lin Miao.

When she saw her sister, her skinned body hanging upside down, her mind went blank, there was a strong ringing in her ears, darkness in front of her eyes, and she couldn't breathe.

Later, Lin Miao went crazy.

December 24, 2003.

'Lin Miao' was naked, and she was walking on the snow in the early morning.

She walked little by little towards the place in the capital that she had once said was very fresh.

Afternoon, three o'clock.

Lin Miao stood in front of the rearview mirror.

She looked in the mirror, touched her face, and some images seemed to appear in her mind, her eyes were empty, her expression was dull, and her fingertips touched.

A man walked up to her.

('Human Skin Bloody Shirt Case') [Case closed! ]

(End of this chapter)