When they separated, Fan Zhiyi's face turned red and his whole body was hot. Bing Nandong hadn't lied to him. When they kissed just now, Fan Zhiyi did feel a current of heat flowing through his body. It was very warm and made him feel extremely comfortable. But this was what made him even more embarrassed. He was kissed forcibly. Ahhhhhh, the innocence he had kept for more than 20 years was gone.
Fan Zhiyi covered his lips with one arm and moved towards the bed. He felt like a fish on a chopping board, and no matter how hard he struggled, it would be in vain.
"Since you are afraid, let's start with the simplest one. Although the effect won't be very good, it's better than nothing." Bing Nandong grabbed Fan Zhiyi's calf and pulled him down. He was already supporting himself above Fan Zhiyi, then lowered his head.
Suddenly, Fan Zhiyi raised his hand and pressed the dagger against Bing Nandong's chest: "Wait a minute, I... let me think about it."
He knew he was no threat, but Bing Nandong still stopped and asked, "How long?"
"What are you going to do next? That incident just now should be considered healed today, right?"
"Just now I was just letting you adapt."
“…” Still playing like this?
Fan Zhiyi didn't retract his dagger. He hesitated, struggling with the authenticity and feasibility of the situation. He wondered if everything that had just happened was just a trick by the male protagonist, who was just coveting his body that was very similar to Bai Yueguang's. "How did you know my soul was damaged?"
Bing Nandong smiled but said nothing, with an expression of "I know it but I won't tell you", which made Fan Zhiyi very angry but helpless. He didn't realize that he was not as scared as when he first met the male protagonist. On the contrary, he felt a sense of familiarity engraved in his soul when getting along with Bing Nandong, as if Bai Bai always mindlessly affirmed that Bing Nandong would not hurt him again. Obviously, this person had done terrible things to him before, but Fan Zhiyi just felt that he should not do anything to him for the time being.
Maybe it’s thanks to Bai Yueguang.
"Then let me ask you another question. What do you want to do next?" This is what Fan Zhiyi wants to know the most. It is related to whether he can keep his innocence. He has never thought about what his love will be like, nor has he considered issues such as the gender of his partner. It's not that he can't accept same-sex people, as long as he likes them. But this male protagonist, not only treats him as a substitute, but he was also shocked by his cruel and crazy words and deeds when he read the novel, and he really can't let go of the psychological grudge.
"Become a Taoist couple."
Fan Zhiyi pursed his lips, pondering his words. After a long time of thinking, he couldn't come up with any answer, so he simply said, "Can I say no?"
"Are you still afraid of me?"
Isn't it natural for me to be afraid of you? But Fan Zhiyi didn't dare say this to Bing Nandong: "How far do we have to go to become Taoist companions? Will becoming a Taoist companion make you happy?"
"Don't be afraid of me." Bing Nandong grabbed Fan Zhiyi's hand and guided his hand to slowly push the dagger towards his heart.
The clothes on Bing Nandong's chest were stabbed little by little, and they were dented. Fan Zhiyi glanced at it, then moved his gaze to Bing Nandong's face. He saw that he seemed to be serious and had no intention of stopping. He didn't understand what kind of tragic drama the male protagonist was acting out.
Fan Zhiyi was not stupid. If he hurt the male protagonist now, he would be the one to suffer later, so he tried to pull his hand out, but Bing Nandong did not let him go.
"You can kill me. This dagger can kill me. I hurt your eyes before, so you can dig out my eyes and then stab this dagger into my chest to relieve the resentment in your heart. Wouldn't that make you feel better? Wouldn't you be less scared?"
"Crazy..." If he really stabbed her, it would add another shadow to Fan Zhiyi's life. He had lived an honest and law-abiding life until now, and had never done anything illegal or disciplinary.
Fan Zhiyi suddenly felt annoyed: "Let go... Ugh!"
Fan Zhiyi felt the crisp sound of the dagger piercing through the clothes, his pupils suddenly shrank, and his hand was stabbed forward with force. Because of this force, his body had to lean forward a little.
But at this moment, Bing Nandong blocked his lips again without saying anything. This kiss was much more fierce than the previous one. He clung to him, grabbed him, and didn't allow him to escape. It was as if he wanted to share the strong resentment, unwillingness, regret, and pain that had nowhere to vent with another person in one breath.
Fan Zhiyi couldn't stand it anymore. This was the first time he had been treated like this. When he thought about the dagger in his hand piercing the hero's heart, Fan Zhiyi felt panicked and his whole body was shaking. He felt his hands were covered in blood, just like the scene he saw that night, with blood everywhere.
Fan Zhiyi felt extremely uncomfortable in his stomach. He was at his limit, lacking oxygen and losing strength. The next moment, Bing Nandong separated from him again, observing his expression intently and gently patting Fan Zhiyi's back to comfort him.
"You... lunatic!" Fan Zhiyi's breath was unstable. He didn't care about the male lead, he was not so intimidating. He broke free and withdrew his hand, his eyes red.
The dagger loosened and fell on the bed. Fan Zhiyi immediately looked at his hand. It was clean and there was nothing on it.
Bing Nandong rubbed his forehead and finally smiled with satisfaction: "The stab just now deviated and passed through here. It didn't hurt me, don't worry."
What's there to worry about? That look just now was like they were going to eat him! Fan Zhiyi was so angry that his chest was heaving violently. He really... really had enough. He wanted to finish this shitty mission as soon as possible.
Seeing that Fan Zhiyi was really angry, Bing Nandong tried to comfort him again: "Don't be angry, I was wrong."
Fan Zhiyi: “…” This male protagonist is an idiot.
"Don't be afraid of me either." Bing Nandong repeated, "Look, you are stronger than me and can easily subdue me, so there is no need to be afraid of me."
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