Chapter 177 But I am not you
"Are you?" Fu Chuji asked her back.
"Of course I'm not."
Shen Nuo has always clearly separated the two worlds and has a strong sense of self-awareness. He has never doubted whether his memories were fabricated due to mental problems.
"That's all." He said calmly.
“…”
Shen Nuo kicked him and said depressedly: "Can't you at least cooperate and pretend to be surprised and wow twice?"
Fu Chuji said okay, and then said "Wow" without any emotion.
“…”
From this point of view, Lu Zhiyi's defense-breaking look is more interesting. He is really a qualified listener.
Because of Fu Chuji's "non-cooperation", Shen Nuo didn't want to use the euphemisms she had prepared. She directly said:
"Do you know why Lu Zhiyi suddenly broke down? Because I told him that this world is fake."
"I didn't lose my memory either. It's just that I'm not the original Shen Nuo at all. I don't have her memories, so I can only pretend to have lost my memory."
"Do you know what it's like to wake up and find yourself in a melodramatic novel you've read?"
"Anyway, I felt like the sky was falling, especially when Guan Su was sitting next to me crying. For a moment, I even suspected I was dreaming. Unfortunately, I didn't wake up from this dream until I was discharged from the hospital."
Although she had nothing to be nostalgic about her previous life, she had finally waited for her grandfather to divide the family property with her, and she would be able to live a comfortable life in the future. Who could withstand the sudden occurrence of time travel?
She was immersed in her own thoughts when her hand was suddenly held, and his fingers slipped into hers, interlocking theirs tightly.
Fu Chuji whispered: "What happened next?"
"You know, books like this are full of cannon fodder, and I was one of them. Fortunately, I escaped the fate of being cannon fodder with my own wit and intelligence."
Shen Nuo sighed deeply and looked at Fu Chuji sympathetically:
"But I'm just a small cannon fodder with little writing skills. How can I compare to you?"
Fu Chuji: "...So what role am I?"
"The villain that everyone hates."
Shen Nuo spread her hands and said, "To be honest, if you hadn't pretended to be a fool at the beginning, I would definitely stay away from you."
He raised his eyelids and glanced at her, reached out and held her chin, and said in a dangerous tone:
"Say that again."
“…I was just kidding.”
Shen Nuo started talking nonsense: "Even if I knew you were Fu Chuji, I would definitely kneel down at your feet as soon as I saw you, and then cry and ask handsome guy to give me your contact information, and then become a lickspittle."
"Don't talk nonsense."
His tone was light, but based on Shen Nuo's understanding of him, he knew that he should be very satisfied with this answer.
"He's really easy to coax." She muttered softly.
She slapped his hand that was pinching her chin away and continued talking about business: "Lu Zhiyi's situation is different from mine. You can think of it as him dying once and then returning to a certain point in time before his death, which is now."
"He probably thought I was the same as him at first, so he approached me on purpose to test me."
Shen Nuo tutted his words lightly, his tone gloating: "He originally thought that he was blessed by God to be able to live again, but now that he knows this, I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it."
Although she was disgusted by Lu Zhiyi, he definitely didn't gain any benefits from it. He has probably started investigating Lu Chenghe's affairs now.
After she finished speaking, she waited for a long while before Fu Chuji spoke.
"So what do you think?"
He thought about a lot of things, and thought about how she chose to break up with him without hesitation when she knew he was Fu Chuji.
And on the day she fell ill, he noticed her strange attitude but didn't think about the plan he had forgotten to put away.
Before Shen Nuo could answer, he heard him ask again: "In the book you read, did I do anything bad to Shen Huai?"
He stared at her straight, his dark eyes dark and unclear.
I have to say that he is indeed very perceptive. Shen Nuo had not planned to say anything, but now he could only respond:
"……yes."
"You think I would do those things?" he said in a very soft voice.
"Of course not."
Shen Nuo quickly shook his head.
"Didn't you see the plan?"
Fu Chuji looked at her face, reached out his hand and gently stroked her face, his rough fingertips slowly stroking her face.
His eyes were dark, and his cold voice seemed to be suppressing some emotions:
"That's why you wanted to break up with me."
Shen Nuo got goose bumps on the back of her neck. She endured the itch on her face and asked:
"Are you going to settle scores with me now? Logically, it was you who deceived me back then. Considering this reason, it's normal for me to be suspicious, okay?" She answered frankly.
He leaned close to her ear and whispered, "You wanted to lie to me at first, but you were too stupid."
As he spoke, his hand, which was originally on her face, gradually moved down and slowly slid into her slightly open neckline.
Shen Nuo noticed his increasingly presumptuous behavior and gritted his teeth, "Don't use this as an excuse to be a hooligan, right?"
He held her chin with his other hand, pinching her cheek with his fingertips, his eyes dark.
"Actually, you're right."
"What"
"I would definitely do something like that."
He let go of her, turned his head and looked straight ahead, his voice flat: "The plan you saw is real."
Shen Nuo was stunned for a moment, then said "Oh".
She stood up and said, "I don't know where the golden bean went. I'll go look for it."
As soon as she took a step forward, her wrist was grabbed and she was pulled into his arms.
Leaning against his warm chest, I could hear his strong heartbeat in my ears.
He held her waist tightly with both hands, buried his head in her neck, and sprayed his warm breath on her:
"Don't you have anything to say?"
Or, she doesn't care what he thinks. Since she doesn't belong to this world, can she leave at any time?
Thinking of this, he tightened his hands on her waist.
"have."
Shen Nuo said seriously: “Your heartbeat is so fast.”
Fu Chuji: "..."
He bit the soft flesh on her neck as punishment and said in a muffled voice, "Not this."
Shen Nuo: "Oh, then can you please get up first, you are pressing on my hair."
“…”
He raised his head, lowered his eyes, and took the hair off her shoulders, then buried his head in her neck again.
Shen Nuo: “…”
She sighed quietly and said, "A gentleman's deeds are judged, not his heart. Thoughts and actions are two different things. I even want to kill Lu Zhiyi, but I definitely won't do it because killing is against the law."
He said, “But I’m not you.”
He knew clearly what kind of person he was. Lin Yaxiang was not wrong when she said he was cold-blooded.
He has never had any conscience, he is just willing to pretend in front of her.
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