Chapter 506: Forgive me for my uninhibited and free love in this life
Upon hearing that Lin Fan was going to sing a new song, Li Xiaodong and the others were excited, clapping, slapping the table, whistling, and making as much noise as possible.
Lin Fan also let them make noise. After all, when he really started singing, they would automatically quiet down. Now he was just creating atmosphere.
This time, Lin Fan did not pluck the guitar strings, but played a piano accompaniment on his mobile phone. When the slow and slightly heavy piano sounded, the joyful atmosphere in the longed-for courtyard became quiet, and a faint loneliness and light desolation slowly spread from everyone's heart.
Everyone seemed to have seen those unknown things, that in every lonely night, they gritted their teeth and persevered for their dreams, but were ruthlessly defeated by reality. They saw that their efforts were not rewarded, that the road ahead was uncertain, and that they were still walking on the road in the darkness.
"Today I watched the snow drift by in the cold night
Drifting far away with a cooled heart
Chasing in the wind and rain
In the fog, I can't tell the shadows
The sky is vast, you and me
But it will change (who is not changing)——"
Yes, I am alone in the crowd.
How many people have walked together on the road to pursuing their dreams, but as they walked along, they suddenly looked back and found that they were the only one left on this road, and their companions had gone their separate ways without them knowing when.
Only I can go against the tide of people.
Some people think that those who travel against the current are heroes, while others think that they are fools. It is so comfortable to go downstream. Even I can't help but wonder, is there any point in persisting to the end? Can I really reach the end if I continue to walk?
If you are destined to give up, which is better, giving up now or giving up later?
Li Xiaodong's eyes were swollen and he couldn't help but raise his head to look at the stars in the night sky to prevent the loneliness and unwillingness from flowing out of his eyes.
Lai Siu-tung debuted as an idol, then transformed into a variety show star, and is now heading towards a comedian. Along the way, he has been met with contempt and ridicule from all sides.
Aren't you a second-generation rich? Aren't you a capital provider? Why don't your family use money to promote you? Why do you want to snatch resources from people like us who have nothing? Why don't you be an idol? Don't you know how bad your acting skills are?
What, you still want to act in comedies? When did our comedy industry become a waste recycling station for idols like you who can’t make it?
…
There are too many unpleasant words, and they will not be restrained because of Lai Siu-tung's background. On the contrary, the hatred of the rich will make these black fans seem to have found a breakthrough point, and they will continue to attack based on this point, saying all kinds of vicious words.
Lai Siu-tung is a broad-minded person, not a stupid one.
Li Xiaodong could not remain completely indifferent to these vicious insults, but he could only endure them silently, then smile and move on.
Because Lai Siu-tung knew that he still had many fans who loved him, understood him, supported him, and were willing to accompany him forever. For these fans and for his own dreams, Lai Siu-tung never thought of giving up.
"How many times Facing cold eyes and ridicule
Never gave up the ideal in my heart
A moment of trance A feeling of loss Unconsciously faded
Love in my heart (who understands me)——"
At some point, Lu Bingyang also clenched his fist and pressed it to his lips, using the strength in his hands to suppress the expression that was about to get out of control.
It's not easy for anyone on the road to chasing dreams. Brother Fan is right. Giving up is the easiest thing, as long as you don't regret it when you think about it in the future.
As long as you give up, and rely on the experience and capital accumulated during this period to work behind the scenes, or engage in a side business, start a company, make investments, or even simply take a lot of advertisements and bad movies, you can accumulate enough wealth to last a lifetime before you become completely obscure.
But Lu Bingyang couldn't do it.
I can't fool my fans, I can't have no bottom line just to make money, and I can't leave this stage.
Lu Bingyang is different from Li Xiaodong. He has been learning dancing since elementary school. He has been dancing every day since he was six years old and has never stopped. Lu Bingyang feels that he was born for the stage.
If I hadn't debuted as an idol, I would probably have become a professional dancer, dancing as a backup dancer for other artists on various occasions, or dancing solo. In short, I would have kept dancing.
Even if there is only one person left watching him dance, even if there is only one person who understands his persistence, it is all worth it, and it is worth it for him to continue to persevere.
"Forgive me for being uninhibited and loving freedom in my life. I am also afraid that one day I will fall.
Abandoned the ideal
Anyone can
Why would I be afraid that one day it will be just you and me——"
Listening to Lin Fan's hoarse cry, Chen Xianwu finally couldn't help it. He raised his hand and pressed his eye sockets with his arm. Where he touched, it was wet, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.
With the lonely piano accompaniment, Lin Fan's voice fits the melody changes of the whole song. The clear bass easily hits everyone's heart. The highly infectious vibrato and the lingering ending completely immerse the loneliness, disappointment and sadness in the melody of the song.
However, this is not all that Lin Fan wants to express.
Drum beats quietly joined the accompaniment, and Lin Fan's voice suddenly changed, no longer low, but became high-pitched, clear, and tragic, wrapped in this indomitable determination and hearty stubbornness, shouting out: "Still free to be myself
Sing my song forever and travel thousands of miles! "
Almost at the same time, Li Xiaodong straightened his raised head, Lu Bingyang put down the fist at his lips, and Zhuo Yuanquan, Chen Xianwu and Gao Yan, at the same time, focused their gazes, which were immersed in their own sorrow, on Lin Fan.
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What kind of deep pain and what kind of empathy is this that can express the strongest emotions buried deep in the heart of every dreamer in singing and arouse strong resonance?
"Forgive me for being uninhibited and loving freedom in my life. I am also afraid that one day I will fall.
Abandoned the ideal
Anyone can
Why would I be afraid that one day it will be just you and me——"
The sound of electric guitar suddenly rose up, and a quick, venting solo shook everyone's ears and plucked everyone's heartstrings. An indescribable power was transmitted in this resonance and reached everyone's heart.
It seemed as if the long-term persistence was recognized at this moment, and the lonely heart was also comforted at this moment.
In this majestic melody, the ubiquitous cold eyes and ridicule seem to have lost their previous lethality. The dreams and inner yearnings that were blocked by heavy fog have finally seen the light of day, returned to the depths of the soul, and taken root again.
An indescribable power surges out from the depths of the soul, spreads throughout every limb, and makes the whole body full of strength, as if it can break through all obstacles and reach the other side of dreams!
This is the real intention of Lin Fan singing this song.
What are you afraid of? Keep going forward. I will be with you on the road to chasing your dreams! The melody gradually faded. Lin Fan looked at Li Xiaodong, whose eyes were red, then at Lu Bingyang, who was trying hard to purse his lips, Zhuo Yuanquan, who was trying hard to maintain his expression but was about to give up, and Gao Yan, who was grinning.
Oh, there is also Chen Xianwu who is crying his heart out. This guy has always been a crybaby. Forget it, I won’t provoke him.
Lin Fan stretched out his hand, and Li Xiaodong took his hand with a "pop", followed by Lu Bingyang, Zhuo Yuanquan, and Gao Yan. Chen Xianwu was busy crying and didn't see it, and in the end it was Li Xiaodong who grabbed his hand and took his.
“For the dream!”
“Keep going!”
“Never give up!”
"indomitable!"
“…”
Without waiting for Chen Xianwu's answer, the other four couldn't help but turn their heads to look at him. Chen Xianwu was immediately stuck when they looked at him. After a long while, he finally said, "Come on?"
Lin Fan and the others immediately laughed and shouted in unison: "Come on!"
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